Yes Finals are done with so I'm trying to update some stories. Including this one. I am worry free again. Not really still got homework and stuff. Well, that doesn't matter at all, so last chapter was interesting. This one will be better. More drama, it's never a dull moment... Soon it will be pretty interesting. You will have to see. I hope you like this chapter and beware another Lemon coming up... I'm just giving you a heads up. It will be bad not in a perverted way but bad cause I'm a horrible writer... Well leave a review tell me if you like how the story's going so far or how bad it is. Please Do.

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Story:

SOUR PATCH

Chapter 10:

"I'm not okay-"

Rin POV:

When Teto hugged me I realized for this entire time I was in denial. I didn't want to believe my parents were gone. I am alone.

"T-Teto..." I squeaked and broke down, full out crying. Tears flooded my eyes and my face grew warm as Teto kneeled down to me.

"R,Rin are you Okay?" Teto asked sounding worried about me now. I kept crying and Miku kneeled down beside Teto.

"Rin, you want me to me get your brother?", Miku began to sound like Teto with the same concerned tone. Meiko wasn't here; Len wasn't here, I was ready to accept my darkness. My hands covered my eyes as I was shaking and crying. Miku got up from her knees and stood before me.

"I'm gonna go get Len." Miku said ready to take off, but I grabbed her wrist.

"M-Miku don't it's okay, I don't want him to cry too. Or worry." I mumbled holding her wrist. Miku simply nodded like Teto who kept staring at me.

"You didn't seem...awhile ago... Why now?" Miku inquired looking down at me with a dull expression.

"Len and I try to be strong and play it off. As if we're okay. We're not okay." I choked, swallowing my salty tears.

"I-I'm sorry you sorry you guys it's just you brought up our parents. I couldn't bear it. I...I just can't!" I cried loud enough to draw attention I didn't want.

Miku hugged me as Teto did. I felt terrible inside. Guilt slowly made its way to my gut. I broke away from my friends hug and ran to the bathroom. Teto and Miku followed after me probably worried about me. I ran into an empty stall and threw up my oranges and regret. I hurled and hurled repeatedly, throwing up nothing but spit. I picked myself up from the toilet bowl feeling nauseated. I drug my body unsteadily to the sink. Where I rinsed my mouth out and finished up by washing my hands.

My friends just watched scarred, not knowing how to react to me throwing up frighteningly. Teto raised a hand to my forehead, pushing back my bangs.

"Rin...are you feeling alright? You're scaring us!", Teto turned to Miku who was suffering with shock factor.

I nodded and walked out of the bathroom still standing tall. Miku tried to convince me to go to the nurse, to get help. I just shook her off not really wanting to exist at the moment. I felt my eyes start up again, yet I just tried to hold back. Teto tried endlessly to make me sit down and have a drink of water. I shook my head tears falling to the carpet. Miku and Teto called after me.

"Rin! Rin! Please!" They pleaded but I ran off before they finished. I kept running tears covering my tracks. I stormed off and while running, I passed Len. He turned around and yelled.

"Rin what's wrong?!"

I could care less about him at the moment, I continued running and running...I wouldn't stop till I died.

Len POV:

I was laughing and joking around with my new friends, Kaito was cracking up like Gakupo. Kiyoteru my new friend told me to watch out, I turn and see Rin run by in tears. It was a heartbreaking site to see when you value the hurt person. Kaito saw Rin as did the rest of my friends.

"Len you should really see if she's okay. Don't worry we'll find you during lunch." Kaito said, pointing in the direction she took off in.

I nodded and quickly ran in the direction Kaito pointed out. Luckily I was a fast runner and was consistent with her pace. Amazingly she didn't stop running, she even ran across the track outside. She was breathing erratically out loud.

"Rin! Stop!" I shouted to her, but I was ignored. My words were hopeless, Rin ran practically to the other side of this huge school. Lucky there was grass and she was growing tired of running. When she slowed down finally I got my opportunity. I grabbed her wrists and pinned her to the grass covering the ground. Rin was still crying, she kicked her legs and fought me.

"Rin! Rin! What's the matter with you?!" I raised my voice, to the flailing girl. She froze and turned her head to the side a screamed.

"Get off of me! And leave me alone!"

"What's wrong with you?! Why are you acting like this?!" I yelled at her as she cried. She kicked and tried to free her wrists from my grip. It was hopeless for I was stronger than her.

"L,Let go of me! Let me go!" She hissed, glaring at me with invisible daggers.

"Not until you tell me why you're acting like a fucking maniac!" I scolded, throwing back her imaginary knives. I looked down at her face, it was red and ruined with tear tracks. She stayed quiet for too long and it began to scare me. Then unexpectedly she let out a scream of bloody murder. Almost as if I stabbed her or mutilated her. It sounded painful, my ears were ringing. The worst part her voice was super high. It was worse than a siren, a freakin car alarm sounded more pleasant. I was shocked I didn't go deaf. That's good I had thought...till I heard her taking in air to let out another scream.

"Will you stop it already! Just tell me what happened!", I squeezed her wrists tighter taking my frustration out on her. Rin didn't like it one bit, biting her bottom lip to the point of bleeding.

"You're hurting me! Let go! Just go back to your friends!" She screamed once again.

"What's your problem?!", I held her wrist so tight they turned snow white. She shook under my body, giving me angry looks.

"Your my problem!" She continued trying to free her wrists from me. "I,It hurts! Let me go!"

"You know you are a broken record." I scolded, mimicking the facial expression she was giving me. She gave me the worst looks even though her eyes were blurred with tears.

"P,please..." She begged letting tears falls with no restraint.

"You're not gonna tell me are you?" I asked peering down at her messy face. She shook her head and let her tears out. I released her wrists and got off her. When I did she didn't move from that position I left her in.

"If you want to be alone. I'll let you." I said rather coldly. As my back turned and I took a step, I felt a tug on my blazer. Not this again, she only is gonna use me to comfort her yet again. I look down and see Rin falling apart before my eyes.

"I...I don't want t,to be a,alone..." She whimpered with her head down. I got down on my knees to stoop to her level. I sheltered her in my arms as her warm tears seeped through my blazer. Rin's body shuttered every breath she took. She gasped between cries and her arms locked around me.

"Len...my parents are gone...forever. They're never coming back..." She cried horribly. "They're dead. I'm, I'm going to be alone forever!"

"No that's not true...", was all I could say to calm her somewhat.

"They're dead. I would give my everything to have them back. I miss them. I, I could have done something to save them like you.", was all she said and I was set off. It made me angry she would want to suffer like me. Having to feed this monster within me.

"Shut-the FUCK up! You want to suffer like me night and day?! I have to constantly feed this FUCKING thing I've become! You think I want to live like this?! You're wrong! If I could go back and stop myself from making that pact, I would! I HATE myself! My very EXISTENCE! This BODY, this FACE! You. No, no...no, no. All my life I've been used, FUCK still am! But you...no,no,no. You think my life's fucking perfect! Well it's not! You think everything is okay...I'm okay. Newsflash! I am not okay! Sweetheart!" I screamed as loud as my voice went.

Rin's eyes were widened in terror. The entire time I was shouting, I forgot I had my hands on her shoulders. I had been shaking her too. Her crying stopped when I was ranting, then started up

"Len! I...I!", Rin tackled me down and snuggled me. "Len!"

"Let's make a promise...", she was hugging the non-existent life I left in me.

"R-Really what kind of promise...?" I question her as she released me. Rin held out her pinky with one hand while the other tried to wipe away her tears.

"I want us to promise that we'll never leave each other." She sniffled trying to make eye contact with me. "I will protect you."

I thought of it, would I really leave this troubled girl? Maybe, maybe not...maybe I kinda like her. Maybe I like her a lot...better than Ringo. As childish as it was I took her pinky and locked it with mine.

"Rin, I'm the one who's supposed to protect you. But anyways, I promise I won't let you ever be alone again." I said now making the eye contact she wanted from me. Rin smiled even if her face was a mess, a big one at that...

"Len I will be there for you. And I don't hate you life. So you shouldn't. I want to make your life worth living. I'll always be by your side." Rin continued telling me all this kind stuff.

"Rin...I'm the one who's supposed to say all that." I pouted trying to act cute for once.

Rin layed on the grass and pulled me down with her. I was on top of her, but she pushed my head down. Now my head was on her flat chest, it was an awkward position... I could hear her heart beat and pump blood through her veins. Her heartbeat had a certain rhythm to it. Before I knew it, I closed my eyes and fell asleep. I could feel her hugging me again in my sleep. I couldn't possibly be really loving this moment.

CHAPTER END:

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Okay very cheesy lovely scene...

But tell me if you like this or are like NO FUCK THAT...

If you say yes then Gouda! Gouda=Cheesy cheesy joke cheesy love moment...?

Okay stupid writer pun... Sorry... For trying to be funny...

Well leave me a Review and I'll keep this up to the very end remember love is ... Something something... IDK.

Je ne suis pas romantique ... I'm sure of est...

Almost forgot if you say NO FUCK THAT. Then you're like me...

When I typed this I was like NO...

No guy in his right mind would say girly rubbish like that... But not that I would know...

Writer Pun fail #2

Remember SPK03 is kinda dumb... So forgive my writer stupidity...

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The preview can't forget that am I an air head or what...

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Rin: "If that pillow moves from your face Len Kagamine! I will slap you so friggin hard your ancestors will feel it!"

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