An: This chapter is dedicated FULLY to Someone. She is the most insistent reviewer EVER and threatens my life a few times a month. She reviews 3 or 4 times a chapter and annoys the fuck outta me. She's awesome. :)

So read on… I know I'm taking awhile to update but I'm turning up the heat so prepare yourself for... something intense.

Chapter Nine Beautiful

Lorelai's surprise birthday was approaching quickly and Rory was trying her best to make sure everything was prepared. Soon it was the night before the big bash and her and her mom were dining on a huge bowl of Mac and Cheese, wearing tiaras like it was a job.

They discussed everything from the amount of money they received recently to Jess. Rory tried not to talk about Jess for certain reasons.

"So… have you… umm… done it?" Lorelai asks not making eye contact.

Rory was ignoring that subject for exactly that reason. Her eyes widen and she's stuttering about how she's confused and doesn't understand what her mother means.

"Oh my god. You did! Are you okay? How was it? Where? WHEN? I knew it!!" Her mom basically shouts in the empty house grabbing her shoulders and turning her toward her.

"It was… umm" Rory can't do this. She cannot discuss this right now.

"Was it bad?"

"NO" Rory all but screamed at her mother.

"Oh well… so it was good?" Lor has no idea how to go about this but she's so much more curious than her own good.

Rory is looking at her mother. She hadn't told anyone except Lane about it and she really has wanted to tell her mom but can she do this?

"It was… perfect. It was what I wanted it to be" She lets out a breath of air and a huge weight is lifted. For once she's not lying about Dean, or to her mom, or to herself. She's with Jess and they are together and that's exactly what she wants right now.

She smiles and Lorelai is the most scared she's ever been for her daughter. First she toys around with Dean and Jess, then she picks the bad boy, and she's obviously genuinely happy with Jess's overly cliché nature.

Meanwhile later that night Jess and Luke are having a meeting of two completely different minds. Luke knows Jess is cutting school and Jess simply doesn't care.

Luke offers Jess a raise for starters which Jess totally doesn't expect until the punch line hits:

"You need to quit that catastrophe at Wal-Mart."

"No" He didn't even think about it.

"Don't just say no. I bet you didn't even think about it."

Great know they are thinking alike. This is all Jess needs.

"I'll give you a raise and you can go to school and see Rory" Luke says the R word knowing he just may have a victory.

Instead of saying no again Jess just looks at him like Luke has turned into some sort of two headed monster.

"Don't look at me like that" Luke spits on like a little kid.

"Like what?" Jess smirks sideways realizing this argument could still turn in his favor.

"Stop. Now." Luke says through clenched teeth.

"I don't understand Uncle Luke. You're talking so I'm looking at you"

"Stop acting like a smart ass"

"I'm not acting like a smart ass"

"That's right! YOU ARE A SMART ASS"

"I'm just trying to make you happy Uncle Luke"

"I give up! I'm going to go shower and when I come out we're starting this conversation over" Luke points at Jess and then at the ground and then finally at the bathroom. He pivots and basically bolts into the bathroom shutting the door.

Jess finally loses the false smile and looks genuinely confused. He needs air. He needs to get out. So he does.

The sun is down and the town is quiet now and Jess walks briskly down the street. He keeps telling himself he's just walking but he knows Rory is home and he is going in that direction.

He doesn't need to see but he just wants to.

If Luke knows he's skipping school and working more that's means the school told him which means he doesn't have everything as under control as he thought he did.

Everything is spinning out of his control but Rory is the only thing changing for the better. They've only had sex once but it was memorable but awkward, which is how every memory like that should be.

He's done some crazy things with some crazy people but nothing like that. He never thought he'd have sex with Rory, correction, his Rory, out of no where on the floor of some run down place.

He walking slowly with a lazy small grin on his face and he suddenly hits a brick wall.

He looks up and see a chest, and then looks higher to see a tan floppy headed creature who is currently staring him like he is a bug and must be killed.

"Hey Deano." Jess says letting his smirk return.

"Jess" Dean says trying to not look mad so he just looks very dumb.

"Well I love to stay and chat, but the misses expects me over soon" Jess says just to upset Dean. He checks his wrist where his watch is just to add emphasis.

Jess suddenly sees something new. Dean doesn't look like an angry monster. He looks hurt. He looks upset. He looks like he might cry.

Now Jess can't handle this. He is about to insult him in some other way to try to get him to forget but before he can Dean looks down at him and says,

"Jerk."

He sniffles and wipes his nose with the arm of his coat and checks jess with his shoulder as he stalks away moping.

Jess waits for him to be out of sight before he grabs his shoulder and rubs it harshly where it's currently in pain from Dean nudging him.

The incident is forgotten and he continues toward Rory's house. He gets to the front porch and sees Rory and Lorelai talking lazily through their livingroom window.

He walks away from that side of the porch and goes toward Rory's window.

He remembers his first time seeing her and asking her to bail that night. After she said no he didn't think he'd get her.

She's too nice.

She's too sweet.

She's too innocent.

But he has her, and he's had her and he can't help but throw a pity party for himself. He's got the girl and he's blowing off school to work at Wal-mart? When did that become the plan?

Suddenly he's jimmying her window open. It's unlocked thankfully so it's not like he breaking it or anything.

He quietly gets inside and tries to get his eyes to adjust to the darkness. He sees her bed and goes to sit.

He continues to sit in the dark and think about what he has to do. There's a first for everything and he wants to ask Rory for help. He doesn't need it of course but he wants to try to work with her on this and after all she's going to wonder what the hell he is doing in her room in general.

He doesn't know how long he's been sitting there, thinking and waiting, but suddenly he hears her very close to the other side of her door.

"Sleep well birthday girl!" He here's Rory say.

"I will Sweets! Love you!" Her mother says followed by her bombarding up the stairs.

Rory's door opens and her light is flicked on.

She turns inward and nearly falls over at the sight of Jess sitting on the edge her bed looking at her.

They just stare at one another for awhile. Jess suddenly can't talk, or won't talk, he can't tell the difference anymore.

Rory finally shuts her door completely and turns around briskly bringing her arms up to her chest to fold them around herself.

"What are you doing here?!" She's asks in a weird voice trying not to sound mad, surprised, or overly happy.

"I…" What was he doing there? What was his thinking?

"Jess?" She's closer now and he can smell her scent from where he sits on the bed.

"I was walkin', and I wanted to see you" He says in the same tone he would take someone's order at Luke's. Rory smiles though in a way he's only seen her do so. He can't help it. This girl is going to be the reason for anything and everything he does.

He stands slightly and grabs her elbows and pulls her softly toward him.

As she moves he sits back down. He moves his hands around to her back and pulls her closer to him.

Her eyes shut and her body is stiff. He pushes his face into her chest and breaths in as much as he can. That smell is like a fuel for him.

He notices after he does it she's no longer stiff so he does it once more except concentrating that his mouth is over her breast.

He feels her breath in at the same time as him and let's himself look up at her face.

Her eyes are open now and she doesn't look the same.

She pulls away slowly and Jess makes whimpering sound which she giggles at. He frowns that she's laughing at him. What does she think he is? He's a guy and she's his girlfriend and she's hott and she's pretty and she's smart and she…. She's turning out her light.

Darkness feels the room and he's once again trying to get his eyes to adjust. Finally she's comes into focus with the help of some natural light from her window. She's hugging her body again.

The eagerness of their first time seems to have completely disappeared as she looks at him with wide eyes. He stands and starts to walk toward her and he sees her stiffen again.

"No don't. Don't be scared of me." He tells her in a weird serious manner that he doesn't think he's ever heard before. "Please." He adds more pleadingly.

"I'm not scared of you Jess. I just never felt like this before." She says what she's thinking, hoping against all hope that if she keeps talking so will he.

He gets closer to her until his mouth is right by her ear.

"Me either" he whispers and lets his hands come around her. He feels her body loosen in his arms and he feels his blood start to speed up around his stomach and chest.

He moves his hand to the front of her face and says "Kiss me"

That's all she needs and her mouth is on his. Neither notice that they groped one another standing right there and they certainly didn't notice they were on the bed until Jess suddenly felt Rory unbuttoning his pants.

"We don't have to Ror" What the fuck? Why does he keep saying things he doesn't truly mean?

"I want to" She answers quickly looking at him in his eyes and continues pulling his jeans off. She always looks at him like he's something fragile, like a new toy or something. He actually feels blood rush to his crotch and face. Is it possible to get a hard on and blush at the same time? Apparently it is.

She gutsy tonight considering she started slowly. Her hand is squeezing his inner thigh and suddenly she's straddling him. She pushed him back onto the bed and pushes her weight on top of him. His hands are grazing up and down her back until he gets under her shirt and undoes her bra. She stops kissing him for one minute and he attacks now.

He flips them over roughly and she seems to lose her breath. He needs to get her shirt off or he's going to explode in one way or another.

He grabs her arms and pulls her into a sitting up positions and before she even realizes it her shirt and bra are gone and Jess's face is plastered over her chest.

He's pushing her back onto her back now and moving down her naked belly. She's breathing very heavy but its going unnoticed. He reaches her jeans and under buttons them slowly looking up at her.

Her eyes are opening and shutting frequently and her lips are moist but very pink. Her nipples are hard and are sparkling in the little light in the room. He continues stripping her and takes his shirt off as well, leaving her completely naked and him in his boxers. He decides if he takes those off he will end up coming up short again so he has some other business to attend to.

He begins kissing her stomach again and she seems to be trying to pull him fully on top of her. He grabs her hands and pushed himself on top of her pinning her hands above her head.

Her eyes are open but looked unfocussed and full of want.

She's spreading her legs around him and her heat is seeping through his boxers. She can feel his hardness pushing into her through his boxers.

"Rory" he says in a strangled voice

"Mm"

"Stay still for a seconds and try to be quiet"

"What do you mean be quiet?" She asks smile lazily as he lets go on her hands and travels down her body again.

He drops down very lower and begins sucking and biting on her thigh. She lets out a high pitched squeal which results in jess looking up at her oddly while she laughs at herself.

"I didn't mean to." She giggles softly

"Yeah well remember your mom is upstairs and she hates me" He says seriously.

"She doesn't haaaaaaaaa" Rory doesn't finish her sentence as Jess is kissing his way softly around her warmth.

Finally he goes right for her center and start licking and sucking on her. She never thought this could actually feel good. Like really good.

She is subconsciously shutting her legs but Jess hands are holding them spread as wide as he can sternly.

He'd wanted to do this for the longest time. One of the first nights he moved here, he had seen her come into the diner wearing this big dress which he found out was for some coming out ball thing. He dreamt that night that he was working alone and she came in and he basically eaten her out which she wore the dress.

Weird dream.

Weirder wet dream.

Altogether something he thought he could never do and now his nose is covered in her wetness, and his tongue is pushing inside her.

He moves his face upward and lets his tongue flick his clit and lips while his hand moves up her legs from where he was holding her in place.

She's moving all around trying to keep his face where it feels best while not making a whole lot of noise.

Then she feels her stomach tighten and her legs start to shake. Her chest heaves upward and she looks down at Jess buried in her pussy licking her, and pushing one of his fingers inside her.

"Oh god" She pants flinging her body backward as if she's given up. She's tossing and turns trying to ride out this feeling he's giving her. He's not stopping though until her shaking is building to a point where she does not care who she wakes up she needs to yell.

Suddenly the feeling is over for a moment and Jess's face is over hers clamping down on her mouth.

She is sad that the feeling ended so abruptly but is compelled to kiss him. She slips her tongue in his mouth and tastes an odd bitter but strangely sweet taste and within a second she realizes that she can taste herself. That is what she is.

Before another second can pass his hand is moving inside her again and the shaking feeling apparently didn't stop. She feels a faint pulsing in her center and suddenly she's looking up at Jess and his eyes are so hungry. Hungry is the only word she can use to explain him.

He's pushing two or three fingers in and out of her now and she's feels the building again. Right when she's about to scream for him not stop his fingers are replaced with his dick pushed inside her.

She's moans outward nearly screaming in pleasure and shock. It doesn't hurt like before, actually quiet the opposite.

Everything stills as Jess sets a pace moving in and out of her. He puts his hands on her hips and kneels while still inside her. He lifts her hips and pulls her to him pushing inside her trying to feel her inside and out. This is the feeling he thinks about when he jerks off in the shower when Luke isn't home. This is the feeling he needs.

Rory shakes all over hitting her finish, and he's shocked before he's made some people come but it's never been from sex before and it's never looked that intense.

He feels her muscles clenching all around him and her mouth is open. Her tongue dances around her lips. He's recording this memory.

Seeing her cum basically drove him over the edge. He reaches down and pushes her legs apart more and crashes into her once or twice more before pulling out of her warmth and cumming all over her stomach and small patch of pubic hair.

They both look at one another.

Rory on her back with her hair all over the place and sweat on her forehead. Her breathing is rigid and broken.

Jess looks down at her. Her eyes are shining; her stomach is moist with himself all over her.

"You're Beautiful" he says in a voice he didn't know he had.

El fin for now.

REVIEWERS UNITE: Tell me what you think. What you want. What you need. Etc. Dont forget to Review because those are reminders for me! Also is this too steamy? Should i tone it down?

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An-angel – Haha no more "save the cheerleader save the world" but now "Are you on the list?" which I guess is less annoying and catchy. And about my story I know a lot of people first times are no happy and nice… I just felt like that worked for these characters.

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Vaguely – Jade Puget Mmm. Nothings wrong with being a Virgin btw. It's supposed to be something special and should be treated that way. My first time I was sixteen, with my boyfriend who I was planning on breaking up with but I wanted our relationship to be special and I did love him so we lost it to one another on my living room couch. It was quick and short and hurt but I remember every second still and that was like five years ago. Fuck I'm getting old. Another tidbit about my first time I had sex… There was an episode of Buffy on in the background ("Bad Eggs" Season two). Craziness.

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Charlilee – Extreme, sort of. But I didn't want it to be fluffy and overly joyous. I'm not saying Rory's kinky or anything crazy but in my mind sex is not always a beautiful slow paced thing… it can get dirty and sweaty. It's a way to connect with someone on another level. You get me kiddo?