Penelope looked up at Derek and said, "the doctor told me that I was here because of a car accident"?, he looked down at the floor and she could tell that he wasn't telling her something so she said, "what's wrong"?, he said, "where we work for the FBI there is a chance that what happened to you wasn't an accident,
but was done on purpose".
She started crying and Derek watched as her blood pressure started going up, the doctor said, "calm down Penelope, I need you to take deep breaths", Derek released her hand and stood up and started to step aside so the doctor could check her out and she grabbed his hand and said, "don't leave me". He sat back down and said, "ok baby girl, I won't go anywhere".
He smiled at her and said, "it is just a possibility that it wasn't an accident, our team is working on your accident right now and when they find something they will come and tell us, so I need you to listen to the doctor and try to calm down". She took a few deep breaths and as she listened to Dereks voice she started slowly calming down.
Penelope looked up at Derek and said, "I'm tired", he brought her hand slowly up to his lips and gently kissed it and said, "why don't you take a nap and maybe you will feel better when you wake up". She smiled and said, "you are a very sweet man", he grinned and said, "I would do anything for you Penelope,
you are my baby girl, my goddess and I love you with all my heart".
She closed her eyes and after a few seconds she had drifted off, Derek looked up at his mom and JJ and said, "it just breaks my heart to know that right now she doesn't remember anything". Fran put her hand on his shoulder and said, "well honey maybe when the rest of the team gets here and she sees them maybe her memories will come back", he smiled at her and said, "I hope so ma".
Reid looked over and saw Rossi still standing by the door and he walked over and Rossi said, "it looks like she's asleep", Reid said, "we will find that man that did this to her Rossi and we will make him pay for hurting her". Rossi looked Reid in the eye and said, "damn right", Rossi and Reid then walked back over to join the rest of the team.
Fran kissed the top of her sons head and said, "I'm gonna step out for a few minutes and go out and let JJ know that Penelope is sleeping", Derek nodded his head and closed his eyes as he heard Penelopes door close. Hotch looked up to see Fran walking towards them, when she got closer she said, "she still doesn't remember anything and she had a bad headache so the doctor gave her something and now she is sleeping".
Emily said, "what does she know"?, Fran rubbed her hand over the back of her neck and said, "Derek told her about them being married and about the baby and that they both work for the FBI and about her accident and how it might now be an accident". Reid looked at Fran and said, "how is Derek doing"?, Fran sighed and said, "he is heartbroken, the love of his life can't remember anything about him or their lives together", JJ wrapped her arm around Frans shoulder and said, "how are you holding up"?, she halfheartedly smiled and said, "I'm ok honey, don't worry about me".
Hotch sighed and said, "is there anything we can do"?, Fran looked at the team and said, "when Penelope wakes up can you all come in and talk to her and see if you can jog any memories"?, everybody smiled and said in unison, "yes". Fran couldn't help but worry about Derek, she didn't know how Derek would handle it if Penelope never got her memory back.
Derek looked down at her as the tears streamed down his face, she had been the biggest and best part of his life for years and now she couldn't remember him or any part of their lives together. He closed his eyes and could see their first kiss, first date, the first time they made love, he can see the smile on her face as she walks up the isle toward him, he reaches up and wipes away a tear and says, "I will always love you Penelope", he takes his finger and pushes a lock of hair out of her eyes and whispers, "always".
The doctor walks back inside the room and says, "how is she doing"?, Derek looks up at him with red swollen eyes and says, "the same, she still doesn't have any memories". Derek said, "when can you take the tube out"?, he looked at her chart and said, "I am going to take it out in the morning", Derek said, "is there anything else that I can do to help Penelope"?, he smiled and said, "son you are doing everything you can, just keep loving her and being here for her,
right now that is about all you can do".
Penelope is dreaming, she is alone but she can hear voices, she hears one calling her baby girl and begging her to wake up and look at him, she then hears another male voice telling her to hang on that help is on the way. She says, "who are you", she takes a few steps and screams again "WHO ARE YOUUUUUU", she grabs her chest as she feels a sharp shocking pain to her chest.
Derek is watching her and as she starts flouncing around on the bed, he looks at the doctor and he says, "I want you to try to gently wake her up", he runs his hand gently down the side of her face saying, "baby girl open those beautiful eyes and look at me". Penelope starts moaning and saying, "who are you, why won't you tell me who you are"?, Derek's heart breaks as she starts to struggle a little more.
Penelope could hear a voice saying, "hang on kitten", she said, "please help me", Derek said, "baby please wake up, I'm here, please wake up", she screams,
"HELP MEEEEEEEE", her eyes fly open to see Derek still sitting beside her. She looks at him and says, "please help me, please help me", he kisses her hand and she cries and says, "why can't I remember, whyyyyyy"?, he caressed the side of her face and says, "calm down baby, you blood pressure is through the roof right now".
The doctor pushed the call button and said, "I need Ativan in here STAT", Derek looked at him and said, "what are you going to do"?, he looked at him and said, "I'm going to have to give her something to calm her down before she pulls that tube out of her head". A few seconds later the team watch as the nurse runs into the room with a syringe and hand it to the doctor and they watch the doctor puts the medicine into her IV and they watch as she slowly starts to calm down".
Derek looked up at the doctor and said, "what happens now"?, he put his hand on Dereks shoulder and said, "we take that tube out before she does it for us",
he then watches as the nurses run into the room. Dr. Smith looks at him and says, "I will let you know when you can see her, the surgery shouldn't take very long", he steps out into the hall and he along with his mom and the team watch as she is pushed through the double doors into surgery
