A/N Another song fic! I couldn't resist the angst, SORRY EVERYONE! Maybe it's just in my nature for me to write angsty Tokka fics...either that or seeing the Boiling Rock has got me down. :( Anyway, enjoy the angst if you can! Un-beta-ed yet again. SORRY!
Disclaimer: I don't own Aang's hair...or ATLA sheesh!
No Good For Me
I see a home in a quiet place
I see myself in a strong embrace
My dreams were always filled of him. Every since I met him to be exact. It was always the same dream. Him embracing me, and me loving it.
I feel protection from the human race
It's not parentalBut it's a fantasy, not a reality
And it's no good, no, no good for me, you have no idea
I so badly wanted to tell him how he made me feel. This burning passio inside me. Call me crazy, but it was true. I think I loved him. hard to belive, sin't it? I mean, hw could I, Toph Bei Fong, love Sokka?
That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
He is the one that ,akes me feel this way, though. I don't know how it happened. It certainly wasn't when I first met him. Oh, I had the dream, but I didn't understand what it meant. I do now.
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me
Sometimes I love him so much that it hurts. A lot. It varies between good hurting and bad hurting, though. The good hurt is when I'm alone with him and he seems to understand me.
You have a home, (You have a home,) in a quiet place
And someone else, feels your strong embrace
She is protected and she needs no chase
And do you love her...?
The bad hurt is when he talks about how he's "with Suki" She may be dead for all I care! OK, maybe I don't want her dead, but that selfish part of me definitely doesn't want her with Sokka!
You're a mystery, you are the heart of intrigue
You're no good no, no good for me
You have no idea
He so confusing sometimes, though. One minute, he's a sweet, kind person that just wants this war to be over so our lives can get back to normal. When he's like that, I imagine that he likes me. then the next moment is the Sokka tha everyone see's everyday, who fights all he can and claims to be Suki's. I hate him when he does that.
That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I wish I could tell him how I feel for him. But there are just so many obstacles in my stupid way.
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me
No it's no good for me..., yeah, no good for me...
What if he laughs? What if he thinks I'm too young? What if he doesn't feel the same way? What if...The list could go on and on.
It's a make-believe, you have no idea
That I'm walking through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
I wish that I could have the guts to tell him.
I am shaking like a leaf if you move close to me
And you're all that I see
But it's no good for me, just no good, no good
Through the clouds
When you're looking at me
I'm feeling like a child
Vulnerability
But I guess I'll just have to wait. But wait for what? For Suki to die? For him to dump Suki? Yeah, I'm so sure.
I am shaking like a leaf if you move beside to me
And you're all that I see
I know one thing though...
But it's no good for me