:O 30 reviews! I am so happy, Thank you THANK YOU ALL.

And to reply to a reviewer. Yes in most stories I'd say Konan is nice. But not in this one, I do not plan to make it like anyone else's. How many stories do you know that have Kisame sucking blood? None...I think, I've never read any. Anything ty for reviewing, you and everyone else. It really makes me happy and in the mood to write more. So here it is, the next chapter, but, this one's different.

It gets more into the plot, and...some BIG happens. I'm not sure if any stories has what I plan to do. So Be in a big shock and review. btw, I'm going to get more into detail and tell me if this chapter is better. With the detail and all k?

Warning: if you do not like violence and...i guess its abuse too. It's only a fight... Anyways if you don't like it, I am sorry but I had to add it. Because KONAN IS A BAD BAD GIRL RIGHT TOBI!

Tobi: *nods* Konan took Tobi's candy, Tobi's cookies, Tobi's many plushies of Zetsu...even Tobi's green underwear that Zetsu likes...*crying*

...O...o...O...o...ok...O.o...!...!...!...wonderful. I'll buy you another.

Tobi: REALLY, YAY.

Kakuzu: you're planning to take it out of my money...aren't you?

OF course ^o^

Looks Can be Deceiving

Alex wakes up in the medical room that Kakuzu had left her previously. Her eyes blinked as the light of the room shined on her unprepared eyes. Once they were adjusted, she turned her neck to the left, to see a bottle of red liquid.

At first she was only confused, but remembered quickly what Kakuzu had told her about the biting and sucking problem. This must have been her blood in the bottle. She sat up, to get a better look at the room. It was pretty much empty and white. The walls, lights and sinks were completely white. She found this almost blinding.

She soon leaned, relaxed in the soft, puffy and comfy pillow and closed her eyes. Recalled the other day, Kisame had gone crazy for her blood.

Her eyes tightened, as she remembered Konan and what she had done. Alex opened her eyes and stared at her bandaged arms and signed. There was blurring in her memory, when, she suspected, she had fainted. But she seems to always hear a slight voice of Pain, the leader. She couldn't remember his words, only his voice.

She heard the doorknob turn, and shot her head toward the door to her right. The door, too, was painted white even the knob. Who was it? She wondered. Was it Konan, comeback to hurt her more or apologize? Was it Kakuzu? Come to patch her up to full recovery, or, was it...? WHO WAS IT? He mind screamed, and rushed to wonder. Should she be scared? Relaxed? Tensed? What? What should she do?

As her mind raced, she didn't really have time to give a reaction, till after she had seen the man in the black and red cloak. The man had an orange mask, covering his face, and had only one eye hole. His black hair spiked beyond his orange swirly mask, as he walked in. Madara. She had to admit, she didn't except him of all the members to walk in.

He walked toward her, head high, shoulders straight, and long graceful steps. He of course, had his act down. He wasn't 'Tobi'. He was Madara at the moment. And if that was the cause, something, must have happened that concerns him, or involves him.

Alex's eyes followed him carefully, as her body tensed. Finally, he stopped, and turned to her, facing her, without a word, just, staring. This, made her, uncomfortable, she moved, shifting on the bed.

"I don't understand" He finally said. "What is it about your blood alone that divides you from anyone else?" He asked, as if he was talking to himself, and not asking her. Her eyes widen a bit. She hadn't really thought about this herself. But now that she hears it herself. She wonders too. "Is it because you aren't from this world?"

Alex stares away from him and on her arms again. "And" he pauses. "Why is Konan so desperate to make you leave?" Alex looked up again. He was leaned forward, closer to her, right above her feet, under the bed sheets. His hand was under his masked chin, staring even more oddly.

After a few more creepy stares, he straightens and walked out. Leaving her, wondering about his questions. Did he simply say that only to get Alex thinking too? Alex signed again.

"Why do ninja things have to be so complicated!" She yelled in frustration her had grabbed her head in agony.

"I could ask the same for those who aren't of this world" A deep voice said. She sharply turned to the door again. Pain stood with a blue scroll in his hand. Deidara, Sasori, Hidan and Kakuzu were behind him, and they followed him in the room when he entered. He stood in front of the bed, and everyone else stood behind. "You've finally woke up after a few days"

"Few days?" I asked in confusion.

"Forget it un. We got the scroll hm"

"Ya, you were so slow, you know how I hate to wait" Sasori grumbled.

"What's it for Pain-sama?" Kakuzu asked.

"I've heard that, in the past, there was an illness that caused a person to lose their chakra. No, the person wouldn't die, only lose all control over his chakra, or, the chakra itself would vanish. Soon after, a traveler entered the grass village, fascinated by the illness; he began to study about it. He made many tests, and mistakes, but he kept working. Soon after, he had finally created the cure" Pain explained. He lifted his hand with the scroll, from being next to his legs to up to eye level.

"This, is the cure. The reason why it's forbidden, is because, to make it, the lost of human souls must be done before making it. A big amount. This man, went as far to do such a thing, he killed many villagers, poor men, woman, children's, just to achieve to make a cure" A pause. "He had made many, reason to it, is because you may only use it once and the scroll becomes nothing but dead weight. This one is the last the grass village had. The plan was to use it on their Kazekage, for when he got this odd illness." He looked straight into Alex's eye.

"I have asked Deidara and Sasori to bring it to me. I believe, if it were to be about to return the lost chakra to someone. It should be about to give chakra to one who had never gotten it. But it may be risky. Would you go through the test?" He asked.

"Uhm...What...If it works...then what?"

"You'll be training under my members personally, learning someone different from them. And you, will become our new member"

"B-but Konan wouldn-"

"It is NOT, in Konan's thought, opinion or rights, to change what I have decided" He inturpted her.

"And if it fails..." Kakuzu stepped up.

"Well, to make this work, we'd need a good and large amount of chakra, Kisame, would be the right choice. For now, he's on a mission of Itachi. Once he returns, we'd use the scroll and pump chakra into your veins, his chakra. If it's a success, then chakra points would slowly form on your body. It might be painful, but worth the pain. And if it were to fail, the chakra would burst an it might rip all your veins into shredded pieces and die"

"Are you guys crazy! Like I'd risk my life for some 'super powers'"

"The choice is yours" Pain said. "But you'd do use even more good if you were to aid us in battle. We'll leave you to your thoughts, Kakuzu change her bandages" Kakuzu nodded, as Deidara, with his arms behind his hand.

"I guess we got it for no reason un"

"Waste of time" Sasori grumbled again. As they both walked out with Pain at the lead. Kakuzu opened the white cupboards and took out fresh new white bandages. He walked over to my bed, and took hold of my arm. Slowly and carefully, he unwrapped it, and threw it out. He paused to stare are her bruised, and swollen cuts, before re-bandaging them. He said nothing, as he continued to the other hand. He could feel her arm trembling as she looked at them.

Once he was done, he rifled her hair suddenly. Her eyes widen and looked up at him, his hand still on her head.

"You told us once, that you and a friend of yours had always wished to come here. And be trained under your favourite character, isn't that right?" I nodded. "Your friend isn't here; we wouldn't bring her here, never. But, your wish might come true if you accept the scroll. Think it about hard kid."

"Don't call me kid..." She looked down. "I...I'll accept it..."

"Good girl" He walked out soon after, as Alex straightened her hair.

...

Stolen food was severed to her, since no one really knew how to make edible food. It was a whole bun, cooked meat, a glass of water, and salad. The salad had the meat all over it. She began to eat.

After finishing, Tobi, acting as Tobi, came in to take plates and glass away. A few hours now and then, she'd get up and got to the bathroom, though her hand's hurt when she carries anything or moves it. She couldn't not go to the bathroom.

Night came slowly, and torturing, she laid in her bed, back turned to the door. She kept hearing noises, footsteps, the sound of wind, and the sound when the wind blows through clothing. Suddenly, the door opened.

She began to tremble, and panic. The click of the shoes, were click. Konan.

.ALEX POV.

I shot up on the bed, turned toward the footstep noise when the walking stopped. Konan stood, frowning in furious anger. Her hands were clenched into a fist and her teeth showed clenched at one another. Her orange eyes showed flares and hate toward me. He stomped toward me and sat on my legs, knowing I couldn't move my hands too much. I was cornered. Her weight was stronger than my legs could carry; her fisted hand rose up and punched my bandaged face hard. My neck twisted to the right from her hard punch.

The bandage flew off as the cut began to bleed again.

"S-stop" I whimpered, as another punch when across my left cheek this time. She punched my nose next, which caused it to bleed too. My eye too, and the action continued. I plead for it to stop.

"W-why?"

"Because you're getting in the way! Do you know what Pain and I have been through! Do you!" She began to slap this time, her knuckles, had blood on it from my face.

"I...Do..."

"No, you don't!" I held on her wrist as he almost my contact with my bloody face. Panting, and feeling my bruised eyes swell, I looked down.

"I do...I really do...I know. I know about the war, and what had happened to your families. You, and your two other friends. I know about the one that died for you, and the one that took his dream to make peace. I know...but...why...are you doing this to me..." Tears sting my cuts as they streamed down my eyes down on the bed sheet. "It hurts..." I whimpered out. "You're...hurting me..." She yanked her hand away and began to pull on my hair.

"Shut up, you don't know anything of being alone! You don't know anything! You snotty, selfish, arrogant child!" My screamed increased in volume. Someone burst through the door. Konan continued as if her anger was blocking everything.

Her blue hair was yanked back hard as she let go of my hair and yelped. She started to see who.

"You little bitch" The voice was cold and threatening. It was Hidan. "I'll sacrifice you to Jashin-sama!" He threw her over on the ground by pulling on her hair hard enough. She cried out as she hit the ground hard.

I sobbed as I held myself. My tears mixed with my blood as it poured down my face and stained the bed sheet. Kakuzu came right after Konan was thrown and rushed to me. He pulled my unwilling hand down and quickly added my wound. Deidara, and Sasori came in too, with Pain at their tail.

Konan, at the sight of Pain, rushed to him.

"Look what he did Pain, he throw me, and pulled on my hair. How dare they, throw him out, throw him out." She pleads. Pain's eyes darkened as he glared icily.

.Narrator.

Pain back-hand slapped Konan across of the face hard enough for her to fall on the ground. Her face terrified, she held her slapped cheek.

"Pai-"

"Shut up, you are not worthy to be a member"

"Pain, I can explain-"

"I said shut up! I also mentioned, take one step out of line, and you're out" She whimpered. "I never knew you, of all people, to do such a thing. To decide on your own. And to harm, someone I had worked hard to get here. I don't want to see you in my presence again Konan. Vanish from my sight!" He pointed sharply at the door. "Never come back!" She shook her head, refusing.

"Deidara, take her away" She plead and reached for him as she was dragged and kicked out of the cave.

Once she was gone, he turned to Alex, who continued to sob. She had a black eye, one bit bump on her other eye lid. She had a tissue in her mouth to absorb the bleeding on her lips and in her mouth. Her cheeks were swollen slightly and red. They were bandaged too.

"This...Wasn't...what was...supposed to happen..." Alex sobbed out. "Konan and I were supposed to be best friends, and we'd hang out and have fun. We'd laugh and make jokes." Tears continued to fall as she clenched the stained bed sheet. "We...were suppose to have fun...that was...what I thought...but...She completely different than I thought..." Everyone was silent, and suddenly Zetsu appeared from the ground.

"Konan has left the area Leader."

"Good, keep watch"

"Yes" He sunk away.

"Hidan keep watch, just in case, everyone else, go back to sleep" Pain ordered and left before he let Hidan complain.

Alex returned sleeping on her back. Hidan grumbled and sat down on the bed.

"So, was what she said right? Do you know anything about such a feeling as hers?" Hidan asked, somehow his voice was different. He seemed to be working hard on not to say something stupid and to act intelligent. Alex smiled, but quickly stopped when her face ached at the smile.

"I...guess. My Mom is too busy for me, my Dad lives out of the city, of where I live cause of some family problems. As for my big sister...She's gone a little crazy. She's been...just horrible. Ever since I was nine. I had to do everything alone. I didn't reach out for someone. I didn't want to. I've done it before I was 9 a few times. And the people only let me down. Only hurt me. So I've decided to, sort of keep my feelings...hidden, and secret. And act in a differently." A pause.

"I walk away when I get a chance to reach out for someone. When I don't understand something, I act like I do. When I'm sad, I act happy, and like everything is just wonderful. But...It builds up..."

"What does?"

"Stress...some much stress and maybe depression...to the point where I...just want everything to end. To get it over with. It gets so heavy on my shoulders and chest that, I just...burst out..." By now she was crying.

Hidan, didn't know what do you, he'd never been good at such a problem. He wasn't good with anything that was a problem. He only took it easy and took the laid back rode. So, not wanting to ruin anything, he kept quiet and looking away.

"I see..." Maybe...he thought. "Well...you opened up to me..."

"That's because I...I...just had to tell someone, it hurts...it hurts so much"

"...Uh..." Hidan, hesitantly reached out to her shoulders. "You...should...talk about things more. But...I don't...know what to say except...That's one shitty life. But, but...I'm not saying you should end it. Leader won't be to glad. Instead...uh..." He began to think.

"Instead...Make a new life" She looked at him, her tears stopping. "Make a new life here, as a member"

"But, I might die"

"Well...yes but, you said it yourself, you want it to end" Her face seemed to cry again. "Aaaaahh~ I'm not good at this, I don't know the hell am I suppose to say. I suck at comforting" He grumbled at himself. "Just...Go to sleep"

...

Alex did like it here, except for the times she has been hurt. But since they had contacted Itachi and Kisame, they had told them, they wouldn't return for a few more many days. Instead of waiting for them, Pain decided to use his chakra instead. He too had a large amount. So here she was, laid on the bed, nervous and scared, as they open the scroll. Kakuzu made a hand sign, and told me to open my mouth. I did.

"It says the one who is going to be giving chakra away should place his hand over the mouth" Kakuzu read aloud and Pain followed to instruction. "Push in slowly and gently chakra, and use that chakra inside of her, to make chakra path." Pain pushed in slowly, his energy. "It also says, as you continue to do so, you will know when you are done, is when Alex feels this, odd feeling of energy in her. This means the chakra points are created or activated."

"It...Feels...weird...already" Alex commented. She couldn't talk properly because she had to keep her mouth open, so her words weren't clear.

"That's all it says really"

.Alex POV.

The feeling of chakra running into my body was a feeling I will never feel ever. It was as if my body was, recharging on something. Though it was relaxing, I was still shaky, that fact that I could die from this.

This went on for a few hours, Pain seemed to be fine, and his stances hadn't changed at all. He was calm and firm in place. I felt a click inside of me, and my eyes widen. Kakuzu quickly called out.

"Stop" Pain quickly did stop pushing chakra. "Close your mouth" I did. I was slightly scared, panting even, that in a few minutes I might die. "I...Think it worked" Kakuzu announced.

"Nope, it didn't work" A snake voice said. Everyone turned. Orochimaru was out.

"Orochimaru!" Pain yelled angrily. Orochimaru only chuckled.

"Yes, I'll return, in due time, leader. But to seal and confirm that it will work, you need another, completely different chakra to close it up. And I'd be happy to help" Before anyone to decline, he was already next to me, pushing his chakra, into my mouth unwillingly. He used his other hand to open my mouth. He then pulled away, and chuckled. "I'll be leaving the Akatsuki" Was his last words before he ran off.

"...What...did he do?"

"I don't know but, now that your alive, we'll have to check it out"

"Ok!"

...Someplace else...

"You have left the Akatsuki?" Sasuke turned to the lady, with blue hair. She had taken her ring and thrown it away.

"Yes, they have treated me wrong"

"And now you want to join Orochimaru and Taka team" she nodded.

"No, Sasuke, she's tricking us, she's a SPY" Karin denied. She didn't want another girl.

"It's ok, my Sasuke" Orchimaru said, coming out of the darkness. "She really was kicked out, and I just quit, it seems...a girl interreges me" He chuckled.

"Welcome Konan" Kabuto said, walking to Orochimaru. "And welcome back, Lord Orochimaru"

"How kind of you, as for you Konan, tell me everything you know about this...new girl"

Ok so review. PLZ. Ok so you know a bit more about Alex now, how sad her life is D: and as a HEADS UP IMPORTANT THING: I might change the pairing, i mean she's 15 and kisame is...much older. So I might change it. I haven't decided who. I might not even have a pairing. BUT I MIGHT.

Anyways, i might add yaoi, a slight bit...i still don't have any votes of yes or no on yaoi.

Btw a reviewer had guessed right about the scrolls to make her a ninja.

COnGRATZ

Review, hope you like the little imformation and the little twist in the plot of Konan in the taka/lord orochimaru team so no, orochimaru is not killed...yet...

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IMPORTANT: I need a new summery anyone have a good one for this story that fits the right size for the box, having troubles D: