I told her I can't believe I actually told her. I knew it was the right thing to do but my God I didn't want to tell her like this. I didn't want to tell her at all, but I knew that I had to I couldn't allow her to think that Jace and I did something then have her confront him and just confuse him and maybe activate the Heavenly Fire. that's not fair to him or to her or really to me either. I'm kind of of glad that I told her she could help me, maybe, I really need her to help me but I don't know if she can. but I know that she will try and that's all I can ask of her. but I can't focus on this now I have to focus and when I did Magnus and on what Magnus might have done to my son. I look to my mom you see the look of horror and Terror on her face and I know that she needs a moment to collect herself and her thoughts, but we really don't have that time.
"Mom, we need to make sure that Magnus is okay and maybe we can find out what he did to the baby." her eyes jumped me and all I can see is sadness and regret. I know that all she wants to do is hold me and tell me that everything's going to be okay, but she doesn't think it's going to be okay she has promised to not lie to me anymore, so she's not going to say a word because it's not going to be okay and she knows it. she nods her head but I can tell that she really doesn't know what's going on she's lost in her own head and thoughts. that's okay so am I, all I can think of is that little boy, my little boy, My Little Morning Star, and as much as I hate to admit it if Magnus did anything to harm my little boy I will kill him.
"Don't worry about that biscuit." my head snapped to look over at the doorway to the kitchen and see Magnus leaning against it. he looks like he's in pain and I want to go up and apologize for what I did but I really can't look at him, I'm still angry at him for what he might have done to my son. I really do hope did he hasn't done anything to hurt my little boy because if he has I will have to kill him, no one's hurts my little boy, no one.