ok, to be fair i know this is extremely short, but i hope you guys enjoy, and its in both Gee's and Mikey's POV. hope you like the end of this chapter, it made me feel a little better writing it! and thanks for the AWESUM reviews guys, makes my day everyday! enjoy!

Gerard's POV

he's here, he's here!

a million emotions were flying through me, joy, anger, sorrow, dispair, happiness, saddness, confusion, shock, more anger.

the anger was not directed to him, it was to me. then it settled at the pit of my stomach,

he was doing worse.

he was in a wheelchair, a bag of white fluids attached. he was so skinny, his eyes bulging, his cheekbones threatening to pop out of his skin, his every bone was visible. his hair was thinner, but of course Mikey would take the time to straighten it.

i wanted to run to him, to tell him i was so sorry for leaving him, that i would never hurt him again, to tell him i love him.

he looked so scared!

this was probably his first time out of the hospital, why did i do this to him?

his eyes caught mine, oh how i missed those eyes, you could read everything he was thinking behind them, and the moment he saw me, they shone with love.

a love i didnt deserve.

a smile broke out on his beautiful face. the kind of smile that told me "its ok, im here."

i could feel myself start to stand to run to him, but my lawyer and the police kept me firmly down. i smiled back, trying to tell him "i know, i love you." the nurse who was pushing him looked at me too, but instead of disgust, she smiled warmly.

i hadnt noticed warm tears falling down my cold cheeks, i didnt care either. he was in place now, they were going to question him.

"So, Michael, how are you feeling?"

"Determined i guess."

my heart lept at his voice, it was stronger than he looked, oh how i missed the sound of his voice! i savored the feeling in my ears, my heart, my soul.

i didnt deserve him protecting me, but i was glad i could at least see him one last time.

Mikeys POV

there he was,

GeeBear, my Gerard.

he looked at me and i could tell a zillion things were going through him right then. he caught my eyes and he looked breathless,

that made two of us,

and i smiled, he smiled back, and i knew this would work out. Alicia wheeled me into place and they started the questioning

"So, Michael, how are you feeling?"

"Determined i guess." i made sure my voice sounded strong. i wanted everyone to know i was here by choice.

"Do you remember the night of the incident?"

"Yes."

"Can you tell us what happened?"

so i did.

"Michael... was this rape?"

"No, absolutely not."

"So you feel safe around your brother?"

"Of course!"

"Can you think of any reason why your brother should be held accountable for rape?"

"No."

"Michael... i have to appologize. i havent been fair..." James said and i froze in fear.

"W-what do you mean?"

"there is a Mistrial."

"Escuse me?" the judge roared

"Yes sir, there is, because you have been having personal contact with a jury member, strictly forbiden by law, you have no choice, Your Honor."

"thats nonsense!"

"i have proof, E-mails between you and jurer number 8, securing the vote. Also forbidden by law. of course, we may take this to your superiors, if you wish." James was on a roll.

everyone was talking all at once, a hum was surounding everything. but the judge ordered silence.

"As much as it pains me to do so, i declare a mistrial. Gerard, you are free to go."