A Year Or Two

by Kittens and Roses

It's been a year. Exactly a year since iCarly has ended. A year since Freddie, Gibby and I have graduated. A year since we've lost all form of touch with Carly. It's been a year since Freddie asked me out on a date, but I still remember it like it was yesterday.

10. I know it looks bad

I feel kind of better... but, not that much. It pains me to write this chapter o.e Oh, by the way, the song in this chapter is iFall Harder Than iPunch? by.. Uh. Some one o-0 I really like the song! You should check it out - watch?v=U7bNG9xxX7w

Okay. So, I know it looks bad. But I do love Freddie. But ever since we lost our baby, Freddie has been really distant. We called off the engagment too. I feel so lonely. It's like Freddie isn't ever there for me anymore.

"Come in, babe," Brad said, standing at the door shirtless.

"Okay," I said as I walked inside his apartment.

"You look so.. sexy," Brad said, putting his hands on my curves.

I closed my eyes and pretended that Brad was Freddie.

"You do too." I smiled as I imagined Freddie.

He leaned in and molded his mouth to mine, kissing me furiously. The kiss was nothing compared to Freddies. I hadn't felt Freddie's lips on mine for ages. Brad leaned me to his pull out couch and put himself on top of me.

My phone rang, I knew it was Freddie by the song that played. iFall Harder Than iPunch, a song I made myself for Freddie's birthday.

"Hello?" I said nervously.

"Where are you?" Freddie asked, getting to the point.

"I'm.." I looked at Brad. "I'm out shopping with Tasha."

I bit my lip. Maybe he'll buy it.

"You've been gone since five P.M yesterday," he said annoyed.

"I-"

"Sam. I- I thought you loved me," his voice broke.

"No. Freddie, listen! I do. I do love you!" Brad sturred beside me, waking up. I bit my lip.

"We need to talk, Freddie. I'll be at the apartment in a bit. I do love you."