I heard Trish walk into the office but I didn't take much notice as I was in my own little world trying to figure out what the hell I was going to do.

The most asked question of this story.

Who will, stupid Ally Dawson who got herself into this mess, pick?

If anybody had the answer that would be great.

"Earth to Ally" I heard Trish say as she pulled me out of my trance. "How did the dates go?"

"Amazing. Each and every one of them. Each of them were sweet and kind and romantic and-" I cut myself off not sure if I should tell Trish about what Austin said to me last night.

"And?" She insisted.

I paused for a second and decided I should tell her.

"Austin said he loved me last night" i said quietly as I waited for her reaction.

"HE WHAT?!"

I grabbed her arm to pull her back into her seat. "Trish would you shut up!" I whispered/shouted at her. "He said that he loves me"

"Oh my god what did you say?"

"I didn't say anything!"

"Are you serious?"

"He said I didn't have to answer right away and that he just wanted to tell me how he feels"

"Marry him"

"Trish..."

"No Ally I'm serious ok? This is the guy! Austin is the guy that you have been waiting for!"

"I don't know tri-" I was cut off by a voice coming into the room.

"Oh my god ally!" I looked up and saw Amanda walk out of her office. "I have been listening to you two for the past month constructing your little plans to figure out which guy you want and I didn't bother saying it because frankly I didn't really care but oh my god are you blind? This Austin guy is in love with you and you are in love with him too!"

I just stared at the woman who barely ever talks to me on a regular basis giving me advice about my love life.

I started thinking about what she said and then suddenly everything made sense. Austin's face flashed through my mind as I jumped up out of my seat.

"You're right" I whispered to myself

"I'm what?"

"You're right!" I exclaimed standing up.

"Go get your man" Amanda smiled at me.

Let's do this.

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I ran up to Austin's apartment and I couldn't even wait for him to answer the door I just barged in looking for him.

"Austin I need to tell yo-" I cut myself off once I saw what was in his kitchen.

There stood Austin alongside Danny and beside him was Aaron.

Remember all the times I said the words 'I'm fucked'?

Well...

Now I'm really fucked.

"Wha- Uh- what's going on?" I stuttered suddenly feeling very faint.

"You tell us Ally" Danny said looking at me with his arms crossed.

"What are you guys doing here?" Don't pretend to be dumb Ally. Idiot.

"Well Danny saw you with Aaron and Aaron saw you with me and you can imagine my surprise when I see two complete strangers at my door telling me that they want to beat the shit out of me because they saw me out with my girlfriend" Austin said glaring at me.

I didn't know what to say. They had every right to be mad at me.

"You weren't never supposed to find out I met you all at the same time I was gonna break up with two of you soon I just didn'-" I started to explain.

"Don't give us that shit Ally!" Austin exclaimed. I cringed and tried to speak,

"Austin plea-"

"No Ally! You knew exactly what you were doing and you knew who you were going to hurt. You just hoped we'd never find out"

"Austin I was coming over here to tell you I love you!"

He stopped and looked at me for a minute. I could see Danny and Aaron awkwardly shift on their feet. I gave them both sympathetic looks.

"Well that's just fucking great then isn't it? Now I have to forgive you and we can live happily ever after, but maybe first I should go find two more girls and compare them to you just to make sure you're the one for me" Austin laughed bitterly as he put his hands together like he was telling a fairytale story. I suddenly felt embarrassed that we were having this conversation in front of Danny and Aaron.

"Why did you do it Ally?" I heard Aaron ask.

"Look before I met you Aaron I met Danny and I didn't think I would ever see the two of you again and then I met Austin and the next thing I know all of you came into my life at the same time and I liked you all so much and I felt stuff with each of you that I never felt before but overtime I grew closer and closer with Austin and he was the one I fell in love with"

They all just stared at me with looks of betrayal on their faces and I've never felt worse about myself in my entire life.

"Well I don't know about you guys but I've heard enough of this bullshit" Danny said standing up from his seat and making his way to the door, opening it for me.

"Danny please" he shook his head, "Aaron?" He shook his head aswell.

I looked at Austin with tears in my eyes.

"Just go Ally" he said and I swear I could see tears starting to well in his eyes.

I decided I better not push the knife in any deeper and just go.

"I am so sorry" I said lastly before making my way out of the apartment and down the stairs and into my car. On my way out I felt Buster nuzzle his head against my leg.

"Bye Buster" I kissed his head and left.

I was asking for this wasn't I?

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The rest of the night I spent crying into the arms of my best friend.

"I'm such an idiot" I sobbed

"No, Ally you're not and idiot" she soothed me.

We sat there and she rubbed my back while I bawled my eyes out.

"I really love him Trish"

"I know you do"

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The rest of the week went by slowly. Amanda wasn't rude or mean to me, I think she sensed that stuff didn't work out between me and Austin.

Everywhere I looked I saw Austin's face. I couldn't get him out of my head. It was like his face was imprinted on my brain and I won't ever be able to wash it off.

But I have to get over myself.

He doesn't want me.

The man that I love...

Doesn't.

Want.

Me.

And it hurt so bad.

Oh Ally... you really messed it up this time. What did you guys think of Ally love confession to Austin? I know the outcome wasn't ideal but trust me there will be more... ;)

I think there is probably about two chapters left in this story so please keep reading and reviewing! Xxx