Note: I don't agree with the fact that Blaine is a year younger than Kurt, so in this fic, they are both juniors.

Just letting you guys know. :D Enjoy!

10. Delusional Kisses

I was standing. No, I was walking! I forced my mind to reposition and kept my legs moving, trying to catch up with what was happening.

"I don't know, I just didn't like it very much. The couple never looked comfortable around each other."

"Oh," I responded, my mind on overdrive, trying to catch up with what was happening. I hoped my response would work… "I know."

"Right?" Blaine responded. "It was horrible."

"Yeah."

He unlocked the door to his house, and I followed him inside. I noticed that there were no cars in the driveway, and as soon as the door was closed, my lips were on his, his back against the wall.

"Whoa, enthusiastic much?" he chuckled around my lips.

I just half nodded, resting my hands on his hips as he turned me around so I was against the wall instead. He pressed up against me, squishing me up between his body and the wall, one hand on the wall, the other on my jaw, cradling my face. He leaned more against me, and his hips pressed against mine. After a moment he broke away, but he just kissed down my jaw, to my neck. I gasped, pulling him closer by his waist, my fingers in the loops on his jeans. He kissed me again, and I wrapped my arms around his neck, holding him close.

He broke away, leaning his head on my shoulder. "Where did that come from?" he laughed, still breathing hard.

"I couldn't resist you," I whispered, hugging him tight.

"I love you," he whispered.

"I love you, so much." I responded.

"Do you remember...? The first time we said that?" he didn't look in my eyes; he pulled my shirt so he could see the scar on my shoulder. "I'm so sorry..."

What. The. Hell. Happened. To. My. Shoulder?! "It's fine, don't worry about it. Of course I remember."

"Does it hurt right now?"

"Not at all."

He smiled sadly, and leaned his head on my shoulder, kissing it twice.

I knew how much I would miss this when I went back to the past, being close to him, being with him, being... For him. So I pulled as close as I could to him, so we were pressed together from knees to shoulders, my arms tight around his waist, and his arms were around my shoulders, one of his hands in my hair, his head on my shoulder. I could feel his heart beating, and I sighed. It was nice.

"I can feel you breathing." he chuckled in my ear. I smiled, tucking my face into his neck. His nose brushed against my ear, and I shivered. He kissed me, under my ear, just once, and I smiled again.

"You know what I hate?" he whispered, his lips brushing my neck.

"Hmm?" I breathed as his nose skimmed my jaw.

"Every moment that your lips aren't against mine," he whispered, and then his lips touched mine again.

After a moment I pulled away, and he said, "Are you hungry?"

"Actually yes, quite."

"Do you want some Mac and cheese? We have a lot of that," he chuckled, starting to head to the kitchen. I grabbed his hand and followed him.

He began to make the food, and I sat on the counter next to him.

"So how are you enjoying being back?" He smiled. "I know that you didn't want to, but you know. Tina and Mercedes and Rachel seemed happy. You seemed happy with them." He didn't look at me, and I detected a bit of jealousy in his tone. Jealousy? Maybe he was sad I was hanging out with them and not him? Back where? Where did I go?

I deflected the question. "Well, what about you?"

He shrugged, looking over at me now. "Oh, you know. Finn is still an asshole, Sam doesn't like me, but Artie is nice, and so is Ryder… and Jake, sometimes."

Who the hell are Ryder and Jake? I thought, getting myself a glass of water and hiding my face in it, trying to think.

"What do you think of the girl… what's her name… Marley? I think its Marley. Yeah. Her voice… God it's like angels singing."

I thought fast, hoping not to screw it up. "I know, talk about a golden throat."

He chuckled. "Yeah."

He started to hum the song It's Not Unusual, and I began to sing with his humming, until he sang too. His voice sounded amazing. I smiled, and the song ended right when the food was ready. We ate in silence, right next to each other, his arm occasionally brushing mine. I leaned my head on his shoulder, and he chuckled again and ran his fingers through my hair.

"Don't mess it up." I whispered, and he chuckled once more.

"Never." He whispered, and I blushed.

"Are you sure about that? Never?"

It was his turn to blush. "Well maybe…" He pulled my head up and his eyes shifted to my lips.

I kissed him once, softly, just a short kiss, and he smiled. "Thank you…"

"For kissing you?"

"Exactly." He laughed.

I laughed too, but suddenly I was dizzy again, and everything faded away.

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