PLEASE READ THE FOLLOWING:
Each chapter title is the name of the Evanescence song it's based on
The lyrics in each story might not have all the choruses or maybe skip a verse
lyrics= bold print, story=smaller print
Song: the last song I'm wasting on you
Characters: Ichijo, Shiki, Rido
Background: Shiki is possessed by Rido, using his body Rido abused Ichijo; now Ichijo is leaving or else he fears something else will happen.
WARNING: This made me cry, if you are a fan of this couple you might be sad too!
Give up your way, you could be anything,
Give up my way, and lose myself, not today
Tears ran down his cheeks; he was breaking one of the most important promises ne had made.
That's too much guilt to pay
Every step he took he felt his heart break again and again.
Sickened in the sun
You dare tell me you love me
Thinking back, Ichijo could still remember how Shiki was before his father took control of him. They had been in love. He could still hear himself say, "I'll always be by your side, Shiki. No matter what!"
But you held me down and screamed you wanted me to die
For weeks Ichijo had tried to pretend Shiki was his normal self. Rido hadn't made it easy.
Honey you know, you know I'd never hurt you that way
You're just so pretty in your pain.
At first, it was only a rough bite; but lately "Shiki" had been out of control. Ichijo had stayed through bleeding, bruises, broken bones, and scars. But when he was woken up in the middle of the night, to find "Shiki" raping him; it was too much.
Give up my way, and I could be anything
"It's for our own good," he tried to convince himself, "You'll see Shiki again. Maybe not soon, but he'll get better." Ichijo collapsed. Crying, he cursed Rido for taking his love away from him.
I'll make my own way
Without your senseless hate… hate… hate…. hate.