Jade
-hey guys do you wanna come over my place and we can order a few pizzas?
- What about your parents? Robbie asked .oh my dear Robert there so many stuff you still don´t know about me.
-I doubt they are home
-why? He asked
-my dad is probably with his lo...working and my mom with friends.
-don´t you think that weird?
-Nah I'm used to it by now- I said trying to make him drop the subject
-really? Were they always like this?
-dude, are we playing 21 questions about what my parents do? I DON´T CARE what they do or where they are ok ? so do you guys wanna come over or not? I answered already mad and angry.
-jade calm down, Robbie is just curious-beck said
-NEVER tell a girl to calm down it only makes it worse!-I answered even more mad that before
-hihihi is true-cat said giggling
-jade I'm sorry if you don´t wanna talk about your parents is cool.-Robbie said almost scared
-let´s just forget this ok? So pizzas?
-Yeah-the 4 answered
-so do you guys wanna go now or first go home change?
-I think we rather go home-André stated
when you arrive we order the food. See you soon
-Bye-they answered already turning back home
-and you cat?
-can I change in your house?
-yeah but what is wrong with yours?
-nothing is just I have been there too much time lately and I really… miss you.
-oh cat ok fine let´s go then.
-humm cat?
-Yeah?
-You have to help me walk home-I answered totally embarrassed
-why? What happen? Oh the tori thing... she answered looking at the floor
-how do you know about that?
-I can´t say
-tell me cat
-no
-tell me or else I will cut your Mr. Giraffe with my super-big scissors
-NO! He is rare!
-so tell me
-o-ok it was t-tori she showed me an h-huge knife with b-blood and a picture of y-you on the floor and I…she answered me sobbing
-ei is ok, I am ok, she will get what she deserves I promise- she will
-you are my bffe you know that don´t you?
-you're what?
-my best friend forever and ever.
-this generation is lost... I answered with an old lady voice
-do you see jadey? Why aren´t you like this all the time?
-nah that´s too much for gets annoying being happy all the time
-but I'm happy all the time
-and did you see what you become?
-WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?
-ugh cat stop yelling and help me.
-oh right sorry ok hang on my arm careful careful care...
-CAT STOP SAYING CAREFULL.I KNOW I HAVE TO BE CAREFUL!
-humm sorry let´s go care… Humph she closed her mouth with her hand in the end
-good girl.
I hanged my right arm on her left shoulder trying to walk the most normal possible but with cat is impossible she was walking slower that and old man with a cane who was now passing by us.
You know you can walk normal right?
-no you have boo-boos and walking normally will make them worse.
-And walking like this is torture c´mon Cat move it-I said pushing her arm
-Jade wait up! You gonna hurt yourself.
-No I WO haaa –numb, pain, numb, floor agonizing pain
-Jade, jade answer me please jade- I heard a crying voice calling
-I-I am o-ok-I whispered trying to disguise the pain it was burning me inside strong I have to fight much...
- No you are not .c´mon get up wait I help you. You can´t walk home jade so let´s just call bec...
-NOOO! Don´t call him cat please I'm begging you-am I sounding too ridiculous? Pain is good but this much I c-can´t take it
-But jadey
-No buts Cat just help me out and everything will be fine ok,I answered trying my best to hide the pain ow the pain so strong I can´t fight it
-o-ok jadey up up up
-i-I am trying ok?
-Jadey...-she whispered with tears on her eyes
-help me hanging on that tree and then we can go
-o-ok
-I'm here you can let go of me I'm fine
- I will be right back jade ok?
-just don´t take too much time I wanna go home .I am in so much pain I can´t see straight but I think she is calling someone or that or pretending her hand is a phone . it will not be the first time
-Cat what are you doing?
-nothing just hearing a voicemail message. Yes we are in the park hurry up- I hear her whisper
-cat?
-is my name
-did you do what I think you did?
-Humm n-no
-CAT why did you do it?
-I'm sorry jade but I can see how much pain you are and I just can´t take it . i can´ t see you suffering this much, c´mon beck should be here soon
-fine but is ONLY taking me and you home and then we keep the plans ok,I am too tired to fight all my strengths are in controlling the pain is just. Too much I can´t hold it …anymore
-YEY! C´mon there is beck-she answered pointing at a car
I CAN´T…..
- JADE, jade, jade no jade –I hear a male voice calling. Is too much...I can´t keep it, I can´t hold it on haaa…black, floor, horrible pain, darkness...
-JADE
Beck
No no no no JADE! I screamed to the top of my lungs
-I got you everything is gonna be ok you are ok
-beck? Asked cat crying
-yeah?
-is jade d-dead?
-no of course not she just passed out
-jadeyy
-shh calm down first we need to take her home
-she needs a hospital!
-we can´t they will do questions and you know
-ii can´t do this anymore beck I I just can´t but I DON´T WANNA DIE…-she broke down crying
-no one is gonna die I promise
Let´s go I hold jade bridal style and start walking to my car
-CAT!
-y-yeah?
-c´mon hurry up faster we are home faster we can make jade better
-I´M COMING! She answered me running towards the car
Here I said lying jade on the back seat
-c´mon cat!
-coming!
I´m here, don´t worry jadeyy you are gonna be ok I promise she said getting in the front seat.
I drove faster to jade´s house I think I passed all the red lights and stop signs but jade to be threated and fast too . in 5 minute we wore there
-cat open the car door I am gonna try to open her house door
-no I do that.
-why?
-Because I know where they have a key
-o c´mon you would know that and I wouldn´t
-I'm serious look -she started digging in some front garden rocks
-cat you are not gonna find anythi…
-FOUND IT!
-WHAT? So she tells you where the hidden key is and not me?
-humm sorry? She says innocently
-that doesn´t matters we have to make jade better now
-right so take her to her room can you do it? I mean you are strong and everything but…
-You underestimate my power-I said trying to light up the mood a little bit
-hihihi ok just don´t make jade worse that she is
-fine I said already holding jade in my arms
We made our way to jade´s room in silence I lay her on her bed and started hoping and praying for her to wake up soon
-beck? Why isn´t she waking up?
-i-I don´t know but can you go get some pain killers she will need them when she wakes up
-sure be right back
-jade wake up c´mon nap time is over is me beck I am here c´mon open your eyes for me you can do it I know you can
Nothing
I sighed nothing nothing she is suffering so much that her body refuses to wake up just to prevent her from suffering even more and make her feel more pain and is all my fault is my fault.. My voice started cracking at the end as slowly tears started falled from to my eyes and going down my cheeks
-Jade I am so sorry about everything I know apologize doesn´t change anything people only say that to feel better with themselves and not feel the guilt and the hurted looks of the others just for them to live with their conscience but if the other person is bad hurt broken destroyed he doesn´t stay better he stays the same or even not fair I just wanna her to wake up and tell me she is ok and we will be we will never be ok not until tori is dead or in jail or out of our lives I don´t care I just don´t want to see her she should go rot in hell and die of a slowly and painful death horror movie style she deserves everything and so much more I just hate her so much I wanna kill her with my hands make her suffer Jade Jade …oh Jade i-i am sorry I whispered as more warm tears rolled down my face
-beck?
Is cat she can´t see me like this it will be bad for her fast I run to the bathroom and wash my face but my thoughts stay I'm sorry jade so sorry
-y-yeah?
-I found the meds how many of them should we give her? She asked approaching me holding the box in her right hand and a glass of water in the left
- I think two
-ok now we have to wait until she wakes up
-yeah I whispered sitting in jade bed as cat did the same
After 5 minutes of depressive silence we heard something
A whimper, then another then a high pitched scream
-JADE! I said as she set up fast as light with two big blue eyes wide open looking at me
-you are awake!
-it hurts so much she sobbed I can´t bare it
-take these I promise you would feel better I said giving her the pills and the glass of water
-thanks.
-jadey! Cat screamed happy
-You scared us so much
-I'm sorry she mumbled
-feeling better? I asked
-yeah so are André and Robbie here yet?
-jade you can´t be serious-I said in a serious tone
-what I am feeling better and I don´t want more people to see me as weak
-no one would see you as weak if they knew what happen
-exactly I don´t want anyone to know what happen did you hear me? She said in a super stern voice eyeing me and cat at turns
-Fine -we said in unissol
-good so let´s just start getting things ready movies drinks and that
-what about me and cat do that and you try to sleep?
-beck c´mon stop that I am fine
-please for me jade. Please do me this favor for once
-beck is right you know you need rest
-fine! Both of you are so annoying I . AM . FINE.
-thanks jade I answered kissing her head
-try to sleep ok? We wake you up when they get here
-fine just don´t tell them I was sleeping ok?
-what do you want us to tell them?
-tell them I was taking a shower or something
-Fine sweet dreams snow white-I said like a father to his child
-whatever
Bye I said closing her bedroom door
-So cat ready for work?
Hey no today I won´t piss you off with huge authors notes just to say I am sorry if this isn´t the best I am writing it at 3:30am so also I am addicted to Hollywood undead (is a band) I have been listening to undead the whole chapter if anyone knows them tell me your favorite song :D just one thing should I write also the dinner or only make like a summary and pass right away to the next day? I will update when I have 11 reviews .is fair isn´t?
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