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Chapter 9 Not Worth The Risk

"…And I'm on my knees
Yes and I realize the only thing I know is
She said , I'm in love with some one else she said
I fell in love with some one else and I
I'm in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure
She's in love with some one else she said
She fell in love with some one else and that
She's in love with some one and that's all that I know for sure"-

What I Know by Parachute

Edward's POV

I don't even know what to say! I don't know what to think. It was hard to even think the name.

….Bella…Isabella Swan…Isabella Marie Swan, the love of my life, the love of my existence, the mother of…

My beautiful daughter is playing with her hair in my rear view mirror. My beautiful daughter who has the same wavy thick hair as her mother. The mother that gave birth to her, the mother that she shares the same nose and the same brown eyes that I could always stare into forever.

The same mother though that left my precious baby girl in the ICU giving her up for adoption without even telling me!

I shook my head to try to clear it. I got out slamming my door.

Is daddy okay?

I heard my precious baby girl think. I took a deep breath and I walked over to her door and opened it with a fake smile which after looking at her turned to real. Renesme was my light and soul and I couldn't be without her, I didn't understand how Bella could either.

I picked her up out of her car seat and cradled her and rocked her and I looked down at her and she just continued to smile at me with so much love that I didn't even need Jasper to tell me she felt.

"Edward?" I heard Rosalie come outside. I looked over at her and her face was furious. Alice must have told her before Alice left the house.

"Aunt Rose!" Renesme yelled as she launched herself out of my arms running at Rosalie whose furious face softened as she looked at Renesme. Rosalie scooped Renesme up and swung her around.

"How's my favorite niece?" Rosalie cooed rocking her.

"I'm your only niece." Renesme said.

Rose chuckled and kissed her on her nose.

"I think grandma Esme has special treats for you baking like some cake and brownies." Rosalie said pretending to whisper.

"Yay! Brownies." Renesme jumped up and down before sprinting into the house. Rose looked at her running form before turning back to me with a murderous glare.

"Please tell me I can kill her and burn the body." She said with a serious tone. I shook my head.

"No Rose you can't kill her." I said shaking my head with a small smile.

"I think I can, how DARE SHE SHOW HER FACE HERE!" Rose yelled flabbing her arms about.

Then she was off, not evening talking to me anymore but talking away in general.

"Babe it's okay." Emmett said coming out of the house.

"Okay? What part of this is okay? Bella is to have nothing to do with her!" Rose yelled. Then Rose collapsed in Emmett's arms sobbing tearless sobs.

"Bella doesn't deserve that loving girl, she's everything and more and Bella has no right to be apart of her life!" Rose sobbed out. Not if Alice gets her way.

"What do you mean if Alice get's her way?" I suddenly demanded.

"You didn't know?" Rose said seriously. "Alice is inviting Bella to Renesme's birthday tomorrow." Rose said.

"Oh the hell she is!" I yelled and I ran into the house and grabbed my cell phone and speed dialed Alice. It rang and rang unanswered. I was suddenly livid and I ran out of the house to go find Alice.

There was going to be hell to pay if she thought for one moment that Bella was coming to my daughter's birthday party. Especially with that dog. Charlie would try not to think about it but Jacob had called and asked for Bella's hand in marriage a few days ago.

Charlie told him not to rush anything he wasn't sure about and to ask Bella and not him for permission. Charlie didn't want to say no and end all communication with his daughter but he didn't want to say yes because he thought it would be betraying me.

Jacob assured him that Bella was in love with him and he loved her. I scoffed at that. Jacob didn't know what love what. Little wolf, he can blow and blow all he wants but he will never understand what it's like to wait a hundred years for someone and know that, that's your soul mate.

Jacob would have an idea though because I bet Bella was living a happy life with him, that she was so desperately enjoying her human years. That she and him would…ugh…get married…have kids…they would grow old and live in peace together.

Now? Though? I don't know, could I let Bella go without a fight. I thought hard about it.

Then I almost hit myself. I couldn't think about my love for Bella, I had Renesme to think about.

What did Alice think I was going to do? Sit by while Renesme's heart gives out? That I would let Bella close on purpose?

It could all work out for the best though. Then we would all be a family. I would have I favorite two people in the world. I would have my heart and my soul together.

I shook my head furiously. Even though there was a possibility that it could work, I would never risk my daughter's life to test the theory. The fact that Alice would sent me in a fury.

Edward's not happy...not at all...but that's only to be expected...review

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