A/N:
Alright. I informed Kakuri-chan that I was writing stories again... so he flew to the scene, and I helped him write this.
It's based on the song "Golden" by Fall Out Boy...
It's also about Kyo...
So dance on his behalf!
IT'S MY BROTHERS FIRST SONGFIC!
He did so well with this, I am extremely proud of him and I hope you guys are too.
"How cruel is the golden rule?"
It's strange, you know? No one ever wants to talk to me.
It's like a rule of the Sohma's.
"When the lives we lived are only golden-plated."
They think they're so much better than I am.
And it's probably true.
I mean, look at me.
I'm a monster.
"And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me,
And though I carry karats for everyone to see."
Sitting on this cold, hard roof, now.
I only see the lights.
The stars.
Like eyes, staring at me.
Haunting me.
"And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies."
I have too many enemies.
Everyone these days is against me.
What did I ever do to them?
What did they ever do to me?
"And all the lovers with no time for me."
Who could ever love a monster like me, anyway?
No one ever shoots me a second glance.
I'm like a horrible disease.
Everyone avoids me.
"And all of the mothers raised their babies to stay away from me."
Not even my own mother loved me.
Does Master even love me?
Parents tell their kids to stay away from me.
I'm the Cat, after all.
"Tongues on the sockets of electric dreams."
I can never sleep at night.
My dreams are haunted by fantasies.
Bubbles of a paradise that will never exist.
"Where the sewerage of youth drown the spark of my teens."
I hate to age.
I never want to become an adult, because I know the trauma that waits behind adult-ness.
"And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me,
And though I carry karats for everyone to see."
I'll never marry.
Not like the previous Cat.
He only married out of pity.
How cruel.
"And I saw God cry in the reflection of my enemies."
Akito is no help.
Some "God" she is.
Just to see her cry would brighten any day of mine.
"And all the lovers with no time for me."
Tohru.
Tohru.
How could I lose her?
To that damn Yuki.
How?
"And all of the mothers raised their babies to stay away from me."
And so now, I lay here with this knife in my hands.
I feel for the parents of the next Sohma child born.
He'll bare my curse.
"And pray he won't grow up to be me."
A/N:
(sniff)
I cannot believe the awesome job he did.
It brings tears to my eyes, I swear.
Like sister, like brother.