Chapter 10- My Heart Is Yours.

Note: I just thought, cause I got really in to it. And I feel guilty i haven't posted in ages I thought I'd get another out. Also Thank you for everyone that has read it. Big thumbs up to you.

Daryl ran over to Maggie, you could see the panic in his eyes, Why the hell did Beth just drop like that? Crazy thought's were going through his mind, is she dead?, is she sick? Did she get bit? 'what the fuck is going on?'

"what's going on?" He looked at Maggie.
"I don't know" Trying to hold on to Beth. "Lets make her comfortable." Daryl took Beth off Maggie, carried her and lied her down on a bed in the office of the church. Maggie leant down to feel her head. "She's got temp, Let's wrap her up warm."
"Check her body, if for bites" Daryl said with a very shaky voice.
"Daryl you need to calm down" Glen pushing him back. "Maggie will take care of her, just go and ask if anyone has paracetamol or anything like that"

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Daryl handed over some meds for Beth. "Is she okay?" Maggie shook her head.
"She's out cold, I think she might have a fever" Looking at him "She hasn't been bitten either."
"Just take care of O'kay" Daryl snapped. He stormed out the church, he sat on the porch of church he put his head in to his hands. "ahhhh fuck" He shook his head.

Glen came out, leant on the door or church. "What's going on Daryl?"
Daryl turned round to look at him. "What do you mean?"
"Beth?" raising his eyebrow. "She's got to you" Glen smirks and shakes his head.
"Oh fuck off" Giving Glen on of the famous looks of Daryl. "no one got to me" Daryl kicks the dirt on the ground. "I can't help but care."

Glen gave Daryl a pat on the shoulder and walked back in to the church.

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Beth slowly opened her eyes, her head is still all dizzy, she saw Maggie in a chair by the bed. "hey"
"Oh Beth, You had me worried." Hold her sisters hand. "you need to start a little bit more" handing her a bottle of water. Beth put the bottle to her lips and took a gulp full of water.
"I feel like shit" Looking at Maggie.
"I bet" Maggie giving a look.
"My head hurts" Maggie handed her some more paracetamol.
"Take these and you should feel better in a couple of days" Giving her a warm smile. "try and get some rest" Getting up from the chair. "you need as much rest as you can get, I don't want you fainting again." Maggie started walking towards the door. "I'm gonna see anyone got any food."

When Maggie left Daryl walked in, "Hey" Beth looked over at him. "How you feeling?"
"Okay, I guess. Maggie thinks I've got the flu and a really bad fever."
"Yeah." Daryl paused. "You scared me Y'know."
Beth eyes widened. What?
"I thought you fuckin pact it in"
"I didn't, I'm still here" giggles "for now" She looked over at his face. It looks really sad and tired.
"That's not funny, for second their I thought you'd gone" Beth could see the pain in his eyes.
"Daryl" Beth didn't know what to say, he actually looked like he was about to shut down and cry.

Daryl moved closer to the bed, "Y" don't understand" He knelled on the floor by the bed. "I don't understand either, what you're doing to me." He looks up at her. "I'm the person you shouldnt be falling in love with."

Beth didn't move, she didn't know what to do. She was shocked. Are they really having this "talk'.
"I'm really sorry Beth, I'm not the type of person that can give you what you want."
"Daryl…."
"No Beth, Y'need to understand, I'm not the person for you." Daryl pauses for a second. "I….I" Is he gonna say it? she thought.
"You have my heart" He softy said. "But I can't do this Beth." With that Daryl got up and left.

In that moment she felt even more worse than before. Tears just ran down her face.
and why wouldn't stop.

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Beth hugged the pillow on the bed. She heard noises coming from the door. sounds of laughter and chatting. happiness.

Beth got up from the bed, and the opened the door. All of them drinking, eating around a load of candles. It looked amazing. happy!

"Beth" Maggie, she seemed like she's had a fair few sips of wine. "come sit" patting the space next to her. "We have food." Beth walked passed Daryl without evening looking at him and sat next to her sister. "eat" passing her bit of bread and rice.

She could feel Daryl eyes on her, but she wasn't giving in. He literally made her feel like shit, it was the most pain she's felt in a long time. She felt broken, knowing he loves her but doesn't want her.

He's to messed up, and has a lot in his own head. Probably thinks she's just kid and that she wouldn't be able to handle it. She wants him for him. She loves him for him.

"Feeling any better?" Glen gave her a small smile.
"Yeah I guess, my head still hurts."
"Just keep taking painkillers, should sort it right out." gave her a wink. Glen was such a nice kind hearted person. He was good for Maggie and you could tell they were madly in love.

Even Sasha and Bob. The way the look at each other.

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"Y' okay?" Maggie looked at Beth.
"Fine, I need some air." She went to get up.
"Your not going on your own out their." Grabbing her arm. Causing everyone to look at them.
"I can take care of myself, I'm not a baby Maggie."
"You've just had a really bad fever Beth, You're still really weak." Glen spoke up.
"I just want some fucking air."

Beth got up to walk towards the church doors. "I'll go with her" Daryl got up. Maggie mouthed 'thanks.'

Daryl followed Beth out of the church. "Beth…."
"What?, you came to give me some sob stories?" pauses and turns to face him. "I'm sorry Daryl, but thank you for showing me your true colours."
"Your really proving my point here Beth" He's angry.
"And what's that's supposed to mean?" She's angry.
"Y' acting like a spoiled brat" Getting close to her.
Beth just looked at him. "You don't get it do you?"
"Get what?"
"How stupid you can make a person feel" Beth pauses "You made me feel like shit."
"I didn't make you feel like this did I?"
"Yes you did by saying all that shit back inside" Getting angry again. "You have my heart, what a load of fucking bullshit."

Daryl just stood their looking at her. "Fuck this" about to turn away from her. "Y' don't understand me, you will never understand and that's because your just a kid."

Those word Beth didn't want to hear. Kid!

She knew that's how he felt, he saw her as just a kid.
The tears started coming down her face again, Daryl walked back in to the church again. Beth wiped her tears, She didn't want other people to see she'd been crying.

'Beth breathe' She said to herself. All she wanted to do was break down but to be frank with you wasn't neither the time or place too.

I think that the idea of Beth and Daryl was long gone.

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Carol And Daryl went off in the morning and collected some water for the camp. They found a river literally five minutes away from the church.
"What's going on Daryl?" Carol asked.
"nothin" he smiled. "I just got some water."
"You know what I'm going on about" She said giving him unwanted look.

He started walking faster, avoiding the question.

"Daryl stop!" Carol grabbed his arm pulling him back to face her.
"What?"
"Theirs some thing going on with you and Beth isn't their?"
"And what makes you think that?"
"Oh come on Daryl, I do watch." Looking at him. Carol is the only one Daryl has really trusted in group even though him and Rick have gotten very close but Carol understands him.
"She told me she loved me" Daryl didn't know where to look.

"What about you?" She puts her head to the side.

"Pfft, She's just a kid."
Carol saw right through him, and she knew deep down he was lying to himself.