DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS THEY ARE ALL PROPERTY OF THE GENIUS STEPHENIE MEYER!! (except for the ones I made up)

Chapter 10

BPOV

Finally we're moving into our house today, I've been so excited, it's been driving Jasper crazy but not even his power is calming me down. He already had furniture there (I don't even wanna know how he go it on such short notice) so we just have to bring out clothes, and a couple-hundred of Jasper's books.

We sat in his car with all our stuff on the way to the house. I haven't stopped bouncing up and down in my seat since. I've already said goodbye to Tanya and the family, whom I've quite close to.

"Bella, love, can you please calm down?" I glared at him.

"Nope" I popped my lips on the 'p' and kept bouncing. He rolled his eyes and gave me a peck on the cheek.

"Bella, you're definitely one of a kind" This time it was my turn to roll my eyes. "So are you Jasper, so are you."

We intertwined our fingers and sat in a comfortable silence for the rest of the way there.

"Bella, look" Jasper pointed to the house that came into view as we turned left around a bend. I smiled from ear to ear. I looked even more beautiful then yesterday, maybe it was the fact I was actually moving in today!

I hopped out of the car tripping over my other foot. Jasper caught me, like always and pulled me onto his back, running me into the house, up the stairs and set me down on the bed. The bed was king sized, made of cherry wood, and had dark red comforters.

Jasper took off and came back a couple minutes later carrying boxes of clothes and books.

When he brought everything he climbed on the bed with me and trailed butterfly kisses up and down my neck. I wrapped me right leg around Jasper and tangled my hands in his hair pulling myself closer to him. He rested his left hand on my hip while the other slowly made it's way up the skirt I was wearing. My breath was coming our in little gasps as I tried to remember how to breathe. But Jasper sent a wave of calm through me as he reached the corner of my mouth, then my lips. I only started to remove his light blue shirt before he stopped.

"Bella, love I don't think we should do this just yet, I don't want to hurt you."

"What? Jasper please don't do this, I want to do this I.. I don't think you could hurt me" he gave me a look of disbelief.

" please tell me you're kidding Bella. You know I could hurt you so easily, and how much it would kill me if I did so, just not right now"

I could feel my eyes begin to tear up, then spill over. I was just rejected, and it hurt. I started crying and Jasper stroked my cheek trying to clam me down.

"P-p-please Jasper, please" I whispered. "I'm ready a- and I love you" I rubbed his upper arm, he was now sitting beside me. There I said it, I've never said it out loud before but I knew now was the right time, I loved Jasper so much now, I couldn't not say it.

Jasper looked at me and he had the biggest smile I've ever seen on his face,. If he could cry, he probably would have. He picked me up and ran around the house at vampire speed before setting me back down on the bed and kissing me more urgently this time. He moved from my lips and started kissing me down my neck and around my collarbone. I gasped for air. I liked this side of Jasper. I smiled a little to myself.

We were back to where we left off, Jasper hovering over me, kissing my lips with so much passion. I put both my hands on his waist, gripping the sides of his shirt, pulling it over his head. He let me this time. I ran my hands over his perfectly sculpted chest, and abs. He made a seductive growl into the base of my neck. I shivered at is cool breathe. It felt so good.

He moved his lips back to mine and started kissing me again. I started to undo the top buttons of my shirt before Jasper stopped. That was really beginning to piss me off.

"Bella, love, what are you doing?" he really sounded curious, I thought him and Alice -cringe- have done this before.

"Taking off my shirt silly" I made it sound obvious.

"Bella, please, not tonight" What. The. Hell? I could feel the tears start to come, but pushed them back, this was no time for crying.

"Jasper-"

"Bella."

"I want this Jasper. I want YOU, and if you're afraid to hurt me then, then change me! Jasper I want nothing more then to be with you for eternity, please," I was blabbing until Jasper cut me off.

"Bella I don't know if I can do that. I don't want to damn your life, you know I want to be you too, but my self control, I, I don't know if I did I could stop." he sound sad, and I could see the pain in his eyes.

"Please, Jasper, I trust you." I brushed a piece of hair from out of his face, and stared deeply into his beautiful topaz eyes.

JPOV

Bella looked at me with pleading eyes. I didn't want to let her down. But I just couldn't damn her life to this. She also told me she trusted me, and... if I weren't able to stop and killed her, I could never live with myself I wanted to be with Bella forever , I really did . Bella was waiting and I knew u had to make a choice, and knew what I was going to pick.

I let out a loud sigh and rubbed my temples.

"Alright Bella, I will change you, but I must go hunting first, I want to take all precautions, so there's less of a chance of me hurting you okay?"

I saw tears fill her eyes as she started to cry. She jumped towards me, wrapping her arms around me neck sobbing into my chest. Tears of 'joy'. I stroked her hair and let her cry.

"I... Love... You... Jasper... So... Much!" she said between sobs.

"I love you too Bella, so much. I have to go now, I'll be back tomorrow afternoon, be good, and, try to stay out of trouble." I sat her down on the bed and kissed both her cheeks before running out the door to go hunting.

A/N Mkay there's another chapter... hope you liked it! i also changed my mind about chapter 13.. there's gonna be no lemons in this story.. i'll save them for another story :) .

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