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?POV
She's looking at me again , I gaze at her with reverence.
My heart sings for her, I laugh at the phrase, as I place a hand on my chest where inside my hard shell of a heart sits, dormant, but when I catch her looking at me its vital, alive.
But this is impossible , I'm a monster and she..well an angel, her hair and her skin I want to brush her skin with angel kisses, I want , no need to feel her.
But his is am impossible love...a forbidden love...
BPOV
"Sit!" the voice hissed,
I didn't move , this voice was angry and full of venom.
" I said sit!" the man's voice whispered again.
Okay I thought , this doesn't feel right , I closed my eyes behind the scarf and inhaled, the lush , rich smell of polished leather filled my nose, I moved towards the smell stumbling slightly as my warm bare legs hit the cool leather of a chair or sofa I wasn't quite sure, feeling out with my hands I realised it was a sofa and sat.
A maniacal laugh hissed from somewhere in front of me , was I being played with...someone's toy?
" If your going to kill me, leave the blindfold on I'd rather not see it coming" I spat out with as much courage as I could muster, my heartbeat unfortunately was playing a different tune it was attempting to flee and leave my cold ass body behind.
Silence...
I moved my hand to lift the blindfold , curiosity had gotten the better of me and I wanted to see my abductor.
"Leave it" the voice was so close it made me jump , and a blush filled my cheeks.
My abductor drew in a breath , and a cool finger traced a line along my jaw, instinctively I drew away this voice this hand wasn't protective but greedy and possessive.
" What makes you think I'm going to kill you?" whispered the voice , this time it was right next to my left ear, my breathing hitched from its proximity to my throat.
I pushed myself up from the sofa needing to have some distance from the voice, I turned my head in the direction of it,
" Well I'm sure as hell not here for dinner , am I " I hissed , then realised what I'd said...stupid fucking word vomit...I was dinner..the oysters..fillet minion..and death by chocolate..all in one neat package...
I bet this vampire was practically drooling having an 18 yr old virgin in his midst , I bet my innocence was driving him crazy..my thoughts became dark and random, I shook my head to clear them.
" I didn't tell you to move" he hissed
Surely this couldn't be MY vampire , his voice was harsh and scary.
The knock at the door startled me,
" I'm busy" he shouted
" Sorry , sir just wanted to say goodnight , I'm off for the evening" came a timid voice through the door.
" Goodnight " he clipped
" Yes master"
Master?..I started to mull things over in my head again..Master?.. but it couldn't be unless it was the blonde from the stage..Master Jasper!
My hand went up to my blindfold again I'd had enough of this game,
" I said leave it" he hissed,
" And you are...?" my head snapped up as I pulled it down , "Ah" I said looking up at the most devastatingly beautiful creature I had ever laid eyes on.
It wasn't Master Jasper , but a young vampire , with chisled features...oh fuck... and a mess of bronze hair...messy hair.. my hand moved to my lip and I traced my finger across the small lump still present from tonight's kiss.
I kept my eyes on his , as I removed the scarf and threw it onto the sofa beside me, I was sat on a large Chesterfield sofa, smooth and luxurious I allowed my hand to stroke the cool leather inhaling its rich scent, but , I never took my eyes from his they grew dark and solid as his eyes watched my hands on the leather.
He pushed his hands through his hair..no I want to do that...
" You are either very brave or extremely stupid" he moved towards me and I pushed myself back on the sofa.
As he came closer the dim spot lights danced on his skin and his hair, he was at least 6' 2" , the heat grew between my legs and his nostrils flared ,a small crooked smile appeared on his face..
" Your beautiful " I whispered..shit did I actually just say that out loud..
" Your English?" he mused, I wasn't sure if this required an answer.
" Erm .. yes"
" My father would be interested in talking to you , he hasn't been back to England in a very long time" he seemed to smile to himself this time , his eyes looking slightly lost.
" Your father?" I raised an eyebrow.
" Yes Carlisle , he was born in London"
" Ah" ..great response..numb nuts..
He moved slowly and sat beside me on the sofa , his hands stroked the leather and the heat between my legs intensified..I rubbed my thighs together slowly.
" I wish you wouldn't do that" he hissed.
" What"?"
" That" he gestured towards my legs,..shit am I turning him on...if this really was MY vampire I already knew what I did to him..maybe a switch in control is needed...are you fucking nuts Swan he'll kill you..
" What are you thinking?" he smiled
" Oh er nothing"
He closed his eyes. hanging his head back to rest on the back of the sofa and he exhaled a long husky breath.
" You are driving me insane with this silence Miss Swan" he said finally his eyes burning into mine, I shifted on the sofa.
" Bella" I corrected him , he lifted an eyebrow.
" So , you were the birthday girl?"
" You knew I was, didn't you?"
He laughed and it was the most beautiful sound in the world,
" Can I ask you something?" I whispered playing with my hands , I couldn't form a sentence looking into his eyes.
" Sure"
" Did YOU kiss my cousin?"
He laughed again and shook his head.
" No , that would be Emmett my brother"
" So..so your Edward?"
" Yes" he looked away, shifting in his seat.
" Can I ask you something else?"
" Your very loquacious" he smiled
I looked at him and laughed " That's nice , most people just say I suffer from verbal diarrhoea"
His eyes narrowed, shaking his head he dragged his long fingers through his hair..what he could do to me with those long fingers..
" Your question Miss Swan?"
" Sorry, erm.. why did you let me touch you, tonight I mean..that was you wasn't it?"
He smiled again , his face had an ethereal glow when he smiled and my stomach twitched.
" I'm sorry , I shouldn't have, that's not what's supposed to happen"
" Oh" I looked back down and played with a piece of invisible lint on my dress,
Edward lifted my chin with his cool fingers, I didn't flinch this time the coolness was nice against my blush.
We stared into one another's eyes as he moved his face closer , his scent filled my lungs and I closed my eyes as his marble lips pressed against mine, his kisses were soft and I allowed him to take control of my mouth.
He pressed harder and I was forced to lay back, my head on the back of the cool leather sofa,...fuck this was hot..
I moved into the kiss matching his caress as the kiss deepened a low grumble escaped through his lips...holy shit I just made a guy growl..
I sucked his bottom lip, and his had fisted in my hair, I couldn't move mine they were trapped by my sides.
He pulled me forward with the ease of picking up a toddler and placed me on his lap, I moved again so I was straddling him, I could feel his arousal under his black trousers , it pressed into my heat and I moaned at the contact.
Both hands in his hair I fisted and pulled as our kiss intensified , he moved his hands up my thighs to my waist and growled in appreciation.
I ran my tongue along his upper teeth and he pulled back
" Your fucking dangerous" he hissed , I smiled and bit my lip..I needed him..nothing else mattered..I wanted him..
I ground my hips to his and he met my thrusts venomously.
He pulled back again his eyes black and solid,
" I want you" he whispered , crashing his mouth back to mine, I whimpered in response , and then we were moving, never releasing my mouth I felt us move into another room, it was brighter than his office everything decorated in lush reds and golds, he turned me to face a huge four poster bed adorned again in lush warm colours.
" Home from home" he shrugged as he placed me on the centre of the bed..this was it..I was going to...with a vampire...I..was..going..to...shit!..I don't know how..shit!..
I closed my eyes and attempted to push my nerves away, my heart stuttered and Edward looked back at me from the door.
" Is everything okay Bella?
Shit how did he know?
" I..I ..have to go" I stumbled off the bed, praying my tears wouldn't fall , what the fuck was I thinking, I cant have sex with a vampire , I have never had sex before it would be a total disaster, I moved to push past him and he caught my wrist.
" If that's what you want?" he whispered kissing the inside of my wrist,
Fuck no..that's .not what I want I want you to fuck me till I scream and call my name out when you cum..but..I can't..
" No" I whispered not looking at him " I don't want to go" , and with that he pulled me into his arms and I wrapped my legs around his waist , he was in his boxers and his black shirt was un- fastened a lone crucifix lay on his rippled chest I looked at the cross and raised an eyebrow.
He laughed and nuzzled my neck," Myth" he whispered
He kissed me gently on my neck and throat as he lay me back onto the bed, he grabbed the hem of my dress and lifted I leant up so he could pull it off, I lay back as his eyes widened at my lack of bra and barely there panties.
" Beautiful" he whispered peppering my body with kisses .
I bucked my hips to his touch, feather like and sure. He kissed my pubic bone and I whimpered in response, he growled a feral growl which woke every primal instinct in my body. I could do this..he would show me..
He moved back to my mouth, his hips moving rhythmically with mine.
Our tongues clashed as our kisses became full of hunger and lust.
He rose up above me , taking the rest of my clothes and his off, he nudged at my knee with his thigh and I opened my legs willingly, giving him control.
He moved slowly so he was lay half across me and hitched my leg over his hip , moving his aching cock to my entrance.
he moved gently inside me, I hissed as my barrier ripped and his stilled , his eyes flew to mine.
" Your?" he whispered barely audible, I looked down at his chest and nodded, his lips crashed into mine.
" Fucking beautiful , fucking dangerous" he mumbled through our lips.
He moved with reverence , slowly easing out until just the tip remained in my warm folds then he pushed back in, each thrust equalled the next slow but sure.
So this was it, this was what it was like being made love to , Aunt Leah said when I was older I would know the difference from having sex to being made love to, I had no experience but something in the way he held me and moved made me think of the latter.
His full weight on me , he thrusts came more pronounced, more possessive, stomach began to tighten , as his thrusts continued, I pushed my hips to meet his , he felt so deep.
" Fuck Bella , I'm so close" he whispered in my ear, and with those words my world exploded into a million nerve endings.
" Edward!" I hissed , and he stilled pouring his soul into my body.
I winced as he left me , feeling the abandonment and loss immediately.
" Are you okay,did I hurt you" he kissed the corner of my mouth and I leant in to deepen the kiss , he chuckled against my lips.
" Got a taste for it have we Miss Swan?"
I giggled and nodded because it wasn't a lie, I wanted this man to make love to me forever, I wanted to stay in this bed with him and never leave.