Heyyy I realised it has been ages since I last posted a chapter here

so thought I'd make it up with you all with this little tiny chapter... but don't worry... a new and exciting one is on the way!!! Now sit back, grab a box of tissues and... enjoy! hihi

LUV MikY


-Something Worth Knowing-

"Hey sis…" I hear a faint voice calling me from behind. When I turn around I find Hannah looking at me with a little smirk who honestly doesn't let me think she's coming here to call it truce.

"Hannah… long time no see… please take a seat." I say, trying to smile back, smile at that little bloody, selfish… ok… I need to calm down a little.

"I actually am afraid for my health… you see… you haven't been greeting me with great joy after all." She whispers, fiddling with a microscopic purse clenched in her long, dark blue nails.

"Do you blame me? You know how mum hated the thought of you leaving somewhere… imagine how she felt when you left. Period." I screech with a little sarcastic laugh. Farewell to the coolness I promised I would keep in her presence.

"It isn't how it looks like Rach…" she cries silently; she is definitively nervous. To be honest I was expecting her to be… feistier, more arrogant. I really don't know her anymore I guess.

"It isn't… right… so how is it? You haven't exactly dropped any clues around here." I reply, looking at her

"I ran away because I wanted to become a rockstar… I know I know you'll say I'm foolish but it was my dream Rach!" she says, frowning at my shocked expression.

"Rockstar??? Of all the things you could have done you decided to become a rockstar?? You aren't even good with singing!" I exclaim looking at her expression questioningly.

"I was 15 Rach! I thought you didn't have to be good to become one… the looks was what was all about." She explains, dropping her greenish-blue eyes on the floor.

"You could have asked me for help then! You could have asked Danny! He was in the business!!!" I cry, not understanding the reason of all the secrecy. She knew I loved her.

"I eventually asked him for help…" she replies, her awkwardness is clear in the way she talks, in the way she looks at me pleadingly, almost to forgive herself for the things she's going to tell me.

"What?" I ask, a lump blocking my throat…I can't breathe… I somehow predict what she's going to tell me; and I won't like it.

"It was maybe some months after you broke up… I was trying to break into the business and we eventually met. He was devastated Rachel… you must have hurt him greatly." She whispers, searching for some little pieces of the story in my version of the facts. What is to be told anyway? I hurt him… I do know that.

"Danny didn't tell me anything…" I hiss, searching for the reasons in my head. Danny didn't even mention her.

"Well… you broke up I think it's rather obvious." She says, allowing herself to relax a little.

"Shut up! You don't know a thing about me and Danny!" I shout, knocking a little salt shaker out of the table for the wrath possessing my body.

"I actually know Danny better than you think…" she says, obviously hurt by my words and with these words trying to do so with me.

"What are you talking about?" I hiss, looking her appalled.

"You know what… let's forget that. I knew you wouldn't be too happy about it." She whimpers, tragically waving her hands in the air, trying to deviate the conversation somewhere else… somewhere less painful to bear.

"Hannah… stop saying bullshit and tell me what the hell you've been doing with Danny." I shout, making some heads turn around. I recon I've been shouting. Just a little.

"We're kinda having a relationship… he's helped me a lot breaking into the business and he's just amazing… I think I might love him Rach." She says, my eyes filling up with tears while she speaks.

You hooked up with my sister… with my little sister you know I never called or seen after the day she ran away.

Were you aiming to hurt me? Well… Danny… you did better. You broke my heart.

"I need to go." I hiss, my words are barely perceptible while I stumble out of my chair, tears filling my eyes.

"What's the matter? Is this for Danny??" Hannah screeches, trying someway to stop me. It's weird but I don't even care about her this minute… she's just worrying I may disapprove her "relationship" with you for a stupid ex girlfriend grudge.

She doesn't know about all the sneaking around… she doesn't know I'm cheating on my current boyfriend with you. She simply doesn't know that you're cheating too Danny.

We aren't really different.

"Stop… don't follow me Hannah… I can't… I'm sorry…" I cry, unable to hold back the tears when I face the chilly breeze outside.

Hannah is still standing there, her eyes wandering puzzled in the café, her hair falling on her eyes… she's so young. Too young. She has the exact same age when I hook up with you Danny.

I really don't know what to say anymore… I'm disappointed. I was relying on you to be better than I am.

You are no better. You are the exact same Danny I left.