I'm not even going to lie I didn't expect to come back writing at this time. I thought at first that I was going to be able to come back writing my stories on my 2013 flow lmao...but it turned out otherwise. I realized as I got older I had more things I needed to do and that got in the way of my storywriting time. Tbh I haven't really sat down and been on FanFiction since early 2014 as in constant time. As I type this it's 3:26 in the morning and decided to write this due to some reviews I read. There are some people who actually read my stories to make them happy and to put smiles on there faces. To be straight up fuck the views and all that. I figured if I can make someone day better by doing something simple and something I enjoy to do I better get writing lol. But I can't promise you frequent updates. That's something that won't probably change till after I graduate. I'm not even going to explain the chapter you be the judge all I have to say is that it's gonna be a shocker. TG3

ZERO HOUR

I'm pulled back into the closet and I don't know what to think. I'm almost certain it's Cece...it has to be. No one else knew I was going to hide in there including myself so how she knew is the bigger surprise.

I want to scream but I know thats just going to end up worse for me...so I mentally and physically prepare for pain.

I shut my eyes and wait for what's to come when all of a sudden I hear the most shocking and unexpected ever.

''Rocky are you ok?''

My eyes fly open to turn around and face my speaker and realize things are already better...it was Logan.

''Logan you scared me!'' I yell as I grip him tight in a hug.

He returns the favor but as I open my mouth to speak to him I can't help but notice to startled look on his face. This worries me, everytime he has this look something bad later happens so basically it's a warning to worse shit occuring.

I assume he realizes that I know what he's planning to say because these are the words that leaves his mouth.

"Rocky I'm sorry''

I don't even trip about it becuase this has been going on for months. It's sad to say that a girl is prone to getting beat up and bullied constantly by the people who I strongly thought were my friends.

I pace around the small space in the closet and try to keep myself calm. I know that the beatings will get even more severe. I just keep taking back to back L's.

I assume Logan sees me in this sad state so he gives me one of the tightest hugs i ever recieved. I'm not even going to lie at that moment I almost forgot about all my problems that quickly. It's like I was lifted away from everything.

I look at him and when I do I could've floated away. He's just so perfect to me and I know he cares deeply about me.

''Don't worry about all those assholes giving you a hard time'' Logan says ''Just keep fighting''.

I scuff, everytime I try to fight I get it worse.

Logan sees this and kisses my cheek. I look up at him and he smiles. ''I gotta go he says as he turns and leave the closet.

I'm stuck in a swirl for a good five minutes, he's just so sweet to me. I blush a little at the thought of him kissing my cheek before I leave the closet as well.

When I step out of the closet I look around, and it's not good at the first sight I see. Off to my left in the corner of the room I see Deuce. Deuce is basically just like Cece, just the boy version. He is what you might say like the vice president, fills in when the president isn't there.

I look at him for a short second before realizing something strange about his face...he was grinning. I don't mean like his usual sinister grin, but a flat out sneaky grin.

He seems to be darting his eyes at something behind me and I glance expecting...but no one is there.

I turn back towards him and he finally steps up and these words left his mouth.

''You think we don't know about these talks you have'' and with that he turns and walks away.

I'm stunned at first by this, firstly because I don't know how to register what he just said and I don't get these random times they decide to tell me things like this.

I just dont get it.

I sit there still thinking and come uo with nothing. I finally give up and turn back towards the clost to get my bag and it hits me. I'm truly shocked.

He was darting his eyes at the closet and basically told me that they know about me and logan chats.

Fuck!

I know that I'm in for it now, Cece probably already has some devilish plan cooking up. Then at the same time something else hits me. I find this worse.

Logan might get in trouble for talking to me.

The last thing I want to in this whole ordeal is to bring another person into this. I'm already living hell thats's bad enough to consume numerous people. I don't want him to do anything crazy for me that would get him in this position I'm in.

I make it through school finally and make it home. I'm still alone at home. I swear many might think that when I get home it's all good and I feel better there but naw.

Sometimes I feel worse at home then I do at school to be honest. Going home to a empty house everyday is really depressing.

Yea...

I've been sitting in my house for a good three hours and I start to get sleepy. I start to close my eyes but then I hear a knock on my window. I look towards the window and see Logan.

I jump up and let him in through the window. We sit and talk about numerous things before he tells me something that blows my mind.

''Rocky I love you''

I feel much better at this, I know I shouldn't be getting involved in stuff like this...but I can't help it.

I don't even say anything to him I just kiss him. I don't even care at this point I just need to let all of my emotions out. I continue to kiss and kiss him until more things happen.

I need not to say what happened because I'm pretty sure you can say what happen and I don't feel bad about it because we both can say we love each other.

I look at him and kiss him again and he looks down at me. He gives me a smile that has me all blushed up.

He started to say something but he stops quickly and starts looking hard at something. I turn to look but I can't see what he's staring at. I start to ask him but before I can he gets up out of bed.

''Logan what's wrong?'' I ask

''Fucking with you that's what's wrong'' He says surprising me greatly. I'm really shocked and I'm utterly confused. I start to talk beofore I hear the worst sound in my life.

Laughter...laughter from Cece's group.

''You got her good Logan'' I hear Deuce said.

''Yea'' I hear Logan say laughing as well.

I start to cry, I can't believe this and I'm not accepting it.

I see Cece laughing as well in the window looking at me.

''Blue you are just a slut...I didn't even expect you to stoop this low but damn'' says Cece as I cry harder than ever.

''Let's go guys'' Cece says as her gang leaves with her...including Logan.

Just when I though things were going good this happens. I swear I don't even kno why I'm still alive at this point...You know what.

Fuck it...

I continue to cry until I walk out of my room to the hallway. I can't belive Logan played me this entire time. This is worse than what any of the beatings Cece gave could do...this is pure resentment.

I walked to my parents empty room to get one thing and one thing only. I walk towards the closet and reach around on the top shelve until my hand hits what I'm looking for. I grab it and stare at my only solution to my problem.

My dad's pistol.

When my eyes meet the gun I cry even harder. I cant believe that I'm actually doing this...I would've never imagined at this point in my life I would be at this point.

But things change.

I have no one and I put up fight for a long time I can say at least. I fought but I didn't win...I can't deal with this anymore. I continue to cry as I walk back to my, it feels as I'm walking to my own funeral. I know once I go through with this no one will care and everyone might throw a party...but I don't care.

I sit on my bed and look back down at the gun and watch my tears shed down on it. I have no other way in my mind and this will nver stop for me so I'm going to stop it the only way I know I can for good.

I let out a wimper as I place the gun to my head. I look out of the window where Cece and her gang laughed at me. Where Logan played and toyed with me. Where Cece use to climb through when we were bestfriends.

But those days are over...

And so is Rocky Blue...

(*pulls trigger)

TG3

Zero Hour