Disclaimer: Me. I. Myself. Do not own twilight. It all respectable belongs to miss Meyer... "Pikachu I choose you!", I don't own that either that was from Pokemon.
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Bella licked her lips nervously, shuddering when she was still able to taste Esme on them, She avoided looking at Tanya for a moment before she began to shift uncomfortably, feeling the doctor's unrelenting gaze pierce the side of her face.
Tanya raised an eyebrow and folded her arms determinedly, not budging at the teens obvious distress. "where should I start?" Bella murmured to herself as she loosened her grip on the pillow, all hints of arousal gone. "The beginning is usually best" Tanya spoke with a soft smile. Bella instantly winced and looked away as she thought about it "what if the beginning is to painful?".
Tanya gripped Bella's hand before speaking "Then start wherever you can, I'll be right here", Bella looked away and squeezed the hand gripping hers for reassurance before meeting Tanya's eyes and speaking "I wa-".
The door was slammed open by an angry blonde, said young woman glared at the older teen on the bed with enough hatred to make Tanya wince. Rosalie bared her teeth animalisticly "Your getting dismembered!" She hissed as she lunged towards the bed, the sound of people rushing towards the room filled the air.
Tanya stood up in record time, stepping into the line of fire and circling her arms around the teen who was quickly beginning to overpower the older woman. She was slammed onto the ground in her rush to stop the girl, both arms wrapped around a flailing Rosalie who was trying her damnest to break free.
Esme slammed against the edge of the door as she rushed in not even feeling the already bruising skin, "How can the both of you protect her!" The struggling teen screamed when Esme helped her friend to subdue the angry blonde.
Bella struggled to stand up fully her arms shook at the first notion of her full weight, pain and hazyness enveloping her body until a firm hand pushed her down forcing her to be still. "Bella!" She recognized Emmett's voice instantly and looked towards the sound of his voice seeing him struggle to get loose as he was being dragged away by a protective Alice.
Bella began to fight weakly against the hand, she glared at the appendage wanting noting more than to apologize to Rosalie and accept the Blonde's punishment. Bella's eyes traveled up the arm connected to the hand keeping her down and eventually was met with firm Gray eyes resting hidden behind blonde curly hair.
"Jasper" Bella was able to ignore the screaming Rosalie being contained on the ground for moment as she met his eyes feeling noting but guilt and shame wash across her body barley allowing the teen to keep his gaze rather than drop it ashamedly.
The two struggling woman had finally pinned Rosalie down and were dragging her out, the doctor paused for a moment and cautiously closed the door behind them as they slowly made progress to Rosalie's room, the now closed door canceled the Blondes screams and threats.
Bella began to think about why she left the house and could still perfectly picture picking Jasper up with the hand that was not holding Edward and flinging him across the kitchen table angrily.
Bella looked away with shame, she allowed herself to be pinned to the bed and spoke "I won't hold it against you, just make sure you hit me a few times for Rosalie too" the older teen spoke as she clenched her teeth fully prepared for the hits she thought she deserved.
Jasper raised an eyebrow at the teen and slowly removed his hand, the pair stared at each other once again before he finally spoke with a southern accent effecting his speech "I'm n-n-not" Jasper stopped and shook his head angrily when he began to stutter his face quickly forming a scowl.
The teen clentched his fist and tried again "I-I'm not a-a-" Jasper shut his mouth once more breathing heavily in an last attempt to calm himself. His fist continuing to clench and unclench before he spat out "I'm not a-a-angry at you Isabella" the older teen winced at the name but shook her head "you should be".
Jasper closed his eyes and swallowed a large breath of air, calming himself completely before he walked towards the bedside table and opened it, rummaging around in the drawer before he pulled out a small pocketbook and pen. He quickly opened the pad and scrawled neatly "I should be but shouldn't be". The older teen read the sentence before raising an eyebrow in turn "What?". Jasper shook his head at the look before he sat down on the bed with a creak as he ran his left hand through his mane of hair while his right gripped the utensils roughly.
He sighed looking at the ceiling for a moment before using the pad once more "You did what me and Rosalie should have done" he had written before spinning the book around towards her as he began to tug his hair between his fingers in frustration now, the page was soon flipped revealing more "We just stood their when Edward spoke ill of our mother and we shouldn't have, the little Shit deserved worse than you gave him".
Bella looked away from the teen, guilt filling her even more "that doesn't mean what I did was okay, I should have handled it a different way... I was just so angry" Bella spoke solemnly "What if I had hurt Alice, Rosalie, Esme, or God forbid Emmett".
Their was barley a seconds pause before Jasper snorted in response to her statement making Bella glare at the southerner, he winced at the look now seeing how serouis she was about the possibility, Jasper scribbled onto a blank page for a moment before once again revealing the pad to Bella. "Oh please you sent me flying across the room but completely avoided touching the girls". He reasoned, smilling slightly as the young woman read his words trying his best to lighten the atmosphere.
Bella shook her head "What if-" Jasper held up his hand interrupting her quickly scrawling with such speed it was barley legible "If that was the case why didn't you swing Esme off your back when she pounced on you, or swung at Rosalie when she pinned you to the door in her room?"
Bella raised an eyebrow in confusion about to ask how he knew any of those things until Jasper began to quickly scrawl away at the pad, somehow managing to silently interrupt her before turning the pad back over "Rosalie and I are both blood brother and sister so she tell's me everything, and as for Mom well Esme tell's Tanya everything and anything though she doesn't take into a count how thin these walls are".
Bella smiled slightly noting how alike Jasper and Alice were with their spying before her eyes scanned downwards reading the paragraph below "You should cut yourself some slack even though you haven't been in the house more than a few hours even I can see that those women have you wrapped around their fingers, and Emmett practically worships the ground you walk on".
Bella looked at the boy in disbelief wondering why he thought so good of her, Charlie and Renee had drilled into her head she was a fuck up and she believed it. She didn't want to believe the boy and let her guard down and let that monster inside of her break loose or worse disappoint him".
Bella simply grunted in response to the teen making him smile sincerely at the strange acknowledgement, he wrote in the book once more "Anyway thank you and I forgive you" the teen simply grunted again making him laugh before he flipped the page "Rosalie will forgive you in time".
This time Bella laughed "Sure" she drawled sarcastically, Jasper opened his mouth to object verbally but thought better of it, writing for the last time as he stood up "Their going to be busy with Rosalie for a while you should think about coming downstairs and spending some time with Emmett, Alice, and myself. Alice might be angry at you for power tossing me but she's not a spiteful person simply protective".
Bella looked at the pad for the final time quickly reading it before glancing at the teen for a moment seeing that he meant everything he said and spoke "I will eventually, just not now" she promised.
Jasper nodded placing the notebook back in it's place before he moved towards the door, he had nearly gotten out when the bedridden teen grunted out a thanks, the door paused in acknowledgement of the thanks before closing the young man being able to sense that Bella didn't want anything more to be made out of it.
Bella looked at the door for a few seconds after it had closed before she finally let her head fall back against the bed able to feel the strong pain medication and loss of adrenaline make her body numb and exhausted, making it easy for the teen to close her eyes and think of the million of questions beginning to whirl in her head now that she was alone.
She silently raised a hand and brushed her fingers across her lips, still able to feel Esme's soft lips on hers as she thought, "was that kiss a accident?, Where was Carlisle and Edward now?, Why does Tanya care so much- hell why do any of them care so much?, and James-" she cut her thought process off at the thought of him, of what he tried to do.
Bella forced herself to swallow the rising bile and whispered to herself with a bitter smile decorating her face "The Swan motto has always been repress and ignore", the firm joke fell on death ears. She was already able to tell these coming days were going to be hell.
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Authors Note:. Sorry it took so long to post I literally wrote this chapter 23 times always deleting it and repeating while getting caught up with school and work. Again very sorry and onto my cheesey happy dance we reached 336 follows pop tarts! Boo-Yeah!. Anyway onto me answering reviews you guys probably don't even remember posting because of the time it took me to post this but anyway here it is:
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