Chapter 9 You didn't miss me

One year later:

Its been a year, a whole year since I last seen Edward. I finished school, was going to college during the day and at night I was working. I got sleep, but not enough. I would have dreams about Edward once in a while, and every so often I would dream of Jacob. I just got out of class and had to go home to get some sleep before heading in to work. I got a job being a stripper, it wasn't something I ever seen myself doing but it put food in my stomach and helped me pay for a new car, college, and everything else I would need. Everything that was expect Edward. I didn't think about him that much because I was also so busy, that was until one night he showed up at my job.

"This is just what you need Edward, checking out hot chicks naked." It sounded like Emmett but I just thought my mind was playing tricks on me.

"I really don't want to be here." I was getting ready to walk off stage for the next girl when I heard someone say my name.

"Look at that girl, she looks just like Mini." I turned around to find Emmett, Jasper, Jacob, and Edward standing there looking at me.

"That's because that is Mini!" Jacob was smiling and yelled it. Edward looked up at me with a face full of anger. What did he care, I was living my life with out him and doing a really good job at it.

"Mini can we talk?" Edward asked me still looking pretty pissed off.

"Yeah, I am just getting off, give me ten minutes and I will be right out." I wasn't sure what he was about to say to me, and truth be told I wish they hadn't come here.

I walked outside to see Edward standing next to his car waiting for me. I was guessing the others stayed inside for the show. Edward didn't look to happy, of course I knew he wouldn't but what did he care. I wasn't sure if I was ready for this talk or not but I knew it was now or never. I walked over to him waiting for him to yell at me. "What are you doing?" He asked me.

"Getting on with my life, making something of myself." He was so angry I though he was going to break something.

"Being a whore?" He was now almost yelling.

"I'm not being a whore, things aren't the way they were before."

"Yeah I can see that." He wouldn't even look at me now.

"I am just a dance here that is it. I go to college during day and this is how I pay for it." He was now looking at me.

"If you would of stayed my family would of took care of you."

"I didn't want that, and I didn't want to sit there and watch you with her and that child."

"You wouldn't have to, Bella didn't make it." He now looked hurt.

"You told me you was going to change her so she would live." I was now confused.

"She didn't make it and I didn't have enough time to change her. I'm so disappointed in you Mini." Edward said walking away. I ran up after him grabbing his arm to stop him.

"Why?"

"This isn't the life I wanted for you." I was now getting pissed.

"There is nothing wrong with my life right now, why can't you see that?" The next think I knew he shoved me in to a wall.

"Yes there is, so many old sick men looking at your body. Going home fucking there wives but thinking of you."

"So what, that is part of life." I tried to push away from him but it was useless.

"When I walked in there I could hear all them sick fuckers minds thinking about what they wanted to do to you. Do you have any idea what its like hearing that about the person you love."

"You don't love me, you love Bella. Just like you said I was just a toy and that's what I am now."

"You are so much more then that but you don't see it." Edward started to walk away from me but something stopped him.

"Rosalie wants you to call her, she misses you." He then walked back in the club.

"Yeah, but you didn't miss me." I said walking to my car with tears in my eyes.

Sorry it took me a while to update had some family problems.

S