Alice hun are you ok?!" jasper said panicking a bit at the look on alices face. Alice was almost shakeing. "alice why are you feeling so much fear?" Jasper asked. rubbing his hand up and down alices arm trying to comfort her. She dint respond. "What the hell is going on?!" he said faceing his glare on me. So i explained alices vision.

"Wow why cant i have a cool power?!" emmett said slightley pouting earning him a slap to the head. "This isnt good" rosalie said. The rest just stared in shock at me.

Even carlisle my father for all intensive perposes and who always has an answer just stood there in shock his mouth slightly gapeing. Ummm what do i do even his thoughts were silent. Well it looks like my bella has some extreme powers.

chapter. 10:avoiding bella

edwards pov:

"when i was in the volturi the witch twins made a potion to bound someones powers" carlisle stated rubbing his chin with a heavy sigh. "Great" we all said in unision. But carlisle was still looking down. and alice looked down to. theres always a catch carlisle said in his mind. "A catch what do you mean carlisle?!" i snapped. "Anything would be better then her haveing that power" rosalie said looking down. She was nice to bella these days but truth be told you could tell she was scared not only for herself and her family but for bella i read it in her mind. she could get hurt we must do something she has no clue rose thought. I smiled slightley at my sister. Her kindness for bella meant alot. "So whats the catch?" i asked my father. he looked down at his shuffling feet. blocking his thoughts i hated that. "What is it carlisle?! stop blocking your fucking thoughts!" i snapped. Carlisle looked up i read his thoughts and gasped "No!! I dont know about you but i would rather suffer at her wrath!" i shouted and i was the window and towards my and bellas medow.

carlisles pov:

Edward heard what i thought before i could say anything he dint let me explain there was always risks envolved in this kind of mental tampering. But now my family looked as if they just wanted to walk away without even listening if edward was opposed to it then they thought they would be to. And most likely they would be but i had to let them know the choices. "please hear me out before you leave please" i raised my hand to gesture them to stop beings they were about to turn and leave. "no dad" alice said haveing had a vision of what i was going to say. "Listen!" i snapped,they all jumped i never yell. But they turned and sat. "There are a few choices we have to fix this problem. 1. we can take her to the volturi and let them turn her so she can learn to better controll her po...." i was cut off by 3 loud no's from alice emmett and rosalie. "Are you fucking crazy they will kill her" rose shouted "dont you think she has been through enough shit you want to doom her to this life and with the fucking volturi at that?! You are fucking insane carlisle!" and she left to. as she was going down the stairs she yelled "fucking insane!"

esmes pov:

i heard the convorsation from upstairs and to say the least i was frightend. Then edward ran out the upstairs window and to the woods where he vanished from sight becouse of some unspoken words. Then they started shouting no and rosalie screamed at the top of her lungs at carlisle after he told them he wanted to take bella to the volturi i admit her power was scary but they would kill her. Bella noticed the shouting and looked up at the cealing and then at me in a silent quistian. "Its fine dear" i told her. Then i heard rosalie stomp down the stairs. "Fucking insane!" she yelled at carlisle. I was sure bella heard what she said as she got up to go see rosalie as she came down.

bella's pov:

i was eating my lunch as i heard rosalie yelling i couldnt tell what she said though i looked at the cealing wondering what was going on. Then i looked at esme with a quistioning look on my face "its fine dear" esme said with a smile but it dint reach her eyes i knew something was up i just dint know what. Then i heard someone stomping down the stairs "Fucking insane!" i heard rosalie scream. What the fuck was going on? Ok this is crazy. I ran to the stairs to catch rosalie before she could leave. "Rosali..." i stopped as i tripped over my feet waiting for impact but it never came. I looked up to see rose holding me with a slight smile on her face. "Clumsy helpless bella" she mutterd i dont think i was sopposed to hear. I put myself on my feet "im not helpless!" i snapped a slight tingling in my eyes. Rose looked slightley worried and everyone else except edward rushed down the stairs emmett pushed rose behind him. I stared at him in shock. The tingling anger vanished and was quickley replaced by confusement and shock. Why was emmett protecting her like a little human like me could hurt a vampire. And where was edward? and why did everyone have eather scared looks or sad looks on there face? "Um whats going on?" i asked. "She's fine" jasper mutterd to emmett. I figured he was talking about rosalie but i dint understand why.

the rest of the day was horrible everyone avoided me and edward wasnt home yet. I was misserable. I looked at the clock it was 5pm i had came up here at 3 and nobody had came to see if i was ok. I started crying i couldnt help it i felt as if everyone hated me that they dint want me here that now that i was recovering they wanted me gone. They had just felt sorry for me. So i grabbed my journal that i had all my 3 years of misery on. And i started scribbling fast in my sloppy script.

dear,diary

I dont know what i did wrong they are all avoiding me they hate me. Nobody wants me im so pathetic why cant i be perfect like them? Mabe i will just kill myself carlisle had given me a bottle of prozac to help me with my depression. Mabe if i took that all and drank some vodka i could kill myself i wouldnt do it here of course i knew they hated me ad i wouldnt want them to have to be more disgusted of me then they already were. Mabe ill go out to port angeles and go to the liqur store. I could do it right there in the parking lot. Even edward hated me (SOB) I should have known that now that i was damaged goods he wouldnt want me. I wasnt good enough for him before now i was just like pig slop to him. Well i wont be there misserable charity case anymore. This will be the last time i wright in here i wont scum the pages with my pathetic words anymore.

love'

isabella swan

ps. im sorry edward for ruining yer life and wasting your time

im sorry to the rest of you to.

goodbye

I put my journal on the bed upside down to hold it on that page so the cullens could see my goodbye and how sorry i was. Ok now to block my mind i dont know what im doing or where im going. Ok done i had to make sure alice dint see my plan entell i was outa here. Then i ran down stairs. Everybody flinching from my presence. "Um do you guys mind if i used a car?" i asked. They shook there head and jasper came up to me with a garded expression handing me the key to edwards volvo. we nodded at eachother and i went to leave "Dont be long sweetie" esme said. i just nodded. And ran out the door. Speeding down the road to my fate. Remembering this would be the last time i was going to drive i stuck my head out the window i had always wanted to do that. I was going so fast i read the sigh entering port angeles 2 miles. I wans upset at first but then i rememberd i would be makeing the cullens life better. So i smiled and sped up a little.

So what did you think? is bella going to succeed in killing herself is alice gonna see anything before its to late? sorry for the cliffy.

R+R for the next chap. Love you all

alices pov:

We had been avoiding bella all day i felt horrible she finnaly went up to her and edwards room around 3 it was 5 now. I heard sniffles