OK here I go with re writing this thing for the 10th time. I am sorry everyone that I have not updated in a while. But I did my best too write between surgery's .But I wrote this chapter 10 times and every time I went to update it was gone. I swear if anime sweat drops were real I would have had a permanent one by now. So here is the chapter, if it happens again ill be giving my laptop some free flying lessons.

Thank you for all the reviews! I am going to respond to them all now. C:.

sesschanfan: Thank you! I am feeling much better now!.

sesskag fanatic : Well I am sorry you hate the last chapter. I did not like it, but it is major part of the story. And it had to be done. You don't have to keep reading, you are free to do whatever you want.

MissTi77: Thank you! Yeah I seen someone do it so I started doing bold to make it better on the eyes. I will be reading for hour and my eyes will be killing me. And I mean every out fanfiction is a little out of OC. I mean Sesshomaru would never be anywhere close to Kagome. But I hate OC's that are way out of there, when they are swearing like sailors ect it annoys me. I make them a little oc but I try to make sure they all stay in line c:.

Sugar0o: I highly enjoyed you review. And no you were not insulting . I like feedback and tips and what you think. It helps me as a writer. Thank you, and I have some people saying they like it, that it is easier on their eyes. And some who don't like it. So I am going to make this chapter without the bolding ect and see how everyone likes it. Thank you for tell me! Anything else, let me know C:

loveinthebattlefield: No Kagome is not mated to the two, This chapter will tell you everything. That is great to hear that your dad is doing better! My dad is doing better but still not out of the water yet. And thank you dear :D Hope everything stays good for you.

LadySakurraa: Thank you for the review, This is a Sesshomaru and Kagome story, next few chapters will shock you c: 3

sunshinestar16: Everything is going to be a little more aggressive with everyone c:.

Emzy2k11: There will be more info on the pups , but near the end of Kagome's pregnancy everything will be rolling out.

sexyinnocents: Yeah I woke up in pain and a hangover, I blame the Four lokos, they made me fall and hurt my tailbone. My son had a blast because he could finally out walk me and do all the little evil things!. And thank you C:

LovesDepp: Yes but now he is paying for it!. Thank you for the review !.

Thank you everyone for the great reviews they really did make me happy! I read them all ! With all the reviews I got I started on the next chapter! Ill get to more next time!

Note this chapter is spilt in two!

Chapter nine: Unsettled feeling. Part one.

Kagome woke once more in the room she was in yesterday. Memories were short of the day before all she remembered was horrible pain then falling into the black depth of her mind. Groaning she rolled to her side, only to run into a solid chest,..'Sesshomaru?' . Blinking the sleep from her eyes she noted this chest was far from being Sesshomaru's. Different marks placed along the chest. Her eyes glanced up to see who was sharing the bed with her. Her eyes scanned the strangers face, she had no clue who it was. What she did know they were both bare. Flushing she jumped from the bed. Yanking the blanket to her body to cover as much as she could, making the mistake that the blanket also covered the stranger she had uncovered him so she could cover herself. Leaving the man in all his glory in front of her.

"Who are you!" Kagome squeaked, assaulting the man with a pillow to awaken him. Her face found a new shade of red, the doctors in her time would say it was an unhealthy shade. Smacking the man again with pillow, forcing him to awake. She wasn't going to allow this man sleep. "Who are you! And why are we naked in the bed together!" Her voice rising, her heart felt as if it was going to burst from her chest. The swell of the belly tighten from the stress, only to cause a sick feeling to rise to the back of her throat. At the rate she was going she was going to let loose all the bile from her stomach.

"Kagome what's wrong" Kuzii grumbled, holding his arms out awaiting the next pillow attack. It was too early for anything. And the sleeping miko was frighten, why was he the one left with the mess too clean up. Cursing his lord he moved to look at her.

"Why are we sharing a bed!" Kagome cried again, she was growing sick of it. She wanted to know who the man was and what he was doing laying next to her. If Kagome did not have human ears she would of heard his pity filled sigh. It was if the woman jumped off into the deep end. Did she have memories loss of who he was? It then hit him, the memories of yesterday. And what he had done.

"Calm yourself Kagome it's Kuzii." He pushed another sigh out, feeling her growing anger. He knew this was far from over. And this was only the start of the day, he sun was only risen for only an hour. It would seem today was just his day.

"Liar!" Kagome yelled, striking him with the pillow once more. This time earning a jumping Kuzii. Once away from her aim he found something to wrap around his open flesh. It would not help to calm the miko if his man hood stood before him in the open.

"Kagome sit down and calm yourself. I have much to tell you." He ignored her comments until she followed his order. He had to make sure she calmed, not only was she stressing herself out, but along with the pups. It could cause her and the pups much harm if she did not relax quickly. Kagome followed his orders, but did not lose the glare in her eyes. The one thing she did pick up from Sesshomaru was the cold mask he always wore. Kuzii stayed where he stood. Not wanting another assault from the enraged miko.

"Kagome.." He breathed, as he played words over in his mind of what to tell the miko. Sucking in the air he finally found something to tell her, at least. "This may be hard for you to understand…but I AM Kuzii, I have changed back into my real form. … Yesterday Sesshomaru had taken his new mate. During that time your was being removed…"

He waited for her to nod, he knew she wanted to know more so before she could speak he went on. Not wanting to have her riled up once more. "The reason we are both naked is because when your mark was being removed your body since you are human was dying. The pups you carry were dying, and I did what I had to save you. I took you as my mate. And with that my spell broke. And my true form is no longer hidden. "

Kagome blinked, she didn't see any lies. Though she wished she could find a lie and scream at him she couldn't. Her anger vanished and replaced itself with sorrow. She had finally lost her mate.. the father of her kids were gone to another woman. Who she didn't even know the girls name. She was left puped and alone. With a mate who loved her only as a friend and did not wish to see her fall.

"Thank you." It was only above a whisper , she couldn't find the strength to speak louder. But knew he heard her gratitude. She didn't want to cry, not in front of him, her head moved down as black hair fell to shield her face. Fighting back the tears that wanted to fall. She had to be strong, it was the only thing she could do now. She had three kids she had to think about. It was either be strong or give up now. How did life see this fit for her? How did Kami find this the right fate for her? After the years of everything thing she done. To give her heart to one brother only to never find the love in return. And give her body ,her future, her life to the other brother. Bring him kids into this world and be tossed away as if she was some leftover food no one wanted. Her body was used, her mind was played, and her heart was forever damaged. She was no longer Kagome, she was some unlucky girl, just trying to fill these shoes, that never ended.

Kuzii felt what she felt through there bond, and his heart hurt for her. He never seen one so broken, someone who was once a bright , young, fighter, that carried such beauty inside and out. And now only going on for the kids she would soon have. He moved to her side, and pulled her to his chest, allowing the fresh tears to spill over his chest. He would be here for her, not only as a mate but a friend, and if need be a father. He did not love the girl in a form a mate would, but he did love the girl . Giving up so much that she had yet known about. He would give up everything and more for this girl .He would see to it that he fixed whatever was broken inside.

He let her lay in his lap and weep, to let her pain out. To let the years of bad treatment, the lies she was told, the empty promises , the backstabbing, being used being tossed away. The love she never had in returned. He let her cry the unshed tears, he allowed her to let everything go. So she cried, and he cried with her ,this was only the start..

Ok I know this is short, but next chapter will be Sesshomaru view, and then everything else will start. Drama when everyone finds everything out. Yes this is still Sesshomaru/Kagome's story, just gotta wait and see. Trust me it gets sooo much better. I cant just have the two love birds just bam pick back up. But it will be worth it. ! Hope you guys enjoyed the chapter, now I am off to type up this other chapter !

Also about the note in the last chapter. I can't believe FF is taking down stories. I mean it will be some time until it happens. Because there are thousands of stories with lemons. But if mine is removed, I will be posting on DD. It really makes me pissed off to see that they wont just put a MA. I mean yes young kids should not be reading anything sexual. And parents get upset. But hey why don't you keep a better eye on your kid. Why do we as writers have to suffer? If you don't want your kid reading this stuff, make sure they don't .I mean my son is only two but I watch what he does!. Also I believe to make sure young kids are not reading this why not put a age lock on stories. Like if your account says under 18-, than you can't just click on a lemon stories. And if they make an account of their own so they can, then its THEIR DAMN FAULT. -.-

Done ranting. C: Review please 3333