Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Titans, I wish but unfortunately I do not…
A/N: Well that was reeeeeeeaaaaaallllllly long writers block…I finally got an idea so here I am writing it…whatever…no ones probably going to read this anyways…and in chapter 9 Pheonix's leotard was supposed to be purple, dark purple. You know the demonic red eyes of those birds in Raven's mirror? Pheonix's eyes are now like that…and these ideas, I was going to do them even before the episode with Raven and the Slade coming back to life and stuff, so that was NOT where I got the idea for this chapter! And to everyone who reviewed: Thanks!
Pheonix Chapter 10
Raven looked up from the ground where Pheonix had just blasted her into the ground. Pheonix ripped off her cloak. It then floated to the ground. Pheonix's once tiny white wings were now giant black and purple ones. They had claws one the crease, the harder outer part was black and the inner part was dark purple. Pheonix's hair waved wildly from the energetic wind produced from the energy waves she was producing. Raven knew that if Pheonix had become Trigon, the little control that she had had of her powers before would be lost in a torrent of emotions too strong to be controlled. The people of Jump City would be in even more danger than before. The explosion of 3 buildings confirmed her hypothesis.
The debris from the buildings came flying, luckily Raven got up a shield around all of the Titans before any hit them. Pheonix was not so lucky, Raven didn't think that even if Pheonix had known the debris would hit her, she wouldn't have done anything to stop her, or Trigon wouldn't anyway.
Pheonix was covered in deep, bloody gashes; blood streamed down her face and dripped onto her leotard, while there were also rips now in her wings. Blood poured down her legs from the gashes left on her thigh, calf, and foot. More gashes covered her arms, and two on her torso.
She was a bloody ball of hate, rage, and despair, or Trigon was anyway. Raven had to remember that Pheonix wasn't Trigon. Trigon has just taken over her body. Raven knew that Pheonix would never do something so destructive; she'd do everything to stop it. But apparently this time, everything, wasn't enough.
Raven could only watch as Pheonix pulled herself into a ball, and clawed at her leotard, and wounds. She then exploded with a yell as yet 5 more buildings exploded.
Now there were more rips in her leotard as well. All the pervert guys were looking up at the bit of cleavage showing through one of the rips, Beastboy included…
Pheonix saw them, she was apparently infuriated. Raven knew what she had to do; she threw a giant ball of black at Pheonix to stop her. She didn't want anyone dead, even pervert guys. Pheonix clearly wasn't expecting the blow so she went flying into the walls of a nearby building; leaving a giant hole.
Raven quickly made an even bigger ball of energy. She floated above Pheonix and shot her down into the ground with all of her might. Pheonix flew into the ground with a loud boom.
The other Titans could only stare, they were in shock. Robin finally snapped out of his 'state' and yelled at the other Titans to attack 'Pheonix'. Cyborg shot many blasts at Pheonix while she was down. Then Starfire came and threw so many starbolts it was a wonder Pheonix wasn't dead already. But despite the countless starbolts, shots from Cyborg, attacks from Robin, and giant blasts from Raven, Pheonix still stumbled up to her feet. Her knees wobbled as she tried to stand up. She then put a protective shield around her self to stop the attacks. After that she released the shield to make it into a bomb type thing.
Raven quickly put up her own shield to block Pheonix's attack. It worked but barely. After the blast from Pheonix was over, Raven's shield winked out of existence. Raven was starting to tire greatly from all the attacks. She didn't know how much longer she could stand it. She had to make Pheonix to weak to put up an shield, or make an attack.
Raven pulled together all the power she could and created a giant ball (kind of like the Spirit Bomb in Dragonball GT that Goku made to defeat that one dude, and he got all the energy and stuff…) she then shoved it at Pheonix, hoping this would be the end of all the madness.
Pheonix was hit and went down like a bullet. She drove so hard into the ground Raven wouldn't doubt that the 'pothole' would take about half a year to fill.
Raven floated down to the ground and used her powers to pick up Pheonix from out of the giant ditch. She was covered in more scrapes and gashes than the last time. Pheonix's hair, clothes, and wings turned back to normal. But the rips were still in the Leotard, and in her tiny wings.
A giant gaseous ball of red erupted from Pheonix's torso, and it whirred quickly out of sight and into the sky.
Pheonix's hair whipped in the wind that was still left from the red ball. The wind died down and so did Pheonix's hair. Raven still held her with her powers, she brought a black orb to surround her and the other Titans and take them back to the tower.
About 1 hour later…
Pheonix opened her eyes and looked around, she hurt all over. She then tried to sit up from where she was but couldn't, someone or something was holding her, and she was too weak to fight it. She saw Robin and Raven look down into her eyes. So they had been the ones holding her down. But then she couldn't blame them, after what she'd done. She had had full consciousness of the mind while Trigon controlled her body. Her mind was there, but so was Trigon, he controlled her body. She could see everything that happened, but she couldn't control anything.
Pheonix felt so ashamed, there were no words for how deeply sorry and ashamed she truly was. She could never expect the Titans to let her stay with them now. She'd just have to go away, somewhere where she could never harm anybody.
She wanted to die, never again to allow her body to be used by Trigon. She felt so horrible, she almost didn't feel the pain that her wounds gave her. Almost.
"Raven—" Pheonix started but was too tired and her jaw hurt too much to say more.
Raven patted Pheonix's hand. Then Pheonix noticed the needle and thread in Robin's hand.
"Don't—" Pheonix started but then was cut off by Robin.
"We need to stitch up the gashes, otherwise you could die of blood loss." Robin said. His voice could have scratched metal.
"No, don't I need to be reminded, if I die, I die, and it would be a relief, though I doubt I'll die of blood loss. You will not stitch me up, I need the scars, to, to remind me of things that I should never have forgotten in the first place…" Pheonix said, her jaw and body were on fire. She really wished she could just die, she figured that it would be a relief.
"Whatever you say but I think it would be better—" Robin said but was cut off.
"No, that's final." Pheonix said as she pulled herself up out of the chair/table thing (like a doctor chair thing…).
She tried to stand but her knees wobbled and she collapsed to the floor. Raven helped her up.
"I really think you should lie down." Raven said.
"No." Pheonix said stubbornly.
Pheonix walked out of the room and into the living room area. She walked a few steps more in and then realized she was still wearing the tattered leotard from earlier. She blushed. "Why didn't you tell me I was in my clothes from earlier?" Pheonix whispered harshly to Raven as Pheonix hurried away as fast as she could towards her room. Which was not very fast, because of her limp.
Pheonix dropped down onto her bed and tried to rest and relax, but could not. Either from the burning hell that was her body, or the events of the day she did not know.
She got up and walked over to her closet and pulled out another leotard and cloak, along with boots. She seemed to have lost hers during the battle. It took her a while to change clothes and when she was done she was too tired to walk anywhere else. So she just collapsed onto her bed and slept for a very long time…
End of Chapter 10
A/N: Well that was interesting…so yeah…I think the next chapter might be a songfic type chapter, I'm still not sure so yeah…please review! And thanks for taking the time to read this crappy story.