Illumi turned off the monitor.
Not that he wanted to give them privacy of course. His morals have been twisted ages ago for that. He just was not sure how he could control himself if he had continued watching.
At the moment he wanted to smash the screen. It was only training of self-restraint that had rescued Milluki's screen from being shattered to bits. Illumi was aware that he did not own Beaux.
Therefore, he cannot destroy Beaux.
Not that he cared really. He did not want, however, to spend a cent for Milluki.
He was on his way out that Milluki returned.
He eats fast.
"You did not break any of my stuff did you?" Milluki inquired.
"No"
"Too bad" Milluki said. "I was hoping to get new ones"
Not on my account.
Illumi headed straight for the library.
He needed to collect himself. Damn it, he needed to calm down.
What had transpired he was not certain. Was Killua that much of a pedophile? Was that what Killua had learned while he was away? Was this Killua's true intentions or revenge? Where had Killua learned to be incestuous? When? So many questions had flooded his head. None of them he could answer.
He could not answer them.
He flopped onto the sofa. The very same sofa where he had slapped Killua only weeks ago.
He noticed that there were pieces of paper on the floor and some on the sofa.
It is annoying that the maids do not clean where they assume no one goes. Lazy bitches.
Upon closer inspection it was not actually just any pieces of paper. It was shreds. Shreds and pieces. It was the book he had 'borrowed' from Killua.
It seemed that Killua had ripped the book up right after their incident. The tear on the pieces were worn and slightly yellowed.
Illumi wondered what had made Killua did that. No, he knew what did. He just did not know why.
Illumi stood up and slowly walked back to his room.
He was curious. He wanted to know why Killua was acting like this. Sure, Kalluto was attractive. But there were others out there who were attractive too. More beautiful. More sophisticated.
Like him.
God, he was jealous.
Then Illumi did what he had not done in years.
He buried his face into the pillow and screamed.
I'm sorry for the short chapter. Summer classes are coming up (I did not fail anything, it's a requirement for the course to take sumer requiem) so I have less time for obligations over here. But fear not I shall update whenever possible! (determined face)
To Rayne, I might insert him but this story is more focused on the Zaoldyeck family and the timeline is before Killua met Gon. But I'll think of a way.