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Then there was only blackness.
I awoke in a hospitable bed. I opened my eyes and saw Edward staring at me from a chair in the corner. He had this grim expression on his face and I saw tear stains on his cheeks. He saw me awake and ran over to my bed and took my hand in his and started to kiss it.
"Oh Bella" I saw tears in his eyes as he shakily said this.
"Hey Edward" I said a smile on my face. He looked awful. He had large black bags under his eyes. "Edward you look awful" I laughed and he smiled. His smile disappointed me. It didn't reach his eyes like it normally did. "Have you been sleeping?" I questioned.
"No, I didn't want to leave you" I sighed. He shouldn't be doing this to himself over me.
"Oh, Edward. You shouldn't have done that. Not for me, I don't deserve that" I said. He frowned
"Bella love. Don't ever think that you don't deserve me, if anything I don't deserve you. I shouldn't have let this happen" I saw a silent tear roll down his cheek.
"Edward don't blame yourself, there was nothing you could do. I didn't even know that Jacob knew I was in New York" I said.
"Wait you know who that was. Why did he do this to you?" Edward had worry in his eyes.
"He wanted to make sure I didn't tell anyone what he di-" I stopped there. I had never told anyone what had happened. Maybe thats how I had gotten in this situation.
"What did he do Bella?" Edward asked. He had this pained look in his eyes. I didn't want to see that pain so I decided to tell him.
"Well, i-it happened when I was a senior in high school. It was right after I met Alice. It was one of my dads best friends Billy's son. His name is Jacob B-black" I took a breath. This was harder than I thought. Edward nodded at me to keep going. "Well my ant Vicky, and Uncle James set up this date with us. They thought it would be nice if I saw an old friend. So we went out to dinner. Then he started to drive. I didn't know what was going on. I started to feel all funny. I had no idea what was happening. I felt the car stop and he. He" I stopped. I didn't think that I could finish. I saw hurt in Edwards eyes. He squeezed my hand, and I squeezed it back. I could only bring myself to whisper. "He raped me" I said. I felt the flood gates open. Before now Edward had only been kneeling next to the bed. After I finished, he climbed up next to me and just held me. I felt so warm here. I felt safe. When I was finished crying I lifted my face up and looked at him.
"I'm sorry" I said. He just gave me a sad smile.
"Don't be love" he said. This made me smile. I loved Edward so much. I think that if I ever lost him I would kill myself.
"I think I ruined your shirt" I laughed. Edward lifted up my chin more and kissed me. He pulled away all to soon though. I heard a beeping start to speed up. Damn, this was going to suck. I started to blush. We both turned our heads when we heard giggling coming from the door. Emmet, Rose, Jasper, Alice, Esme, and Carlisle we standing by the door. I blushed even deeper.
"BELLA" Alice screeched. She ran over and hugged me as best she could. "OMG you scared me" she said. She was smiling. Edward stood up and walked to sit back down in the corner. I frowned. I didn't ever want him to leave my side. HE smiled at me. Everyone had started to file into the room. Emmet came and grabbed me up in a bear hug.
"Emmet, C-can't breath" I gasped. Emmet and everyone else started to laugh. Everyone except Edward. I gave him a look like "whats wrong" he just stood there with a blank expression on his face. It worried me.
"Bella we're so glad that your awake" Esme said coming up to give me a hug. I smiled. I was worried about Edward. He looked devastated. I didn't know why. I didn't take my eyes off Edward. His hands were balled up into fist, and his knuckles were turning white.
After about 10 minutes everyone left. Including Edward. He told me he wanted to talk to Carlisle. After they all left I began to think even deeper about Edward. Why did he look so pained. I must have done this to him. Why did I have to tell him about Jake. Why? When Edward came back he went to sit back in the corner. I just kept staring at him.
"Edward" I said softly. He looked at me worriedly. I was choking back a sob. I can't believe I did this to him. "I'm so sorry" I whispered. Edward came over to the bed, and sat beside me wiping a single tear from my cheek.
"What do you have to be sorry for" he asked. His expression never changed.
"For putting you all though this. It's my problem, you shouldn't be worrying about me" I felt so bad for putting them all through this.
"Bella don't ever say that" Edward seemed to be a bit angry. "Don't ever think that your problems are a burden upon me or anyone else" he said. I could see him trying to calm himself down.
"Edward you need to get some sleep why don't you go home" I suggested. He looked exhausted.
"No" he snapped.
"Edward whats wrong" I was even more worried than before.
"It's just that I can't believe he did that to you" tears started to fall down his cheeks. I wiped them away. "I'm going to kill him. Bella why didn't you ever tell anyone?" he asked.
"I-I, I don't know. I was afraid I guess" I said. He just stared at me.
"Bella, I don't want you to keep any secrets. If there is anything wrong tell me okay" he was becoming frantic.
"Only if you promise to do the same. I hate to see pain in your eyes" I was stroking his cheek.
"Alright" he said. I pulled his face to mine and pressed his lips to mine. He put one of his hands behind my head, and one on my waist. My hands moved from his face to around his neck. I could hear the beeping of the heart monitor speed up. I felt the sides of Edwards mouth turn up into a smile. When I started to feel like I was going to pass out I pulled away. I was reluctant but I needed the air.
"I love you Bella Swan" Edward breathed.
"I love you to Edward Cullen" I whispered into his ear. I looked up at his face and his crooked smile was back. I was so in love with Edward. I wanted to scream it from the roof tops of every sky scraper in New York City. I smiled back up at him. The nurse came in and asked if everything was ok. She heard the heart monitor speed up. She saw Edward sitting there. She smiled and left. I was the happiest woman alive. Life couldn't get any better than this.
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