A/N: Oops, forgot to post this earlier today! Sorry, it is a little short, but this is a very important chapter. Tris' secret is revealed. I have hinted at it a few times, but you probably didn't catch on. There's certainly nothing M rated, graphic, or anything like that in here, but Tris' secret May be triggering so I kept it pretty basic. Read with caution and if you feel triggered, stop. You'll get the point at the beginning of the flashback which is in italics.

Thank you dauntlessquiddich for editing.

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Tobias' Point of View

I can not believe what just happened. Did I imagine that or did Al actually just kiss me?! What the hell? I think he actually did! What am I going to tell Tris. By the time this processed Al had already left so I couldn't talk to him, I guess later I'll have to call him or something.

Then I did something I never thought I would, I went to go talk to Peeta.

I walked over to his door and knocked.

"Umm hey Tobias. Do you need something?" He awkwardly stated when he walked over to open the door.

"Yeah. Umm can we talk?" I say scratching the back of the neck. Peeta then nodded and motioned for me to come inside.

"So what's going on?" He asked after a moment of silence.

"So I just had to meet someone, and I found out that he's gay." I begin.

"And? Why is that a problem?"

"That part isn't a problem. The fact he kissed me is."

"Oh."

"That's all you can think of saying?! Oh?" I yell.

"Sorry. I just have never been approached with this issue before."

"Okay, I understand. My question is do I tell Tris? He asked me not to tell anyone."

"Who is this person? Is it Al?"

"Why would you ask that!?"

"I'm going to take it that it was Al because of your defensive response. And because you told me you needed to meet him."

"Crap."

"Listen I won't tell anyone, but you better tell Tris. You wouldn't want her to hear it from someone else right?"

"Your right. Thanks Peeta."

"No problem. You need anything else?"

"Nope. I'll see you later." I say before waving goodbye as I left the apartment.

As soon as I got back to my apartment I checked my phone. I had a voice mail from Tris. I opened it, and listened to her say, "Hey Four. I need to talk to you. I'm so sorry. I'm heading over to your place now. Please. I'm so sorry."

I looked at the time she left the message and realized she will be here any minute. I hear a knock on the door as if on cue. When I open it I see a crying Tris. I immediately pull her into my arms and kiss the top of your head. After closing the door I bring her over to my couch and just hold her close before whispering, "Don't talk until you feel comfortable." I just nods and continues to cry into my shirt.

After about half an hour Tris speaks up, "I'm so sorry. I swear I didn't mean it. It's just been so stressful lately and I didn't know-"

"You relapsed?" I say, interrupting her. She just nodded and I pulled her back to my chest and whisper, "I'm not mad. Thank you for telling me. It's okay."

I remember when Tris first revealed her personal problems to me, we had been dating for around nine months...

I began planting kisses down her neck and unzipping her sweatshirt. When I go to push it off, she suddenly pushed me away.

"What's wrong?" I ask.

"I need you to listen to me. I really need to tell you this." She say. I nod so she continues, "And you need listen before saying anything." I nod again.

She then pulls off her sweatshirt, I'm a little confused at first about why she wouldn't let me a minute ago, but is now pulling it off herself. That is until I saw her wrists and upper arms. They were covered in cuts. I let out a gasp as soon as I noticed.

"It started about two and a half years ago. I was fourteen almost fifteen. I just needed a release. I hated myself, I still do. It gets worse everyday and I thought that the outside of my body deserved to feel the same way as the inside. I just thought I would try cutting myself once and that would be enough to prove myself it wouldn't help, but it did. It happened once and then I did it again telling myself one more time, but those one more times just kept coming until I decided I didn't care. It was a way to ease pain." She tells me.

"Tris, I love you so much and nothing you said changes that." I say.

"There's more. I've been making myself throw up. I just felt so fat every time I ate. I was never good enough. I don't feel like I deserve to eat. I'm not good enough." She continues.

"You are perfect the way you are. You are beautiful and worthy of eating and feeling good about yourself. Have you told anyone?" I ask.

"Besides you, only Christina knows. I told her the first time I cut and forced myself to throw up." She says. By now she's sobbing in my arms.

"I still love you Tris. I think we should tell your parents though."

"We can't! They will hate me. Please don't tell."

"I won't for now, but I'm going to be checking on you. Making you eat more. Checking your wrists. Making sure you are alright." I say before kissing her head and allowing her to cry into my shirt.

The parallels to today. After another couple months I ended up telling her parents. She was very mad at me at first, but got over it once eh talked to her. Tris was sent to a treatment center for six weeks and still goes to see a psychiatrist once every other week. Tris was diagnosed with severe depression and has been on anti-depressants since. They help her a bit, but more than anything the support of me, her parents, and Caleb help. She's in a much better place today, but still relapses. It's part of recovery.

"What are you thinking about?" She asks.

"The first time you told me about your struggles. How you cried into my chest just like today." I say. She nods. She isn't crying anymore, so we just stay cuddled on my couch.

After a little while when I realize that Tris has fallen asleep I lay her bean on a pillow and throw a blanket over her. Then a thought hits me, I can't tell her about Al now! How would she respond.

This means I have to keep it a secret. For God knows how long.

A/N: So there it is. I hope that it was alright for everyone to read. Please review your thoughts!