Chapter 10 Justin's POV

Author Notes: In finland you can go to bars when you turn 18, except some bars where the limit is 21. And the really strong stuff (alcohol stuff) you can buy at 20 or 21 (can't remember, im not that old yet), so wanted to explain that because I think its different at USA and some other countries.

We were driving back to the hotel, Cody was lying next to me on the seat. He was giggling and laughing at one point, then he suddenly looked like he was going to cry. He never stopped talking, but he was slurring quite badly, so most of the time I had no idea what he was saying. I have given up some time ago trying to communicate with him, instead I looked out of the window, trying to figure out how this night ended up going so terribly wrong

"Justin…..justinnn?" Cody slurred, trying to get my attention.

"Hmm what Cody?" I looked down at him. His head was resting next to my leg.

"Wazz…wasen't that funny?" he giggled.

"Yeah it was hilarious."

"No no no Justin I mean like…like..umm..and then.." the rest faded somewhere, he just smiled contently.

I looked out the window again, and for ten minutes he stayed silent.

"Justiiin? Juuuustiiin?" he called.

"Yes Cody?"

He didn't say anything, but looked at me. First he looked very amused by something, but then his smiled turned into a frown and the he looked like he was really going to cry.

"Justin I'm so sorryyy. I mean like …like. Don't hate me Justin, Justiiiin?" he took a hold of my hand and squeezed it tight, like he was afraid of drowning or something. He looked so miserable, and scared.

"It's alright Cody. It's gonna be fine. I promise." I tried to convince him, but he still panicked and tried to say something, but it turned into hopeless sobbing.

"Oh no Cody don't cry, don't cry." My heat twisted, I didn't want him to be sad. When words seemed to have no effect on him, I took him by his shoulders and dragged his head to my lap. He seemed to calm down, but still sobbing. I awkwardly tried to pat his head, and slowly he seemed to calm down.

Noticing that it was working, I started to comb his hair back, massaging his scalp. He let out a content sigh, and closed his eyes.

The rest of the ride he laid there and I started to think what exactly went wrong.

The first "move" I made was when I walked him back to his room.

See first you have to understand what my plan was, to understand why I did what I did.

When I thought about what I could do to revenge him, I thought about the times when I got one over Cody.

The first thing I thought was when the first practice, when I helped him with his dancing, and at the end he ran away, maybe because of our closeness.

Then was the time right after that, in the elevator, when I knocked him down. Well he quickly turned that against me, pretending to strip for me.

Then was the kiss. Yeah that was a good one. I had kissed him on the cheek, after I got him the ice. He was definitely startled.

Oh and then was the time when I wore Anna's clothes, he did deny it, but he was so staring. I had asked him how my butt looks, because I knew that it looked awesome and I had seen it on Cody's face that he knew too. He of course didn't admit anything, but I knew that we were both on the same page about how awesome my butt looked.

And the same day we met the one fan, who thought that we were on a date, and I went with it. Cody seemed to really be confused.

So I came to the conclusion that whenever I came physically close to Cody, maybe implying something a bit sexual, I seemed to win.

That led to the thought that I needed to tease him as much as possible.

The first time I did it, was when I walked him back to his room.

_Flashback_

"Justin? Aren't you going back to your room?" he asked surprised.

"Of course I am. I'm just gonna walk you back to your room." I said chuckling to myself happily.

"You do realize that the distance from the elevator door to my door is about 10 meters?"

"Yeah I do." I answered. He pushed the key in and I saw that this was my opportunity. I took a deep breath and moved to stand right behind him. I could smell his shampoo, which smelled like apples. For a flash second I wondered what his hair would feel like, would it be soft, silky?

"I just wanted to wish you goodnight. " I whispered to his ear thinking that I might've pushed it too far. He spun around quickly, now facing me, standing so, so close.

"Why? You have never done that before:" he said, his voice shaking a bit. That plus the startled facial expression told me that my plan was actually working. It made me more confident, so I moved my hand to lean on the door next to his head and inched just a bit closer, whispering again:

"Well, something is gotta be done about that, right Cody?"

He was blushing hard now.

"Mmmhhngea...yea. Sure" he stumbled over his words. I fought back a smile and just turned around and left.

"that will make him think."

The next morning my alarm woke me up at eight. It was quite hard to get up, but I did it anyway. I had a plan to go and wake him up, maybe make him breakfast half naked. Or serve the breakfast one me.

I got dressed and walked down to his room. In front of his door I realized that there was no way to get in. I couldn't go and knock, that would've spoiled the surprise. I then saw a cleaning lady and got an idea.

"Hello, excuse me for bothering, but I would need a favor." I said to the cleaner with my best smile on. She was about my age, which I was grateful for.

"Yes sir?" she asked.

"The thing is, that I would really need to get in to a room, but the problem is that it's not my room. "

"I'm sorry sir, I am not allowed to let anyone in." she said and turned away.

"oh you wanna make this hard?"

"I'm really sorry, but the room belongs to my umm boyfriend and I want to wake him up with breakfast. We haven't seen each other in four months, so I want to make this special." I said in a sad voice, looking appealingly to the girl. I could see her heart melt, and indeed, she asked what room, wished me luck, and I was in.

Cody was sleeping, the sheets wrapped around his ankles, wearing only boxers.

I thought to myself how he really had a great body. Realizing that if he'd wake up now, me standing there watching him would be incredibly creepy, so I proceeded to make the breakfast.

I made bacons, eggs, toast, and juice. I tried to be as quiet as possible, but Cody was sleeping so contently that he didn't wake up. When the breakfast was done, I thought about taking my shirt off, but then decided that it would be too much, so I just walked over to his bed.

He was making these cute huffing noises and soon his eyes opened just a bit.

"Good morning honey." I said in a sweet voice.

He seemed to be a bit confused and about 30 seconds later he fully seemed to understand that there was someone in the room.

"I made you some breakfast"

His head snapped to where I was, recognition and maybe a bit of relief in his eyes.

"What?"

"You know breakfast. The most important meal of the day. " He kept staring at me like I was and aliean or something.

"It's food. You put it into your mouth and chew. Well chewing is not always necessary in case of milk or…"

"Justin shut up!"

"What? Not a good morning then huh?" I asked smiling innocently.

"What the hell are you doing? In my room? How did you even get in?"

"I'm making you breakfast. And I convinced the cleaner lady to let me in. " I answered, fighting not to smile too much.

"What? Convinced her just how exactly?"

"Call it physical appeal." I answered now smiling widely.

"You are unbelievable." he said and sat up. He then noticed the sheet and that he was almost naked, so he quickly snatched them back up. I chuckled at him.

"What's so funny?" he asked annoyed.

"Oh nothing. It's just that last time you were keen to show of your six-pack and now you're so shy. " I winked. He looked at me with his mouth open.

"What the hell has happened to you?"

"What do you mean?" I asked and stole a toast, noticing that I was hungry too.

"I mean what the hell happened ? Yesterday you were ready to punch me and now you are waking me up with breakfast."

"oh you don't want to know…."

I avoided his question and asked him:

"Are you saying that you don't enjoy being waked up with breakfast? Cuz I can eat it myself."

"No I do like it, it's really nice but…."

"But nothing. Stop over analyzing and eat your breakfast. We have a lot of to do today."

"Wha-what?" he asked.

"Yes. First we practice, then I have planned something just for us." I answered and stuck a toast to his open mouth.

"Wlike whot?"he asked

"You'll see."

We got down to the studio and practiced. I made and effort to always stand really close to him. I wasn't sure if he noticed, so when he didn't get one move, I thought why the hell not and came to stand behind him.

"So, you lift up you hand" I said and took his hand lifting it up, then I took the other sliding my fingers so that I was just touching his skin. I felt him shiver when I moved my hand to his head, pushing it back to my shoulder. I looked at his face: his eyes were closed, mouth slightly open, his eyebrows burrowed.

I lifted his hand up and spun him under my arm. He moved gracefully, ending up facing me. I looked at his face and saw something so soft, so vulnerable. His eyes were wide open, asking millions of questions, that I just couldn't answer.

So I painted a smirk on and asked cheekily if he had gotten it.

The rest of the practice I could feel his eyes on, making me nervous.

Thinking it now, that was the moment that my plan had started falling apart. His eyes made me nervous, which was odd, because I had this being cheeky and flirtatious thing covered. Until now.

Something had changed.

But at that moment I just shook the feeling away and carried on.

Couple hours later we finished and headed up. I told him to be ready in half an hour. I knew that he had to take a shower and all that, but we had practiced more than I had estimated and my schedule would go pear shaped if we didn't leave soon.

"Ready for what? Where are we going?" he asked confused.

"I told you, I made some plans for us. "

"What do you mean? Where are we going?"

"You'll see." I winked.

The doors were almost fully closed when I heard him ask what the hell he's gonna wear.

"naked would be fine. wait what?"

"Just wear something sexy!"

Then I almost ran to my room and jumped to the bed with my laptop. I looked up what's the weather would be like, and what time the sun would set.

This was very important, because we needed be at the hill half an hour before the sun was setting. I called my friend and asked one more time how to find the place. The path was complicated, but I had spent an hour memorizing it.

I had calculated this very precisely, what time we had to leave, how long it took to get there, so that we would be there at the right moment.

I have been there once before, just when the sun was setting and it had been so beautiful. I needed to repeat that tonight.

Then I knew that the bar opened at six and at eight or nine people would get too drunk for me to take Cody there.

Looking at clock I rose up and went to Cody's room.

I knocked on the door and shortly the door opened. He greeted, but I just stood there staring at him. He looked hot. That's the only way to describe him. He had these black jeans on, that made his legs look devilishly good. His V-neck showed a bit of his scalped chest- just enough that I wasn't slutty, but kept you wanting to see more. And the best part was his black leather jacket.

It made me think about Johnny Depp in the "Cry Baby", and it gave me some bad boy vibes.

"Wow. You really nailed the looking-sexy thing. Good job." I couldn't help but to say.

He blushed hard and looked down.

"Oh don't be shy or modest. You look great. I now have to shoo people away from trying to get a piece of you." I said smiling.

"okay getting a bit weird there with the compliments Justin."

"Now camoon let's go."

I lead him down to the car and his jaw dropped.

"Are you serious?" he asked beaming.

"Yep." I said simply opening the door for him. He dived in and I sat next to him.

"Look Justin there's champagne and soda and is that chocolate? " I exclaimed and ate one. "Mmm that's so good! Oh look look there's a telly and is that a skylight?" he spoke really fast and excited.

"Wow calm down Cody. It's like you've never been on a limo." I said laughing.

He turned red again and then it hit me. He had never been on a limo. He agreed, telling me how he had an allowance. I thought that it was really cool. He looked up, obviously thinking that I would laugh at him or something. I just smiled.

His face lid up again.

I reached for the chocolate, but something happened and then I was at the floor, Cody on top of me. My face was hurting and when Cody complained about his nose I just told him to get over it and get up.

When I sat back on the seat I saw that Cody was holding back his laughter. I was annoyed, my face hurt and this was not how I planned everything. In my plans I would maybe scooted really close to him, smoothly do the i-am-just-streching-but-really-doing-it-to-get-my- arm-around-you move.

He kept trying to keep a poker face, and pointed to the mirror. I turned around and saw that my face was covered in chocolate.

"Here let me help you" he said and wetted a towel. I pouting, from the pain and I was quite embarrassed.

"Or would you like me to lick it off?"

"oh yes."

He moved closer and started to wipe my face, bursting out laughing every two seconds. I couldn't help it, he looked so funny, so I started to laugh too.

"Hey we need to take a picture!"

He leaned closer to take the picture but it didn't work. I thought a while, if he'd be willing to sit on my lap, but decided to ask anyway.

"Hop on." I said and touched my knee. He looked at me, his eyes saying no way. I wasn't gonna let him go that easily, so with one move I swept him from the seat on to my lap. He fitted there just perfectly.

I raised the camera again and just before the click he turned and gave my cheek a kiss. I could only smile.

I happened to look out of the window and realized that we were almost at the fish and chip place. I got a little nervous, thinking that this wasn't the greatest idea I had ever had, and panicking if Cody would like it.

And way too soon John informed us that we were here. My stomach made an uncomfortable twist, and when Cody was just about to open the door I shouted:

"Oh wait don't go yet!" His hand stopped just before the door handle, he turned to look at me curiously.

I wasn't sure why I just did that, maybe I just wanted to inhale deeply and take a moment, or maybe I just wanted to chivalrous.

I walked to the other side of the car and opened the door.

"Well thank you my sweet prince." he said smiling.

"yeah I wanted to be chivalrous." I convinced myself.

"You are welcome my sweetest princess."

He then looked around and saw where we were.

"Really? This was your big plan?" he asked and my heart dropped a bit.

I pushed the feeling away, telling myself that I'm being stupid.

"It's part of it. After all we are in England, so we just have to try fish and chips."

He nodded and I bought three, giving on to John.

Then I took his hand and led him to the park.

"Left, left, right, left, through the bush, down, right at the three…" I went through what my friend had told me.

Finally, we arrived at the hill. I smiled when saw that the bench was still there.

Cody gasped at the view and I chuckled too. The view was even more beautiful that I had remembered.

We sat down and ate, listening to the river and birds.

"How did you find this place? he asked.

"I googled." I said jokingly.

"A friend told me about it."

"This place is amazing. I should take a picture. With my luck I'll never find this place again. "he said and took out his phone.

"Hey I want to be in your picture! I was the one that led you here in the first place." I said smiling

"Then we should both be in it. "he agreed.

I told him to go sit couple meters away while I put the camera on the bench. I then ran to where he was and had just enough time to scoop him bridal style, before the click. I twirled around, holding Cody tightly so he wouldn't fall. He buried his head on my shoulder, tightly holding me from my neck.

"Let me down! Don't drop me!" he screamed. His sentence didn't make much sense, so I just laughed.

"So what do you want me to do Cody? You want me to let you down but not to drop you?"

"Oh shut up, just don't let me fall!" I stopped suddenly. Why would he think that? I would never just open my arms and let him fall.

"I would never let you fall." I then realized that had said that aloud, so went back to the bench and lowered him down.

Very embarrassed about my sudden outburst, I started to walk back to the limo.

25 minutes later we were at the bar. I was still embarrassed as hell, so I really didn't want to go over the battle of is-this-a-good-idea with myself, so I just stepped out, thinking that I really needed a drink.

"Umm Justin you do realize that I'm not 18." Cody turned to ask me when he noticed where we were.

"Yeah I do. But a buddy of mine owns this, so talked to her and she'll let you in." I answered. I had taken some convincing, but she had finally agreed.

"Just don't drink anything. " I added. That was her one condition, she had made it very clear to me. It was kinda illegal to let Cody come in, so he drinking was hundred times worst.

Out of curiosity I looked at Cody expression when we walked in. I betted that this was his first time in a bar, so it would be interesting. Indeed he looked around marveling.

I lead him to sit on a table, one hand on his lower back. I asked if he wanted anything, and went to the counter to get his soda. Next to me was a blond guy (google "satin circus " -image search -the blond guy = Evert) leaning in to the counter and eyeing the bar.

While I waited for my beer and Cody's I took a better look at the guy. He had the blondest hair I had ever seen, and looking more closely, his eyebrows and eyelashes were blond too. He had very clear blue eyes, thin mouth and a very nice body. Overall he was a really good looking guy.

Even thought I was a man myself, that didn't mean that I couldn't admire other men. I found men and women equally attractive, and wasn't against the idea of maybe dating a guy. Till this day, I never had, but I wasn't some kind of homophobic, to be honest, I thought that was a bit old-fashioned.

Usually people notice when they're being watched, but this guy just wouldn't look at me. His eyes were fixed on something in front of him. I followed his gaze, and saw that he was looking at Cody.

I got my drinks and walked back to Cody, Maybe I made a bit of a show sitting next to him, smiling widely.

We talked about random stuff, and I really enjoyed myself.

Soon some of my friends, that I didn't know that well showed up, but they were okay. Before I had time to react I was being dragged away to meet some other people. I tried to politely to say no, but they insisted, so I thought that I'd just quickly say hi and get back to Cody.

It wasn't that simple. They kept talking and talking, showing me pictures and videos and talked some more. I kept looking over to where Cody was sitting, to see if he was fine. Suddenly the whole group was laughing so laughed along with them, to be polite.

"You know guys, it's been great…"

"Oh Justin you just have to see this!"

"Fuck…" I muttered.

I anxiously tapped my foot on the floor, trying to find an excuse to leave. Then the worst thing happened. A girl next to suddenly started to tear up. I looked at her confused, then she just all of the suddenly started to cry and leaned her head on my shoulder. I awkwardly patted her on the back- which was the worst thing to do, she cried even more.

She started to talk about how her ex-boyfriend slept with her best friends and how she found them this morning in her bed.

I sighed, patting her back, thinking that I this would take a while.

And it did. She went on and on and on. No offense, I felt bad for her, but I really wanted to get back to Cody. It didn't feel right leaving him there all alone.

Then the blond guy I had checked out earlier started to sing a song.

"he has a nice voice." I thought to myself.

He then waved someone on the audience to join him. I thought that onve was a lucky guy. Or a girl.

Then the girl said that she was feeling really bad.

"How much have you drank?" I asked her.

"Not much, I just….Well okay quite a lot. " she giggled and I noticed that she looked pretty drunk.

"When was the last time you ate?" I asked her again.

" Yesterday." she said."

"Yesterday? And you've been drinking tequila and all that shit? No wonder you're feeling bad!" I cried out.

"Well I was making my way home this morning to make some breakfast, but found my boyfriend in my bed with my best friend, so excuse me for not eating !" she shot back.

Then she looked like she was gonna be sick. I looked around but saw that everyone where either sticking their tongue down someone's throat, or just too drunk to help, so I felt It was my responsibility to take care of her. I walked her out, where she puked like there was no tomorrow. When she was finally done, I called her a cab and helped her in it, paying the driver some extra to get her home safely.

When I finally walked back in, I looked for Cody. I scanned the bar but didn't see him anywhere. I looked again and to my absolute shock saw him kissing a guy. And not just a guy, but the guy who'd been watching him from the bar counter.

Clenching my hands into fists I walked over to where they were with just couple swift steps. When I reached them, the guys hand was sneaking down Cody's waist and under his shirt.

Without thinking I took him by his shoulder and pulled, hard. He landed back first on the floor, his chair coming down with him.

"What the hell do you think you're doing?!" I yelled at him.

With elegancy that infuriated me even more, he got up, brushing the invisible dust from his clothes.

"I was kissing a cute guy, until you interrupted me." he said calmly.

I was getting angrier by the second and was ready to beat him right here and right now, but then I heard a giggle from mu left. "I know that giggle" I thought to myself, so I looked over and saw Cody sitting on the table, laughing so hard that he was gasping for air.

"Cody? Are you drunk?" I asked with pure disbelief.

"I umm… Maybe just a..a..a bit." he slurred badly.

"Blame the straw…strawberry suprises." he said and giggled even harder.

"Did you buy him a drink?" I furiously turned to the blond guy,

"Yes, so what if I did. He was looking lonely when you were off with your friends" he said, his voice rising too. I felt a sharp twinge at his words.

"What the hell do you think you're doing? He's 16!" I yelled at him, suddenly all his previously handsome features now disgusted me.

"What? He told me he was 18…But why the hell do you care, you didn't seem to care while ago when you left him by himself!" He yelled back.

I was so close of punching his blond face, but then I heard a crash from my right and looked over, seeing that Cody was on the floor. One heartbeat later I was next to him, asking if he was okay.

For a moment longer he giggled, but then it faded away.

"Justin help me, I'm feeling really bad." he slurred sounding like he was in pain.

"Okay I'm calling John now, and you, stay the hell away from him." I said, trying hard not to panic. I took my phone and called John.

"John you gotta come here now!"

"Justin what's wrong?"

I tried to explain, but Cody made another pained sound and I couldn't focus.

"It's Cody, he's bad, I mean bad, I don't know, I should never had left him alone!"

"Justin calm down. I'll be right there."

I putted the phone away and looked at Cody again. He was mumbling something, looking like he was gonna puke. His forehead was sweaty and his eyebrows were burrowed. I didn't think any longer, just lifted him up and carried him away. He rested his head on my shoulder, and his face white as a sheet.

Thinking now, I have no idea how I managed to just pick him up and carry him away, but then he felt as light as a feather.

Authors Notes:

Sooo there we go, Justin's point of view. I know it's kinda recap, but I wanted to show that Justin wasn't a pure idiot.

THANK YOU Omenist and same reviewer for you reviews! This sounds cliché, but have no idea how much it means to me! When I started to write his, I thought that no one was gonna read this, and just did it to amuse myself.

And what Omenist said about building up is absolutely correct, I wanted it to be realistic, not just hey uhh you are sexy lets fuck thing.

But anyway, NEXT CHAPTER IS GONNA BE HOT.

I HAVEN'T STARTED WRITING IT YET BUT STILL. I it's time to put you out of your misery and give you some action.

Thank you again.

#neon giraffe.