A/N: Chapter 1: *INCEST* *RAPE* *VIOLENCE* *LEMON* Am I forgetting something?

Disclaimer: I do not own Final Fantasy or Kingdom Hearts. I only own Saphorina at this point.

Never Too Late

Chapter 10: Crack in the Mirror

Saphorina sighed and put her book bag down before slipping off her shoes. She looked at the three younger boys as they did the same, "Go upstairs and do your homework while mom and I get dinner ready okay?"

Yazoo smiled, "Alright, Sapphy."

Saphorina smiled and patted him on the head causing him to chuckle before he ran off.

Saphorina looked over at Sephiroth who looked less than happy. She knew that Mesna must have broke up with him. She sighed, not knowing if she could do it or not. Especially after what her brother said to her.

Sephiroth was indeed upset about the breakup, but not like other guys would be. He was just upset he was alone now, and he couldn't be with Saphorina. He looked at her, her beautiful platinum hair and her porcelain skin, her voice, her heart…she really was a good hearted kind person, you just had to know her to see it despite all of her problems.

Saphorina glanced at him, blushing slightly before leaving the foyer and going into the kitchen. She still wasn't ready to talk to Sephiroth, he'd hurt her pretty bad. She walked over to the table and sat down next to her mother.

Lucrecia seemed to be upset, and that's when Saphorina knew she had been right.

She looked down, "So…I was right. You did lose." She said hoarsely.

Lucrecia wrapped her arms around Saphorina and kissed the top of her head. "I'm going to fight this. Just bear with it until I can get it dropped, don't let him get you alone."

Sephiroth stood there staring at them, his fists clenched in anger. "You let him win!?" He exclaimed in question to his mother. "How could you let him win?"

Their mother cringed, "I didn't *LET* him win, Seph. The judge felt he had a right to see you, and we didn't have any grounds to say he couldn't see you kids. But I'm sure if you all keep an eye on Saph and don't leave her alone, then everything will be fine." Lucrecia countered.

Sephiroth was still angry and left, stomping upstairs.

Saphorina frowned and looked down, "It's my fault…"

Lucrecia looked at Saphorina shocked, "Saphorina! It is not your fault! What your father did…"

Saphorina pushed her away gently but forcefully. "Mom…nothing happened. I was talking about Sephiroth being so upset lately." She said standing up, "I wanna go lay down…"

Lucrecia sighed and nodded, "Alright, Saph." She said still upset, as her daughter left her there.

Saphorina sighed and looked at her Mp3 player, searching for her favorite song, by her favorite band: Fixed at Zero by VersaEmerge. She hooked it up to her speakers and sat down on the floor by her bed, listening to the song. She always felt as if it were her song; as if she related to it more than anything else in her life.

This doesn't make much sense:
Think far out but I'm still locked in.
I'm still lost, walk in circles
The floor swallowed me up
There's no where to go

It doesn't make sense how much my mind tries to free itself, I'm still locked inside this horrible place. I'm still lost trying to escape. But I find myself back where I began. I was brought to the lowest point, and no one can help me.

There's a vulture on my shoulder
And he's telling me to give in
Always hissing right in my ear
Like it's coming from my own head
It's got me mixed up, trying not to give up
Tell me there's a way to get out of here
Oh, fixed at zero

Something evil is always behind me, Daddy tells me to succumb, submit even. The more he speaks in that slithery voice, I feel as if its coming from my mind. It's got me confused, attempting not to surrender. Tell me, someday I'll escape. Permanently nothing.

I've learned to talk with my fingers
The only voice that wakes my ears
Oh make my bones do something
Ever wanna jump out your skin
Anticipating til the sidewalk ends
There's no where to go

I've learned to communicate in different ways. His voice is the one that wakes me from my sleep, please let me move. Have you ever felt so scared, thinking of how to escape until your thoughts turn to ending your life? No one can help me.

There's a vulture on my shoulder
And he's telling me to give in
Always hissing right in my ear
Like it's coming from my own head
It's got me mixed up, trying not to give up
Tell me there's a way to get out of here
Oh, fixed at zero

Something evil is always behind me, Daddy tells me to succumb, submit even. The more he speaks in that slithery voice, I feel as if its coming from my mind. It's got me confused, attempting not to surrender . Tell me, someday I'll escape. Permanently nothing

There's a vulture on my shoulder
And he's telling me to give in
Always hissing right in my ear
Like it's coming from my own head
It's got me mixed up, trying not to give up
Tell me there's a way to get out of here
Oh, fixed at zero

Something evil is always behind me, Daddy tells me to succumb, submit even. The more he speaks in that slithery voice, I feel as if its coming from my mind. It's got me confused, attempting not to surrender . Tell me, someday I'll escape. Permanently nothing

Fixed at zero

Permanently nothing.

This song had made an impact on Saphorina throughout the years, it was one of the only symbolistic things that meant something to her, the other: her rabbit. But she'd forgotten about it since she knocked it off the bed that morning. 'That morning…' she thought as she raised her finger to her lips pensively.

Getting deep into thought, she hadn't realized that her hand again traveled down into her panties and into her warm moist pussy. She moaned lightly as she dipped her fingers in and out of her wet pussy, as she began to suck on the finger she had in her mouth. In and out her fingers moved, slowly at first then gradually speeding up. She stuck two more fingers in her mouth sucking almost desperately as she fingered her soaked cavern.

Through her euphoria, she thought she could see Sephiroth; imagining it was his finger that was pleasuring her. She smiled lightly seeing his smiling face looking down at her, before moving up to kiss her gently laying her back as he continued to finger fuck her. "Sephy…" She moaned softly as she felt that familiar tingling in her pussy rising.

Harder and harder she moved her fingers, she was almost there. Breathing heavily, her image of Sephiroth almost shattered, as she found she was looking up at him only he had her pinned again, and his eyes were filled with anger again. She narrowed her eyes, irritated and confused as tears filled her eyes. "Why'd you stop me?" She wished he would just go away; she should have remembered to lock her door.

Sephiroth looked down at her, he had her pinned to the floor again, holding her arms down above her head. He was angry at her. Angry at her for shutting him out time after time after time, for not revealing the secret of their father's rape on her. He was angry at himself too though because of what he had said to her, for being the jerk that he was by being sexual with her then making her think it was only in her dreams, and also because…he loved her and couldn't bring himself to be with her.

His anger was so fueled up that he saw red as he stared down at her. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" He spurted out.

Saphorina stared at him, "Wh-what do you mean?" She asked confused.

"Not ten minutes after mom tells us that we have to see that asshole again, you're in here touching yourself! Can't wait to have his dick back inside of you?"

Tears started to spill out of Saphorina's eyes as she continued to stare up at him, glaring. "This again?" Why did he think she wanted their father so much? She didn't want him! He made her skin crawl! He was disgusting and she was afraid of him. She was crying hard now, but she refused to let herself shut down again. She struggled against him, "Out. Let go of me and get out of my room!" She let out a small cry of pain as he slapped her.

"Is that what he did? Do you like that?"

Saphorina continued to try and wriggle her hands free of him, "Sephiroth! Stop! No!" She understood he was upset with her, but why was he acting this way?

He slapped her again, and her breathing heavied as she grew more and more afraid. Until she looked down between them and saw his hard on through the black shorts he had put on. She blushed as she continued to stare at it, and licked her lips lightly before he slapped her hard again.

She knew what she had to do, and for once she actually wanted to do it. She looked up at him, "Sapphy doesn't want daddy's cock! Sapphy is a whore that wants all of her holes filled up with Sephy-kun's cum." She watched him for some sort of reaction, no she wasn't a whore. She had never slept with anyone but their father; and she wished that he'd never raped her or hurt her.

Saying this to Sephiroth, it made her feel dirty, but maybe acting like 'Daddy's little whore' would show him just how humiliating and painful it was to be raped and used by Hojo; and then he wouldn't get angry and mock it.

This wasn't how it happened that day in his study, but this was what she was supposed to be. She had acted out like that at times, but by the time Hojo had gotten to her room that night, the majority of her rebellious behavior vanished.