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J. pov
we drove for a few hours, until I heard Angela's stomach growl.
''are you two hungry?'' I asked.
''a little'' Bella said. While Angela nodded in agreement.
Bella was sat in the back with Angela.
Poor girl was a wreck. She was hurting bad. Every ten minutes I kept sending her waves of calm, hope and relief.
Calm so she wouldn't get too upset. Hope, so she felt like life goes on. And relief so that she felt glad to be rid of a cheater.
My Bella was doing a brilliant job of making her feel better.
She was telling Angela about happy valley.
''but, seriously I am so glad that you will be staying with me just so the men will leave me alone. There must be ten men for every one woman in happy valley'' she laughed.
The sound made my chest ache. I loved her so much.
''oh god. Really? Why is there so many men?'' Angela asked.
I watched in the rear view mirror as Bella shrugged and rolled her eyes.
''beats me. But it's kinda annoying being the centre of attention to all those leeches''
she then burst out laughing.
I could feel embarrassment and amusement and a little bit of homesickness? What the heck?
Angela and I looked at her strangely and she slowly calmed down.
I sent them both a wave of calm and added a huge dose of love and affection for Bella.
She smiled at me through the mirror.
I pulled up to a McDonalds for the girls to get something to eat.
We all got out and headed inside.
The place was empty.
''I'm just going to the rest room. I bet I look like hell'' Angela chuckled.
Bella pulled me close to her as soon as we were alone.
We were stood in a corner next to some stairs.
''instead of driving through the night, can we go to a motel or something?'' she asked.
''sure we can, darlin. Are you tired?'' I pushed a few stray hairs from her face and stared into her eyes.
She leaned forward and kissed me hard.
I knew that if I opened up and tested her emotions, I would take her right there and then in this nasty smelling fast food joint.
''I'm not tired one bit cowboy'' she growled ''I'm feeling energetic''
Oh fuck! I almost came in my pants.
''what do you plan on doing with all that energy, darlin?'' I drawled
she bit her lip sexily.
''did you know that the most powerful voluntary muscle in your body is your tongue?''
she ran her tongue along her lips.
My breath came out in pants.
''I guess if I give my tongue and mouth a good exercise, it might help. If you have any other ideas, I'd be happy to her them''
she was now impossibly close.
I could smell her arousal and feel her lust.
I gripped her hips and pressed my solid erection in to her.
A groan slipped through her soft full lips and her eyes rolled back then closed.
''I don't want to wait jasper'' she whispered ''I want you. All of you''
I wanted to pick her up and run to a motel. Shit, I probably wouldn't even make it to the car. But she deserved better than that.
Her first time will be painful enough without me rushing it because she's got me horny as fuck.
''and have me you shall, darlin. I will never deny you anything'' I told her.
She opened her eyes and I all but got lost in them.
''hey love birds. Are we going to eat?'' Angela chuckled as she rounded the corner.
I handed Bella a fifty.
''I need to sit down'' I grinned at her.
She looked down at my still bulging cock and licked her lips.
''so not helping'' I growled as I walked past her to go to one of the booths and think about trees and grass.
Anything to make my hard on go away.
If I had a heart beat it would be pounding.
I felt nervous!. I hadn't felt like this since I was alive.
Being with Bella was the best thing that ever happen to me.
Tonight was going to be special. It would be a first time for the both of us.
Bella's first time ever and my first time with a human. Not to mention our first time together.
I knew without a doubt that making love to Bella would be like nothing I had ever felt before.
Before I became a vampire, I had never been with a woman. So I had no idea what it felt like to be with someone warm and wet.
Oh fuck, I need to stop thinking.
Instead I thought about how much I needed Bella.
It was selfish of me to think like this but I couldn't help it. I wanted to be her first, her only and her last. I wanted her to be with me for the rest of existence.
We needed to have that talk soon.
The girls came back and sat down.
Whatever it was that they had on their trays smelt disgusting.
''not hungry, jasper?'' Angela asked.
''he can share mine'' Bella said and held a fry to my lips.
I narrowed my eyes at her and she giggled.
Reluctantly I opened my mouth and let her shove it in.
it tasted like dirt and salt.
she looked amused.
I spent the rest of the time on the phone, calling a nearby hotel and booking two rooms.
By the time we reached the hotel it was 10:30pm.
I booked us in as Angela and Bella said good night and quickly coughed up the dirt flavoured fry.
Angela was on floor three and Bella and I were on floor 5.
The elevator ride was fun.
I kept sending waves of lust and arousal towards Bella.
Her knees were weak, she was holding on to my arm so hard that if I had been human, it would have broke something.
"well, this is my floor'' Angela said as the elevator stopped.
"thank you both, for everything. It means a lot to me, knowing that I have such caring friends''
''you would do the same for me'' Bella said ''That's what friends are for right?''
Angela smiled ''true, goodnight guys. And thanks, jasper for the room''
''my pleasure Angela. Get some sleep''
she walked down the corridor, carrying her bag.
I pressed the number 5 and pulled Bella towards me.
As soon as our lips touched, I let out a sigh.
Every second I spend away from those lips, is a second I spend missing them.
The doors opened and I picked her up, bridal style.
''jasper! Put me down'' she giggled.
''not a chance'' I growled, playfully.
''you, miss swan. Are going to be pampered and your not allowed to complain''
she raised her eyebrows at me ''is that a fact?''
''sure is, ma'am'' I tilted my head at her.
She bit her lip and smiled.
''then by all means, Mr Whitlock. Pamper away''
I got the room door opened and carried her over to the huge bed and gently placed her in the middle.
I bent to place a kiss on her nose.
''stay here'' I whispered.
Moving at vampire speed, I started running a bath. I added some red bubble bath and went back in to the bedroom.
She smiled then a look of horror clouded her beautiful face.
''what is it, darlin?'' I asked sitting beside her.
''fudge''
I looked at her questioningly.
''he needs feeding and his water changing in the morning'' she said.
''ah. Well, phone Esme. She will gladly do it for you''
she nodded ''poor fudge. He wont be here after tomorrow. Dicky nick, said he would be getting picked up tomorrow''
I didn't need to open up and feel her emotions to know that she was sad.
''sweetheart. I will get us some horses'' I pushed her hair back and seared in to her eyes.
She smiled ''thank you, jasper. But as I said before, I don't want a horse. Not right now anyway. I'm way too clumsy''
something about that statement made my cold heart tingle.
I smiled and kissed her softly ''one day'' I whispered, handing her my phone.
I went back into the bathroom while she was on the phone to stop the bath.
There was a phone on the wall, which I used to call down to the main desk.
When I went back in to the bedroom, Bella was off the phone and was taking off her jumper.
I lent against the door frame and watched as the material slid up over her soft creamy skin.
I took in a deep breath, taking in her scent.
Not once since we had been together in Alaska, had I needed to control my thirst to be with her.
It's like it isn't there.
Bella doesn't even smell like food to me. I found myself wondering if she ever did?.
Angela smelt like every other human did. But even when she was in the car, I had perfect control.
Damn Alice and her lies.
''jasper Whitlock! Are you ogling me?'' Bella tried to sound firm but giggled.
''I sure am, darlin'' I growled.
She winked and began to unbutton her jeans slowly.
My breathing hitched as I watched.
''I'll have our clothes dry cleaned, for tomorrow'' I told her, trying to keep my eyes on her face.
She raised one eyebrow and walked over to me.
''I think you'd be blushing, if you were human'' she grinned.
I sighed shakily. ''OK, I'll admit it. I'm a little nervous''
she looked shocked.
''are you sure you wanna do this?. It's going to hurt. I promise to calm you as much as I can, but its still going to hurt''
''jasper, I know what I want. And I know it's going to hurt. so what. Waxing hurts, but I still do it'' she smiled
''do you want to?'' she asked, biting her lip.
''more than anything'' I told her honestly.
''then stop talking'' she whispered and reached up on her tiptoes to kiss me.
I deepened the kiss and pulled her closer to me.
She made a little moan into my mouth that went straight to my dick.
My hands roamed down her back to her still unbuttoned jeans.
I gently pushed them down over her butt and thighs then without breaking the kiss, I lifted her so they fell off.
She wrapped her legs around me, pressing herself to me as close as possible.
My hands gripped her hips as I moved her down to feel my hardness.
She moaned again and began tugging on my shirt.
I walked us over to the bathroom and sat her on the counter top.
She looked so beautiful. I couldn't believe that she was mine.
I let her take off my top as I placed open mouth kisses along her collar bone and shoulders.
Her bra straps fell away as my fingers made quick work of the fastening and I kissed moved along her bare chest.
I felt her jump and looked up at her questioningly.
''sorry'' she giggled ''my foot fell in the bath water''
I chuckled and stepped away from her.
She pouted and tried to pull me back.
''do you want to get in?'' I asked.
She looked like she was deciding.
''yes'' she said finally, hopping off the counter.
She toppled and almost hit her head before I caught her.
I kissed her temple ''careful, darlin''
her blush rose on her cheeks.
I went to get one of the big fluffy towels and take her clothes out for the maid to take to be dry cleaned.
When I returned she was already in the bath.
Her hair was pulled up on her head. Curls were falling down her shoulders.
She looked stunning.
I stood and watched her form the door.
She blew bubbles at me off her hand and laughed.
This Bella was so much more easy going and happier than the Bella I met in forks.
Without warning, she stood up.
Her glorious naked body was only covered by a few milky bubbles.
Immediately my dick was solid.
She saw the movement in my pants and grinned. ''thanks'' she smirked.
I had her wrapped in the towel and laid on the bed before she could blink.
''damn, jasper. That was impressive. How good are you at ironing?'' she grinned.
I laughed and began to dry her off.
Her towel was open.
She squirmed a little. I felt a little embarrassment and nervousness coming from her.
''beautiful'' I breathed and bent to kiss away the rest of the bubbles.
As soon as my lips brushed at her heated skin, her arousal filled the air.
I inhaled deeply. My cock was aching to be near her.
She reached out to unbutton my jeans and my hips thrust forward as her pinky finger brushed my shaft.
She grinned and seemed to gain a little confidence.
''commando, jasper?'' she laughed.
I grinned ''being around you makes my pants uncomfortable quite a lot. This way is easier''
she blushed and pulled me down for a kiss.
Kicking my jeans off, I moved up so I was above her.
She was trembling but not from the cold.
I didn't feel any fear or any indication that she wasn't comfortable. Just anticipation and plenty of want.
Her tiny hands moved down my chest and round my sides.
I felt her smile against my lips as she gripped my ass.
I was positioned at her entrance now.
Her hips bucked forward and I very nearly entered her.
It would be way too painful for her to do that.
I trailed my fingers down her body as I took one of her sort nipple in my mouth.
She moaned my name making shiver.
My hand was now at her dripping wet centre.
I pinched her clit between my thumb and finger.
The sensation causing us both to groan out loud.
I gently grazed her nipple with my teeth and pushed one finger in to her. She gasped and arched her back as her head went back.
''ah...fuck, Bella'' I hissed.
She was so tight and hot, not to mention soaked with her essence.
I couldn't help it. I took the finger out and brought it to my mouth.
Her sweet taste exploded on my tongue.
I returned my finger inside her and began gently stretching her.
He was loving this. Her emotions were all over, making me have to work hard to restrain myself from cuming all over her.
After a few minutes I added a second finger.
She was stretching nicely and I only felt a little discomfort with her pleasure.
''jasper!'' she panted as I felt her insides begin to clench.
I moved down quickly to replace my fingers with my tongue.
''oh.....ohhh...fuck.....ohh... jasperrrr'' she screamed as she withered on the bed.
Her hot sweet juices filled my mouth.
I moaned as I swallowed them down then lapped up the excess wetness.
She pulled me back up to meet my lips with hers.
Without warning she thrust her tongue into my mouth.
I felt a fresh wave of wanton desire hit me as she tasted herself in my mouth.
Pulling back she licked her lips.
''mmmm, I taste good'' she pulled me back down as if to kiss her but instead she licked my lips then around my mouth.
My breath was coming out in pants.
It was the sexiest thing I had ever seen.
''make love to me jasper'' she asked and bit her plump bottom lip.
Before she had time to breath, I had a condom on and was positioned ready for her.
I felt a little confusion mingling with all her desire and want.
''a condom?'' she asked.
''my venom'' I explained.
She just nodded.
Her heart was pounding and her skin already had a slight sheen of perspiration.
''are you ready for me darlin?'' I asked.
She took a deep breath and nodded.
''relax'' I whispered in her ear. I began kissing her neck and nibbling at her delectable skin.
She nodded again and closed her eyes while wrapping her legs around me.
''I love you'' I told her as I slightly pushed myself in.
I sent her a wave of calm and lust.
she gasped but didn't stop me.
Her eyes were tightly shut.
I let her get used to the size of my end for a minute then pushed in further.
''ohhhhh......damn darlin. Your so hot and tight'' I moaned.
This was like nothing I had ever experienced. She was tighter than my hand when I made a fist.
She was feeling slight pain so I took her pain and sent her more calm . when she was more relaxed I pushed further.
One more push and I would break through her barrier
one more push and she would be mine.
I captured her lips with mine.
Our tongues danced with one another.
I took the opportunity to push myself quickly and completely inside her.
She gasped and opened her eyes wide.
I felt her pain. I also felt her blood run down my balls.
Shit, what if I lost control!
''are you aright, darlin?'' I asked not daring to breath.
I sent her more calm and love.
She nodded ''yeah..... it just....you are BIG''
I couldn't help the smirk that came on my face.
''thanks''
she slowly moved her hips around in a circle causing me to moan and pull out a little.
I slowly pushed back in still not daring to breath
''is this OK?'' I asked.
''it doesn't hurt as much now'' she panted.
I continued to move out then slowly back in, setting a steady slow rhythm.
I felt her muscles relax inside her and I knew she wasn't in any more pain.
I let myself open up to feel her emotions and was hit with so much ecstasy, it made my knees weak.
''faster, jasper'' she cried.
I looked down at her beautiful face and pumped faster.
Her eyes were filled with so much lust and love, it was over powering.
She was moaning and gasping now, her hips were thrusting up to meet mine.
Without thinking I breathed in and was shocked by what I felt.
The smell of her blood didn't tempt me in the slightest.
While she smelt delicious, it wasn't the smell of food. It was the smell of love. My love.
That means we must be......
my heart filled with so much love.
I gripped the side of the bed and began to pump in and out freely.
''harder!'' she screamed.
Nether of us were going to last long now.
With each thrust I pushed harder in to her, going deeper with each one.
She was screaming now.
Her pleasure was too powerful for me to hold on any longer.
I sent her my own pleasure so it mixed with hers and she began to climax hard.
Her body was convulsing. With one last hard thrust a exploded more than I ever had before.
We cried out together as our bodies came down from their high.
I buried my head in her neck as we both breathed deeply.
We didn't speak, we didn't need to speak.
I quickly took off the condom and moved Bella so she was under the quilt.
She grinned when she felt what was underneath the blankets.
''heated blankets. One on top and one on the bottom'' I told her.
She pulled back the sheets and I climbed in beside her.
''I love you'' she told me as she snuggled in to me.
''I love you more'' I kissed her cheek.
She laughed ''not possible''
''Bella do you believe in fate?'' I asked quietly.
''depends on what you mean'' she asked, turning to face me.
''like soul mates''
she thought about it for a moment.
''like love at first sight?'' she asked.
I propped my self up higher.
''no, love at first time can be wrong and that love could go away. What I mean is when you find somebody who is your equal your other half. The twin to your soul. Some say that our souls are like twin flames. And that we spend our entire life searching for the other half. And when we find our twin soul, our life's will be complete''
she was silent so I continued.
''vampires have a way of finding our soul mates. We could live next door to our soul mate and never know........ until we smell their blood. The missing half of ones soul would not smell like food to the vampire or we could accidentally kill them therefore killing half of ourself''
''do you know anyone who has found their soul mate?'' her voice was so quiet that if I weren't a vampire I wouldn't have heard it.
''yes. I know of three actually. A vampire's soul mate is always a human. Esme and Carlisle are soul mates. He found out as he was turning her. My friend peter, and his mate Charlotte are soul mates........'' I paused.
She looked up at me when I didn't continue.
I smiled and kissed her nose.
''you and I are also soul mates''
I heard her sharp intake of breath and she turned her full body to face me.
''how do you know?''
''your blood doesn't tempt me, darlin. And the fact that I love you more than life itself''
her eyes filled with tears.
''how did we not know before?'' she asked as the first tear slipped from her eye.
I wiped it away with my thumb.
''you have never bled while being anywhere near me before''
she kissed my lips and clung to me tightly.
''we were meant to be together?'' she asked against my lips.
''without a doubt, darlin'' I told her.
She tried to fight it but a huge yawn was trying to take her over.
I chuckled ''go to sleep sugar. We have eternity to be together and I'll be right here when you wake up''
''mmkay'' she sighed and lay down.
She was asleep in minutes.
I lay beside her and closed my own eyes, holding her warm body to my strangely also warm body.
I made a mental note to buy a few heated blankets for back home.
I never wanted to spend another night apart from my love, my life, my soul mate.
Awww fluff :)
so sweet.
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