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Warning: lots of swearing I have no idea why but more than usual
Chapter 10: First Day of School
Beep. . .Beep. . .Beep. . .
Ugh what is that noise! "Mm someone shut it up" I groaned
Beep. . .Beep. . .Beep I reached for my night stand to find my Alarm and hit the buttons till it shuts off. I open one eye and take a peek at the time 6:02 A.M. I groaned again and got up I looked around my room and saw a note on my chair, I grabbed it and put it underneath my phone. I went to my closet to choose an outfit for today I grabbed electric blue skinny jeans a black band t-shirt and a white long sleeve shirt to wear underneath grabbed a set of blue bra and panties and went to my shower. After I got dressed, put on light make up and did my hair I put on my converse grabbed my book bag, phone, iPod and car keys I was about to head out when I remembered the note. I took it as I checked the time 6:48 A.M.
Bella,
You Emmett and Joshua have to get a ride from either Edward or Alice. I don't want you to take any of your cars it will be too much attention and I know you don't like attention that's way I'm telling you to get a ride and Emmett he can't drive yet.
p.s tell Emmett about this
xxx dad
I walked out of my room and went down the stairs. ugh! Why! I want to take my car and I don't want to ask for a ride from either of them and I have to tell Emmett great! Or I could ask Josh to do it hmmm? Josh it is then as I was passing the Elevator it dinged open I stopped to see who it was
"Morning sunshine"
"Morning honey!" I said teasingly he stepped forward and hugged me I let go and put one of my arms around his waist while he put his around my shoulder
"So are you excited?" asked Josh
"Eh! not really I mean I would have been excited but since I have moved around so much it just feels like it's such hassle" I said
"Yeah good point I'm just hoping we get the same schedule even though I am smarter than you Izz" he said playfully punching me on the arm
"Oh whatever just because you are one year older doesn't mean you're smarter Josh" I said laughing walking in the kitchen I looked around only to see we were the last ones to get here.
"Morning dad Esme" I said giving them a kiss and hug "morning Edward Alice" I said waving at them there was only two places to sit either on dads left or in between Edward and Alice I looked at Josh he just shrugged
"Can't bite me cause I'm awesome" he said giving me a kiss on the cheek which caused me to blush and to make it even worse as soon we were settled down he winked at me I blushed even more but stuck out my tongue at him which caused dad and Esme to chuckle
"So did you have to tell Emmett something dad" said Josh both dad and I looked at Josh while everyone else looked at my dad eventually I looked at him too I'm guessing it's about the car.
"Oh . . . um ... I want to- ugh... yeah um what I'm I going to tell him? "Questioned dad
"About the rides to school" said Josh
"Oh yeah um Emmett all three of you –Josh Bella and you- can't take your cars to school so you either go with Alice or Edward"
"But what a-"started Emmett
"No" said dad
"But. . . oh fine" said Emmett
"so Edward are you going to show me around school today" I asked him I have no Idea what made me asked that but as soon as I realized what I said I blushed I looked at Edward to see his reaction he looked shocked and surprised he looked at me then smiled his crocked smile and winked at me and cue blush.
"I can show you around too Bella "said Alice I ignored her and kept looking at Edward
"Yeah I would love to show you around school oh and get your schedule too oh and I could also-" he rambled on
"Edward! Don't worry Jasper could go with me and get our schedules and you could show me, us around school and Rose can-" I was interrupted by my phone ringing I looked at my caller id "speaking of the she-devil?"
"Hello"
"Hey bitch when are you getting here?"
"I have no clue when does school start?"
"8:15 but get here 7:55"
"What time is it?"
"7:15 bye bitch
"Bye h.o.e."
"Your dad their?"
"Yup bye" as soon as I hung up Alice glared at me
"So how was California" asked Alice
"Pretty good that's where I met Jasper you know" I said a bit smug that I met him first
"Oh really I bet he didn't like you then either huh?" sneered Alice
"On the contrary my dear Alice he liked me enough to care about me when no one else did, when I had no family." I said sadly "I was always left alone my so called mother was too busy either partying or working. Emmett well, I was a bother to him he didn't care about me no one did. I would always go out and sit at the roof top of our house. Jasper would always see me from his window, one night he joined me he asked me why I always came up here and why I was always left alone. I being the idiot I am told him to fuck off that it was none of his business he shut up but he stayed with me I got annoyed so I got up and went out but I tripped and almost fell." I remember that night it's a night I will always remember "He caught me and said 'I am not leavin' you out my sight lil darlin'. Ever since that day Jasper was my brother the brother I had lost to drugs and thugs. Jasper was the brother I never had what Emmett was lacking then he had it, he protected me so many times, he cared for me, he loved me and taught me so many things. So you see he has always liked me and I can bet you a thousand bucks that he always will he's my brother and I am his sister for all intents and purposes no matter what or who try to intervene we always will be" I said and took a bite of my pancake. Josh was looking from me to Emmett with panic when all of a sudden a chair hit the floor I looked at Emmett and he looked furious and hurt oh shit. What did I do?
"Emmett I'm sor-"I started but didn't finish thankfully Emmett interrupted. What I'm I sorry for?
"Don't" he said and left. I noticed everyone was looking at me when I remembered dad
"daddy please don't b-" he interrupted me too I felt like a five year old I felt lost, alone and hurt again like I had no one just like then somehow I feel like this was Alice's fault this how she wanted me alone and hurt with no family.
"Isabella don't be ridiculous" he said know I truly felt alone
"Excuse me. " I said standing up "Esme I'm sorry but I got go. Josh?" I said walking out the door
"Where are we going?"
"School where else. " I said in a duh tone taking my car keys out
"We are. Aren't we?" he questioned I just grinned "yeah baby! now that's what I'm talking about" he said when we got to the garage Emmett was leaning against a Volvo he looked broken and hurt I bet I look like that too I stood there looking at him I wanted to go hug him and I can bet that Rosalie is going to be with him even though I need her now more than ever. Jasper will be with Alice no doubt and Edward he will be with his girlfriend cu- wait what? Edward? Why I'm I thinking of Edward most importantly why I'm I talking to myself?
"Come on Josh let's go! Bye Emmett" I said and got in my baby I put the keys in the ignition and turned the key she purred to life.
There was a knock on my window which pissed me off I did not like it when people touched my car.
"oh-uh" muttered Josh
"Oh-uh is right" I said rolling down the window "one don't you ever knock on my window or car and two don't you ever touch my car" I said without even looking at who it was. I waited patiently for the person to talk but they didn't
"Well" I said turning to look at the intruder
"Sorry I um" said Edward my face soften a little and my heart fluttered what the heck "aren't you coming with us?" he said pointing to the Volvo and Emmett and himself I looked at Emmett then at him and at Emmett again.
"NO!" I growled out "I'm going in my car. My baby" I said I was pissed Emmett made me feel like it was my fault when it was his! HE left me unprotected. HE never cared for me. HE didn't love me. HE left me alone, unloved, starving, cold, and dirty and he made me feel unworthy and unloved.
I pulled out into the road and sped off to school I felt a tear roll down my face I quickly wiped off the old Isabella is coming back the bitchy one the cold hearted one who doesn't give a fuck about anyone but her true friends Josh Rose and Jasper.
I pulled in to the parking lot and parked I'm so glad my windows are tinted I turned my car off and another tear rolled down my cheek I felt Josh wiping it away and turn me to face him when he did I couldn't help but hug him and let the tears come. Five minutes later I was done collecting myself I fixed my make up as best as I could.
"Thanks Josh I love you, you know that right?"
"I do. Izz I love you too I always will you hear me" He said with sincerity and a kisses all over my face
"Thanks Josh again" I said and kissed his cheek he just smiled at me he was about to say something when my phone rang
"Hello"
"Hey bitch where are you Edward, Emmett and Alice are here but you and Josh aren't where are you?" she said in a panic voice I looked out my window to see a lot of people surrounding my car
"Really Rose you're going to ask where I am when a lot of our peers are surrounding my car?"
"Oh right I feel like a dumb blonde now thanks a lot B."
"No problem hoe" I said with a smile
I looked to my right to speak to Josh but he wasn't there. What the fuck! Where the hell did he go? I then heard a knock on my window
"oh someone's going to die" I said angrily I looked out my window to see Josh pushing back a blonde guy with a baby face he was kind of cute but he's not my type.
I grabbed my book bag, opened the door and everyone around my car immediately took one step back, except for Josh, Rose, Jasper and Edward who stood in front of my door I had a huge smile on my face when I got out; one because Jasper was here and he didn't look mad, two Edward was here and he was going to show me around. I would be able to see his smile and his green eyes all day. Wait what his smile? His eyes? What the fuck is going on with me?
"Hey guys how are you?" I asked Rose and Jasper while giving the a hug and a kiss on the cheek
"Good good. How about you Izz?" they both said at the same time
"Freaky" I said shuddering which made a few chuckle "any who I'm good been grounded for what happened Friday other than that it's been good" I said thinking of this morning. I looked around to look for Emmett but he was with some girls, I looked at Rose then at Emmett at again sometimes I think he doesn't deserve her like now but at others I think they truly belong together they complete each other.
I looked at my phone for the time 7:56 A.M. I looked at Josh then at Edward he wasn't their anymore where did he go I felt an arm on my shoulder I looked up to see Jasper smirking at me with a knowing look then he looked at Rose who nodded she put her arm around my waist and grabbed josh's hand. Jasper started to walk which made me Rose and Josh walk
"What the fuck is this?" I asked a tad to calmly. as we were walking I heard people whispering about us
"Lucky bastard she's HOT as fuck"
"Hotter than Rosalie"
"She better not talk to Edward"
"I bet I could tap that by the end of the week"
"I'm doomed I'll never have a chance with him"
"Having Rosalie here is enough to bring my self-esteem down but now her too she's a beauty I'll never compare to her"
"Slut! She looks easy I bet that's not even her car"
"Let's see how many rumors I can hear by the end of the day" I said sarcastically
"Chill Izz it's no big deal they are just rumors" said Rosalie
"I can bet that Alice will be the one to start more than half" said Josh
"What is your problem with Alice?" asked Jasper
"None of your business! If you really cared about Bella you would know but I guess you don't do you?" said Josh
"You don't know anything about Isabella you don't know half the things she has told me so fuck off Joshua!" yelled Jasper
"You know what I'm leaving Rose?" I said
"Right behind you" said Rose. She walked me to the office to get my schedule and told me to wait for her while she goes to gets hers. I went in picked it up and went back out to wait for her I wanted to wait for Rosalie to see my schedule but I couldn't, I want to see it now so that's what I did.
Name: Isabella Marie Cullen Grade: 11 Gender: female
locker combination: 45-12-78 Lunch: B student Id: 325880
Per. Course Teacher Room
1. AP Calculus Sanders 9B
2. AP English 11 Varner 2C
3. Jewelry 2 Murphy 7A
4. AP Physics barnner 3A
5. American History Shiloh 2B
6. French III Burns 10A
7. P.E. Stewart gym
PE! What the fuck I thought I was done with P.E. last year. This sucks balls!
"Tell me about it" said a male voice not just any male voice smooth velvety voice
"Edward where did you go? You're supposed to show me around member?'
"Of course I do silly Bella what would make you think I would forget our date today Gorgeous?" he said winking at me and cue blush
"Edward!" I yelled, mockingly hitting his chest
"Ow Bella that hurt love" said Edward pretending to sooth his bruise
"Well sorry Mrs. Didn't meant to hit you with my ever so sexy muscles" I said giggling
"Oh you wound me Bella but that's okay he said putting an arm around my shoulder "oh before I forget Rosalie says that she is sorry but that Emmett needs her" He said
"Of course she would. took her long enough" I said bitterly
"What's wrong love?"
"Nothing just upset about this morning yet no one but Josh cares how I feel" I said feeling pity for myself might as well Edward Jasper Josh even feel pity for me
"You know that's not true Bella I care for you"
"Then where were you when I needed you! Dad! My brothers! Someone! I tell you where nowhere Edward and you want to know why?" I whispered yelled "because no one cares" I said softly not giving him a chance to answer "any ways you going to show me around or should I ask one of these hobos to?" I asked pointing to the guys by the corner. I really hope he shows me around and I don't have to ask some guy
"No I'll show you around I promised you didn't I" he said
"Oh" I said disappointed and hurt he's going to show me around just cause he promised fuck that shit! Why the heck do I feel hurt and disappointed "no its okay Edward you are relieved of your promise ill just ask someone. . . thanks" I said turning around and walking the opposite direction to find someone nice enough to help me
"Bella wait I didn't mean any-"he stopped midway I had half a mind to turn around to see why but restrained myself from it
"hey" I heard A girls voice from my left I looked to find a girl an inch or two taller than me she was slim she looked like the shy type she had glasses on that hid her eyes she looked younger than me too but she was Gorgeous with or without the glasses "I can show you around if you need help. Can I see your schedule?"
"That would be awesome I'm Izzy by the way and here" I said handing her my schedule she took hers out and studied them for like a minute
"oh where are my manners" she muttered I chuckled a bit "I'm so sorry pleasure to meet you Izz I'm Angela" she said smiling and extending her hand out I took it and shook her hand
"so-ooo" I said dragging out the 'o'
"so-ooo we practically have the same schedule only I'm a year younger and we have three classes together jewelry, French and P.E." said Angela excitedly I think she almost squealed at the mere thought of it. As I was going to tell her she was awesome the bell rang
"Damn already" we both said at the same time we looked at each other and laughed
The first four classes went by quick we didn't do anything in any of them the only thing we did was sitting chart in two of them lecture by the teachers then go over the syllabus and what to expect of the year I was placed with mostly seniors because I am so advanced in my school work in my first period Edward and Rosalie where in it Edward did a double take when he saw me he looked confused he stood up and said
"I think you're in the wrong class Bella this is for seniors only" said Edward confused
"Isn't this calculus?" I asked
"Yeah"
"Is this room 9B with Sanders?"
"Umm yeah?" he said even more confused
"Then I'm at the right place go on and sit down" I said he was about to sit next to me "nowhere near me Edward thanks" I said
That was that in second period was the same only Edward Emmett and Josh were in this one and the same thing happened with Edward? Third period surprised me Jasper was in that class as well as Angela. Fourth period is crazy period everyone wants to be let out to go to lunch and to kill it even more the blonde guy with baby face who's name is mike who also made the comment that he could tap that ass in a week kept asking me questions and at one point he asked me out which I politely said "no"
Finally it was time for lunch in which Angela Josh and I decided to sit together we went to our lockers and met outside the cafeteria Josh opened the door for us to step inside and as soon as we were in it went deadly silent
"What's going on" I whispered to Angela
"You, Josh" she said in a duh tone "me" she added
"You? Why?" Josh and I asked the same time. We were still walking and our peers would stop and stare at us.
"Because I don't talk to no one this is the first time I have talked to somebody at school" whispered Angela
"So why did you talk to me?" I asked her
"Honestly I don't know why. You just seem like one of those people who is true to herself and is always honest to people whether it hurt or not and you've been through a lot of pain" said Angela
"You have no idea" I told her "do I really look like that?" I asked no one in particular
"Yes" they both answered we walked the rest of the way in silence we grabbed our food and sat at an empty table at the far end I saw a girl come our way she looked like a bitch no offense she was wearing a barely their skirt with a low v neck shirt so you could see her breast practically falling out ugh disgusting.
"ugh no honey you can't sit there" I said fake smiling at her she moved to the other chair to sit "let me specify for you honey you can't sit here at this table" I said like I was talking to a five year old
"actually you can't sit here you see this is the hale/Cullen table and you aren't either one of them I on the other hand I'm a Cullen so off you go" said the supposed Cullen girl Josh and I looked at each other and started laughing at her so hard I couldn't stop it took us five minutes to calm down
"Wouldn't you wish to be a Cullen girl Dr. Cullen's daughter that's your dream isn't it? Or maybe Edwards wife?" I said jealousy rolling off me when I said she wanted to be Edwards's wife what the fuck.
"I am Dr. Cullen's daughter so watch your mouth little girl"
"Ha my ass you are!" I yelled the cafeteria was still silent everyone listening to what we were saying when I saw Jasper, Rosalie, Edward, Emmett and Alice walked in "unless my dad has an unrecognized child" I said I saw her face pale and our peers saying 'OH's when I said that "which a doubt he does he's too responsible and careful. Thank god or I would have turned out with a sister like you. I prefer Alice a billion times better than to have you as a sister you're a ROYALLY SNOBBY SLUT!" I said every one cheered when I finished they were chanting Izz Cullen
"Lauren what are you doing here we told you stay the fuck away from our table" sneered Alice oh so that's her name
"I was just trying to get her out of our table besides she's sitting in your seat Alice" said Lauren
"I don't care Mallory she's MY sister MY family now get out of here did Isabella not make it clear enough for you?"
"But I'm with Edward I deserve to sit here Alice" Lauren said
"Fuck no you don't" Rosalie Alice and I said at the same time "I don't give! If you're fucking Edward! Get the fuck out of my face! Before I fucken kick your ass and break your fucking nose Mallory!" we said at the same time we saw her cover her nose instantly. Everyone was gapping at us
"Freaky" Lauren, Josh, Jasper, Edward, Emmett and Angela said
We looked at each other and laughed ha oh my gosh we could be so terrifying when we wanted to. Lauren ran off to some table somewhere in here I really don't give! We all sat down to eat
"Yeah, yeah you go Izz! Did you see how she paled when you told her you dad was Dr. Cullen that was priceless" said Angela
"Damn I wish I could have recorded that!" said Emmett
"No need" said Josh and Angela holding up their cameras
"Are you for reals?" Emmett and I said
"Yupp" said Angela
"Mhm" hummed Josh
"Oh we got to see this at home" said Emmett
"For sure lets meet up at your house say hmm right after school?" said Jasper
"Yes the sooner the better" said Rosalie
"You know just because I said that I would prefer you a billion times better than that snobby slut don't change anything even though I wish it would" I whispered to Alice
"who said it changed like you said just cause I said you were my sister my family don't mean anything but just like you I don't like Lauren Mallory she's lucky she hasn't faced my wrath like you did" whispered Alice
"Very I wouldn't wish it upon no one not even yourself "I whispered
"Oh and for the record I do to wish it would change I miss you Bella why did we let it get this far?" she whispered to me
"Truce?" I offered sticking out my hand
"Truce" she said shaking it
"Hey Isa" said a voice from behind me it was mike
"Yes Michael?" I said as if I didn't remembered his name
"Mike actually" he said
"Yeah whatever Miguel I don't care would you hurry up?"
"Mike you know what doesn't matter I could be whoever you want baby"
"Fuck off newton" said Jasper
"I'm not talking to you bitch so-"he got interrupted by Emmett
"dude you sound like a chick saying I am not talking to you!" yelled Emmett "and leave my sister alone you fucking man whore" said Emmett aw he still care about me or maybe it's just out of guilt great just what I need
"butt fucker any who Isa would you like to go out on a date with me I know when I asked you earlier you were overwhelmed and said no but now you had time to think it over"
"No fucking way Mitchel fuck off! You aren't going to tap my ass in a week you never had or never will have a chance to tap my ass got it gay mother fucker go ask someone who's more your type . . . hmm Erik perhaps?" I said pissed off
"Look here you piece of two cent unworthy bitch you will do as I say or else" he was cut off by everyone in our table standing up including Angela and Alice
"Or else what" said Edward
Emmett Josh and Jasper were red in the face they were practically vibrating with anger as well as Rosalie Alice and Angela even sweet innocent Angela was angry but I was seething with anger he insulted me ignored my family and insulted them who the fuck does he think he is
"MYOB bitch! Look Isa two cent whore do as I say" he sneered I went up to him seething with anger when I was in his face he smirked and said "good little girl see was that so hard now tell your bodyguards to fuck off so we can have a little fun" I stepped back a and punched him in the stomach with all my force I doubled over in pain I grabbed him by the hair and made him look at me
"Apologize fucker" I sneered at him
"Fuck you bitch" he said I tightened my hold and repeated
"Apologize!" I yelled by this point he was crying
"s-s-s-sorry" he whimpered
I dropped to the floor, grabbed my book bag and was heading out when two pairs of arms where on me Emmett and Jasper
"B. where are you going?" asked Josh
"Home. The beach. I don't know but I can't stay here I need time to cool off
"Oh we should all go" said Angela
"I agree with her all in favor say I" said Jasper
"I!" everyone said
"Okay then" I said shrugging "let's go" I said heading out the door to our cars.
A/N sorry for the long wait my laptop broke and I lost all of my documents
Thanks for reading and I appreciate your support and not giving up on me or my story
Enjoy :D
Also I'm looking for a beta reader for my story if anyone is interested. The beta reader just needs to proof read and add some description because im not good at it also if she/he has any ideas for the story we could work something out pm me if interested please