You were lying in the folding bed, unable to sleep. You knew Alec had said the barn was safe, but you didn't feel safe at all. It was pitch-black in there. Like many others, you weren't really a fan of the dark. Knowing that the closest person was on the other side of the farm didn't help. You did your best to distract yourself with your own thoughts. This is actually not so bad. I'm warm and the bed is nice. Not as nice as my own bed though. What are my family doing right now? And [Friend]? Did my family tell [Friend] what happened? I hope they will understand the situation…Because I don't. At least I'm starting to get use to this. To Alec… Oh my freaking god, do I not care about [Crush] anymore?I can't say I do…It's not like a had a chance with them anyway. With Alec, however, I have actually spoken. I still can't believe he touched my hand…and I enjoyed it. Did he? Of course not, he was just showing me how to brush. Gosh, I'm really making that seem like a big deal. But still… You fell to sleep shortly after that, dreaming about hazel mares and a blue pair of eyes.