A/N: Hey everyone I wasn't planning on updating today, but all your reviews propelled me to update sooo here I am. This chapter is kinda a filler, but the next chapter I already have planned, and it's probably my favourite chapter! I'm so excited to write it. Anyways thanks to everyone who reviewed or followed, please keep up the reviews!

DISCLAIMER: I DON'T OWN AUSTIN AND ALLY!

ALLY'S P.O.V

It's officially been one month since I found out. I have an estimated one month left if I don't find a donor, which is very unlikely.

I haven't had a proper conversation with Austin for a very long time. If you ever do see each other in the hallways we just ignore each other.

Although Trish, and Dez try their best to keep me happy, and they're always there for me, I still miss Austin a lot. I have a doctors appointment today, and right now I'm waiting in the waiting room.

"Miss Dawson, the doctor is ready to see you," the lady in the front told me.

I nod, and get up to meet the doctor, my parents following me closely. Once I get into the office we all take a seat, and wait for the doctor.

"Hello, how are you Allison?" Mr. Matthews says.

"I'm fi… well actually I'm getting tired really easily, and get lots of headaches. Sometimes I'll be in a lot of pain," I say, while my parents look at me, since I hadn't told them about it. I just didn't want to worry them.

"That's to be excepted as the days go by you'll be finding yourself being in more and more pain. You'll be very weak, and you need too make sure that you don't take too much stress, and just relax," Mr. Matthews tells me.

I nod my head, since I didn't feel like talking anymore.

"I'll write you some medicines to help you ease the pain, and then you can go home," he says.

"Okay, we'll pick up the medicines on our way home," my dad says, as Mr. Matthews hands mom the slip of paper.

"Oh, and one more thing Allison, stay safe," he says before waving us off.

Once we get home, I go up to my room since I didn't want to talk with my parents. I was sitting on my bed about to fall asleep when I got an idea.

Since I probably won't be alive for much longer, I should write Austin a letter. In the the letter I could tell him everything that I didn't have the courage to tell him in person, and maybe, just maybe he'll care enough about me to actually take the time, and read the letter.

~~~~~~THE NEXT DAY~~~~~~~

I wake up with a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach. I shrug it off, and quickly take a shower, and decide to wear a yellow sundress with a brown belt around my waist. I put of light makeup, and cover the bags, and dark circles under my eyes. I put my hair into a side braid cause I am feeling exhausted, and didn't want anything in my face.

I walk downstairs, and kiss my parents good morning. I eat my breakfast quietly, and then pick up my backpack, and wave bye. I start my walk to school when Trish, and Dez meet with me.

"Hey, Ally,"they both greet me.

"Hey, guys, what's up?" I ask.

"Nothing much," Dez responds.

"Ally, you look tired, are you okay?" Trish asks.

"Yeah, just a little tired I guess," I say with a sigh.

"Okay, we need to go to our lockers, so we'll see you later," Trish says.

"Bye," I say, as I start to make my way to my own locker, which is on the other side of the school close to… Austin's locker. I hope he isn't there.

The warning bell rings. SHIT. At least I won't run into Austin now, I think as I walk towards my locker. I was about to reach my locker, when I see Austin. I put my head down, and continue.

"Ally…" Austin says softly.

I look up shocked, and I see Austin with a equally shocked expression on his face. Well I guess I know why I had the feeling in my stomach today. I just hope that this doesn't go as badly as I think it is.