Edward's POV:

I couldn't believe myself, how childish and immature I was being.

Bella. Bella was my true love and I knew deep down that she always would be, no force on this planet could make me feel otherwise. But if that was the case then why, when my true love and I engaged in sexual activities, did I want not only to leave, but to be in the arms of another.

Two others actually.

Two male others.

I cringed at myself, I needed time alone, to wrap my head around the events of the last week. But I was approaching my home far too quickly, I'd relax now: Shower, change, listen to my music and later, when all others were busy and in bed, then I would be able to sit and decide exactly how I felt.

But I knew my brother's and my family would be home, so around them I had to act the same as always, so ignored the events of tonight, ignored the events of the weekend and put on an automatic smile as I launched myself at the house. I flew three floors up, and just before I hit my room, my hand opened the balcony door and I slid inside, without a problem.

"Hello?" I called, "Anyone home?" I couldn't hear talking, or moving. But…I smelt something. I suddenly heard someone gasp, a crash and then a parade of footsteps, then nothing. Curiosity got the better of me and left my bedroom, and walked downstairs. When I reached Emmett's bedroom, I heard movement, feet shuffling.

I knocked on the door twice with the back of my hand. "Emmett?" I asked,

"Hey, Edward, I-I'll be right out." he said. "I just took a shower." I found myself grinning, and I pictured Emmett in the shower, leaning against the tiled wall, rubbing shower gel, soap and other lotions all of his body, all over his crotch…all over his-

Stop, Edward! I thought to myself and I turned away and walked back into my room, slamming the door as I did. I had to stop! I flew across the room, pressed play on my radio and the beautiful gentle music of Cassandra Roman played through my room, I landed on the couch, with my feet up and my hands behind my head.

I started to think the, of Bella. Of what we had done. I could still see her, knelt on my body, I could feel her hands working on me, feel the beautiful release. I grinned at myself, his hands covered in my seed as they refused to stop pumping me, wait a second? His?

Shit I thought. Bella is a she, I was thinking of her. It's completely normal for a teenage boy to think and enjoy sex. It's not normal to imagine that it was his brother's doing it. Why was I thinking of them? Sure we had...explored each other that one time at the creek, but that was it. None of us had really thought about it yet alone thought about doing something more? Right?

A thought came to me then, and I knew that if I went along with the idea, I would be breaking a promise to them, but the curiosity was too much, I needed to know whether my brothers thought about it, or simply brushed it off as a one-time thing. So as I lay, facing my bedroom door…I let my mind race outwards, and I found Emmett's train of thought.

-OH FUCK, OH FUCK! Emmett thought, what's wrong? -I can't believe this, he's here! He's here and he could have caught us!

Caught who? Doing what? I sat up straight and leaned forward, listening with my mind. But the music was irritating me, so I ran up to the machine and turned the volume down low.

-oh no. Another's thoughts broke through, Jasper? - I can feel him, I can feel Edward's confusion, oh fuck. Any second now I bet he'll see. He's probably reading our thoughts right this second, he'll see what Emmett and I did!

Then I was stood in the centre of my room, my entire mind exploding towards them, I broke through their thoughts and I found the memory. The memory of what they had just done. I could see them, see Emmett's strong hands forcing Jasper into the bathroom, his hands tearing away both of their clothes, the hot water, I saw him, thrusting into Jasper and I could hear Jaspers excited moans when he and Emmett both exploded their seed onto one another.

What the-

I didn't know whether I was angry, happy, or envious of my brothers. But despite the emotions I was feeling I shot out of my room and ran straight to Emmett's door, and I banged my fist on it a few times.

"I think he knows."

"Did you think of it?" Jasper replied.

"Yep." he confessed.

"Me too."

I burst through the door and gasped. To my surprise both of my brothers stood before me, naked from head to toe and still dripping with the shower water. Emmett looked like a giant, tall, muscular and rippling with muscles next to Jasper, small, quant yet still fit.

I tried to look away from them and their glory but I found it hard.

"I can't believe you both!" I scolded. "What were you thinking!"

"Oh calm down, Eddy boy." Emmett said, rubbing himself with a towel.

"Calm down! You two were…fucking!" I exclaimed with a smile that I didn't intend on making. "I thought what we did that night up at Apple Creek was just a one night thing, something I begun without actually realizing what the consequences would be." I said, pacing with my hands in my hair.

If I had known how much an impact that night would have on my brothers and me, I wouldn't have done it. But I was sex crazed, hormonal child! I needed to release myself, and I took advantage of my brothers. How little I knew back then that from that moment on, all I could do was crave more?

"Are you telling me that you didn't enjoy it that night?" Jasper asked. "Because if you say so, then you're lying, I know on that night you were more turned on than any of us, and even now…I can tell…." Jasper said, staring me in the eye. "That you are still turned on now." I turned away and looked out the window, but I could see their naked bodies in the reflection and I urged to turn and reach for them, yet I clenched my hand into a fist, and my teeth grounded against each other.

I turned around. Emmett scoffed at me and sat down on the arm of the arm chair, with one leg resting on it and the other dangling, completely naked—I couldn't tear my eyes away from his member, still fairly erect to say he had just spilled his seed inside my brother, and I couldn't tear my eyes from his balls, just looking at them made my mouth swell with venom and I wanted to wrap my tongue around them—I looked up at him, meeting his eyes.

"Are you telling me, Edward, that not once since that night at Apple Creek, you've not thought about Jasper or me in any way other than ordinary?" I sighed and turned away, wanting to nod, wanting to confess my feelings towards them. Well, if they were doing things like this behind my back then I might as well come clean about my unnatural urges.

"Yes," I said, "Not yes to not thinking about us, but Yes I have. Every second since that night, all I've thought about is you two." I shot Jasper a glance "I've tried to distract myself...I even took it further with Bella earlier this very same night to try distract myself, although I failed."

"You took it further with Bella? How?" Emmett asked.

"She used her hands on me and I used my own on her." I muttered, looking down at my feet shyly. Emmett chuckled.

"The only time you man up and take it further with Bella and it's only to distract you from us! Huh, did it work?" he asked,

"Yes..."

"You're lying; I can feel you're guilt." Jasper grinned. I sighed and shrugged.

"What do you want me to say?" I snapped.

"Nothing...Edward." Emmett said.

"The thing is..." Jasper continued, walking over to me. "You don't have to strain yourself with Bella, trying to get over us. You can join in you know." he said.

"Yeah. We have the house all to ourselves; probably will do until midnight, maybe longer. And we can share." Emmett chuckled. "We've done it before."

Jasper slowly started to circle me, the way I had done to my pray before lunging and tearing them to pieces, and although Jasper had hunger in his eyes, it was not hunger for blood, but hunger for me? I would have blushed if I could, know another being desired me as much as he did. Eventually he came to a halt behind me and I felt his hands slither down, under my arms and wrap around my waist and he pulled me close. I leaned into him; his breath tickled me as his lips brushed down my neck.

"Jasper…" his name broke through my lips in the form of a whisper.

Emmett's rough chuckled snapped me back to reality and I opened my eyes, he walked forward and instead of slowly seducing me, as Jasper had done, Emmett simply grabbed my zip, tore it off and his hand reached down and his fingers massaged my exposed erection for a minute or so, letting me just stand there moaning, feeling myself grow harder down there, but Jasper's kisses made me weak at the knees.

-Finally…. Emmett thought.

I smiled at looked at him, his face inches away from mine. I closed the space between us and planted a kiss upon his lips, he returned to kiss, his hands left my member and they landed on my cheeks, holding my face still as his tongue broke through my lips.

Jasper, obviously feeling left out went straight in for it. He pulled my pants down from behind and I titled my head to him, he grinned at me before dropping his towel, revealing his member, already erect once more. I realized exactly what he was planning on doing, and at first I was worried. Never before have I had anal intercourse, never, yet I was about to engage in it with two of my brothers?

"I'm not sure about this." I told them.

"C'mon Ed," Jasper said, taking me in his arms until he lay me down on his bed, flat on my back. "You know you want to, so just enjoy it." and the next thing I knew Jasper was knelt down, his hands running up and down my thighs and my member was lodged deep in the back of his throat.

"Holy…" I gasped, grasping the bed sheets and tearing them, I couldn't contain the amount of pleasure that one single act gave me, so much more than the small amount of pleasure I received with Bella. I looked down and met his eyes, watching how much pleasure he received by doing this to me, watching my head pop out of his mouth, spraying his lips with my pre-cum, but he went back down and continued to bob.

-You like that? Edward? Huh? Jasper thought and his tongue dipped down the slit and I cried out.

I looked upwards towards the ceiling, feeling lost and dazed during this, most amazing experience. Suddenly another thought came to me, Jasper was on his hands and knees, using his very useful tongue to pleasure me, but where was Emmett? And at that moment Emmet's hand came down, opened my mouth and his member, which was so thick it was almost unbelievable, came forcing its way down my own throat.

I gagged on it at first, not realising what was happening. But then I thought. I had to do it, I couldn't resist, I found no disgust, no resentment, and I found only the urge to go deeper. So I did. My tongue wrapped around his member, licking his cum off his head and I bobbed my head as far back as it would go, letting Emmett push deeper, allowing his cock to force it's way all the way down my throat. Good job I had no need for oxygen.

Emmett's hands moved over my chest as I sucked him, I closed my eyes and relaxed, feeling him pounding my throat hurt, but in a good way, and feelings his fingers, caress over my nipples, squeeze them for a moment then go back to massaging me made me feel pure ecstasy, oh, not to mention the other brother sucking me off.

-Oh fuck...oh god, Edward, fuck. Take it, take it. Emmett thought to himself, and I could hear all these thoughts. I smiled up at him, his member turning my smile into a wide 'O'

This position went on for about four minutes before Emmett's hands came down hard on my chest, he would have left bruises if I were human. He grabbed my shoulders but didn't stop pounding his member into my throat, harder and with each thrust, I felt him getting wetter, his cum and my venom mixing together as a lubricant, allowing his largeness to slide down in me.

"I-I-I'm going to cum," he said, "You going to be a man and take it, all of it?" he asked, pulling his member out and he slapped it on my cheeks a few times, his cum spraying all over my desperate lips. I licked my lips, tasting the unusually nice taste of the vampire's cum. Salty but with a mixture of other scents. I leaned up, and wrapped my lips around his head, sucking tight while my tongue played with him.

"I'll take that as a yes," Emmet chuckled. Jasper suddenly cried out, and I read his thoughts and I knew this was almost too much for the poor empathy, feeling his pleasure, plus my own and Emmett's on the top, all of it together, the pleasure could kill him.

Lucky boy.

Suddenly, with only a moan for a warning, Emmett released his seed into me, it squirted down my throat, all over my tongue, teeth and my lips, I gasped for a breath I didn't need, but then pulled him back in, squeezing him member from the base and pulling down, and he moaned out, running his fingers harshly through my hair as I licked the reminder of his cum up.

"Jesus." He panted, collapsing on the bed. Holy shit.

"Jasper you're taking too long." I moaned, and he laughed. But I was laughing. I needed it now. So, becoming the dominant male, I shot up, wrapped my arms around Jasper and I hurtled him onto the bed, he smiled up at me and I rolled him over until he was on his hands and knees. I stared down at his ass cheeks, my hands running over them thoroughly, feeling the plump, warm flesh.

All those worries about being intimate with my brothers vanished quickly and instead of them entering me, I was the intruder. I parted Jaspers firm cheeks with my hands and I placed myself at his entrance. I looked up at Emmett, who was still laying in awe at the foot of the bed. He smiled at me.

"Go for it, Edward. Jazz has taken all of me, I'm sure you won't be a problem." and with that, I pushed my way inside. Jasper let out a long moan, before laughing. I found myself laughing along with him, how strange this new but thrilling experience was. I let my member, throbbing insanely; stay still for a minute or so, before I pulled out and Jaspers entrance closed behind me, then I forced my way inside again.

-Harder, Edward. Jasper thought, Emmet was all girth, why don't you show him how to really fuck a guy? I laughed along with Jasper at our silent deal and then I started thrusting into Jasper, my balls slapping against his backside with each thrust, and then I was thrusting so fast I got ten thrusts a second. Eventually I knew I was close, although I couldn't stop myself. I just kept going, I knew what was going to happen, so at the last minute I pulled out, but found my release at the same time. I cried out in pleasure as my seed splattered on Jaspers bare chest, coating his abs and his nipples, it flew all over his face and his exposed tongue.

And at that moment I collapsed on his naked body, lying in my own semen.

I had cheated on Bella/

With two males

My brothers.

And I loved every second of it.