This is the sixth chapter today. wow. I cant believe it. I still don't own twilight, by the way. REVIEW

Edward's POV

Maybe I shouldn't have stormed out like that, yelling at Alice. It was rude.

But how could I fake being happy?

Bella, my love, my reason for living loved someone else. I promised her I would leave if that ever happened, but only if that happened. And the day finally came. She loved someone else. Of course, I had never though it would be another vampire.

Worst part is, she told me about meeting him, but she never mentioned falling in love with him. Was she just going to string me along? Like she had done to Jacob?

Did I really want to give my heart to someone like that?

Probably not.

But it didn't matter. My heart, what was left of it, belonged to her. It had from the moment I met her. And it always will.

Maybe I should have asked her if she was in love with him before leaving, in case she still loved me. But how could that be? Why would she be snuggled into his embrace is she didn't love him?

She wouldn't be.

So she loved him. She loved that filthy newcomer.

And how did I know that he wasn't just faking being a vegetarian? Maybe he was killing her now.

The thought almost made me turn back, but I had been traveling all night and I had no clue where I was, much less where I was going. Without her, life would be meaningless. I should just go to the Volturi now.

No. What if I misread the situation? I groaned. The fact that both of their minds were blanks really didn't help my case.

I knew it was foolish, holding on to one last shred of hope that she loved me. But that would be the only way I could live.

Why hadn't I gone against Carlisle's wishes and just apologized to her as soon as I knew the truth? Maybe then I could have convinced her not to unlove me. But I said I wouldn't try to force her to love me. And maybe she never loved me in the first place.

Was it my fault? Did she only start loving Daniel because I had angered her? Why didn't I believe her?

Why am I asking myself these stupid questions I'll never know the answer to? Why am I not on my way to Italy? Could there possibly be a reason to live without her?

No.

There wasn't. There never will be.

But there was something nagging at me. Something telling me that all hope was not lost. Telling me not to give up.

Why? Why should I listen? If she doesn't love me, I can't make her. I told her I wouldn't try. And I'll never love anyone else. Why am I still alive?

Will I ever stop asking questions? I sound crazy. Maybe I am crazy. Maybe I'm only imagining it. Maybe she doesn't love Daniel. Or maybe she does, and she never loved me?

I only wish I knew what was in her head.

Eh, it's short. But i felt that Edward needed another chapter, so yeah. and I know that i will be introducing another character, but i dont know when or how. gahh stupid brain!!

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