AN: This chapter is going to be about Sakura's feelings on this whole
thing....lots of sadness, unless you don't like Sakura, then this will be a
good chance for you to laugh at her.
Sakura had walked home with tear filled eyes as she thought about what she just discovered.
' How long had this been happening? How long had I been dreaming about Sasuke when he was dreaming about Naruto?' Her mind was filled with questions that she wanted to know so badly but then again a part of her didn't, a part of her wanted to sleep and not ever have to wake up again, a part of her wanted this to all be a bad dream. She reached her house and walked in, quietly closing the door behind her. She fell onto her bed and began crying into her pillow.
"What did I do wrong?! Why does it have to be like this?" She mumbled many things into her pillow while thinking about why this had to happen and why it had to be Sasuke. She sat and cried and thought about it all night long.
' Why? Why me? Why Sasuke? I thought they hated eatchother, I would never have suspected this to happen. And how long, how long have I been wasting my life hoping and dreaming for Sasuke to be mine and all along he was thinking the same of Naruto. Have I wasted my whole life going after him? Has it all been a useless attempt for a love that would and could never happen?'
As these thoughts ran through her head she sat on her bed, limp. She didn't want any of this to be true, she wanted to wake up and go back to reality but the only problem was this was reality, this was all real. Her eyes were red from crying and her heart was broken. She felt limp, numb, she felt like she had wasted her whole life, like she had no reason to really be alive, she had no other life to go to, she had no other life to make this all go away. Sasuke was her life, he was all she thought about and all she wanted was for him to be hers, to be happy in her arms, with her. More thoughts ran through her head as she went outside to take a midnight stroll. The sky was dark and mysterious and the wind blew very lightly. She was cold already but didn't want to go back inside to get a coat, she just needed time to think about this. She walked to Konoha falls, it was a beautiful place where she could be all alone to think and cry. She sat down and took off her shoes, she put her feet into the water and looked up into the sky.
"Why? I just don't get it, why? I'm so confused..." She closed her eyes and thought maybe why this would happen. Was this a sign to maybe move on and give someone like Lee a chance... Was it maybe just fate, maybe the only way Sasuke could be happy is not with her, but with Naruto... All the possibilities of why ran through her head, but none of them made sense to her. She would have to live on and think of other things, of being a ninja and concentrating on getting better. But Sasuke was on her team, along with Naruto... She would just have to give it a chance, to realize that she would be happy eventually and that if she really did care about Sasuke than she would let him be with Naruto.
AN: I know, this chapter was short and kind of cheesy... oh well.
Sakura had walked home with tear filled eyes as she thought about what she just discovered.
' How long had this been happening? How long had I been dreaming about Sasuke when he was dreaming about Naruto?' Her mind was filled with questions that she wanted to know so badly but then again a part of her didn't, a part of her wanted to sleep and not ever have to wake up again, a part of her wanted this to all be a bad dream. She reached her house and walked in, quietly closing the door behind her. She fell onto her bed and began crying into her pillow.
"What did I do wrong?! Why does it have to be like this?" She mumbled many things into her pillow while thinking about why this had to happen and why it had to be Sasuke. She sat and cried and thought about it all night long.
' Why? Why me? Why Sasuke? I thought they hated eatchother, I would never have suspected this to happen. And how long, how long have I been wasting my life hoping and dreaming for Sasuke to be mine and all along he was thinking the same of Naruto. Have I wasted my whole life going after him? Has it all been a useless attempt for a love that would and could never happen?'
As these thoughts ran through her head she sat on her bed, limp. She didn't want any of this to be true, she wanted to wake up and go back to reality but the only problem was this was reality, this was all real. Her eyes were red from crying and her heart was broken. She felt limp, numb, she felt like she had wasted her whole life, like she had no reason to really be alive, she had no other life to go to, she had no other life to make this all go away. Sasuke was her life, he was all she thought about and all she wanted was for him to be hers, to be happy in her arms, with her. More thoughts ran through her head as she went outside to take a midnight stroll. The sky was dark and mysterious and the wind blew very lightly. She was cold already but didn't want to go back inside to get a coat, she just needed time to think about this. She walked to Konoha falls, it was a beautiful place where she could be all alone to think and cry. She sat down and took off her shoes, she put her feet into the water and looked up into the sky.
"Why? I just don't get it, why? I'm so confused..." She closed her eyes and thought maybe why this would happen. Was this a sign to maybe move on and give someone like Lee a chance... Was it maybe just fate, maybe the only way Sasuke could be happy is not with her, but with Naruto... All the possibilities of why ran through her head, but none of them made sense to her. She would have to live on and think of other things, of being a ninja and concentrating on getting better. But Sasuke was on her team, along with Naruto... She would just have to give it a chance, to realize that she would be happy eventually and that if she really did care about Sasuke than she would let him be with Naruto.
AN: I know, this chapter was short and kind of cheesy... oh well.