here is ch 10, not my best work i feel by then not everthing can be.


Ch 10

It was late as Harry sat alone in the common room watching the painting to Naruto's room, the room Naruto was in this very moment, the room in which Naruto was in with a slimy Slytherin, and Harry couldn't stand it. From what the other Slytherin were saying Draco and Naruto had been to close for Harry's comfort and he didn't quit trust Naruto, god knows Naruto liked to flirt and not just with Harry but with every boy he came across. This in itself was not that important after all it helps to keep their relationship out of the public eye. So after all that Naruto flirting with him did not stand out from Naruto flirting with Ron, or Seamus however Ron and Seamus didn't particularly like his attention while, Harry loved it but Harry had know from a long time ago that Naruto liked to play, and though Harry didn't want to think that way about Naruto, he knew he would be foolish to think otherwise. And as the clock tock'd 11 the door opened and Naruto took Draco to the fat lady and sent him on his way.

"You should be in bed," said Naruto as he turned to face Harry and walked over and sat on the sofa, he stiffened a little and smiled at Harry.

"I must say you seem to be glowing tonight," Harry snapped.

"Now now Harry no need to be like that now is there?" Naruto asked.

"Well I don't know, you come out of you room and stink of sex, what am I to think about that?" Harry snarled at Naruto.

Naruto didn't seem to care too much, "hey I told you I wasn't any good, I also said not to get to attached, did I not? I know how bad that sounds but let's face facts I will have to leave you when I'm called back at the end of the year and I might not come back, you could never see me again, so just go with it and over look things."

"Wait are you seriously telling me to ignore you fucking around right under my nose?" Harry shouted.

"Shut up," Naruto jumped on Harry pining him to the chair, forcing his arm into Harry's mouth, "You'll wake somebody, now listen I don't need you, and I don't want him but I want you and need him. I can't end this with him Harry and I'm sorry to say that but you have heard of my past and you know what I have done, and though I don't like my past, there are some things I can't leave. Plus if you think about it I'm sleeping with you behind his back I was going out with him before you, now leave it alone, I don't need this right now, the Hokage is come to see me and is bringing my friends with her, and that meens that I will have to tell them what I have done. It could be the end of me, my friends could turn on me or tell the wrong people, that probably won't happen but they won't look and me the same way again will they? They will hate me …" it was at that point Naruto stopped his rant which had turned in to almost incomprehensible rambling, and then his arm falling out of Harry's mouth.

Harry sat unsure of quite what has happened and before he managed to pick up what had happened, Naruto had jump up again and looked down at Harry "look harry I'm not a great person. I have done enough to earn my spot in hell, I'm not in my right mind haven't been for some time, so don't ask too much and I'll give you all I can." Naruto left looking slightly drunk and as he walked in to his room Harry just heard him say to himself "oh shut up for once will you or at less say something of use to me."

"That didn't go so well did it?" asked a voice from behind Harry. Harry turned to see Hermione who was standing behind him staring in annoyance at the door to Naruto's room.

"it's not his fault," said Harry.

"Of course it is his fault. Who's else would it be? He shouldn't treat you like you're some toy, and you shouldn't defend him, stand up for yourself or at least end it with him," Hermione turned and left Harry in the dim light crying as he realised that the man he wanted to love, was probably going to ruin his live, if he kept him, but could he let him go.

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"That wasn't nice," said an annoyed voice.

Naruto looked up from his pillow and looked down again, it was the following morning and Naruto couldn't care less at the moment, "go away."

"No, I agree, it wasn't very nice atall," Hermione turned to look at the man sitting in the chair to her left, he was Naruto but very different. He seemed taller and his hair was long and flowed in the wind, his eyes were red and his lips were black.

"Who are you?"

"He's no-one ignore him," said Naruto sitting up look worst for ware, "and you fuck off to were you belong."

"No I don't have to I can still be out here for an hour or two. And now for you little lady I am Naruto's inner demon, and I must say that he was oh so nasty to that poor boy, and after all the love he had shown you too," the man said smirking in a way that unsettled Hermione.

"Ignore him he's just a bastard."

"Why? He agreed, maybe it's you who should stop ignoring him," said Hermione, 'this man must be some sort of Naruto, his guilt perhaps? No don't be foolish that couldn't happen not even with magic, so what is he 'Naruto's inner demon' do you think he was being more literal then I thought he was,' "I mean did you even thing about Harry's feelings?"

"Oh how could you Naruto, you're so mean," the man said, in a child like voice.

"Shut up, you have nothing of worth to say, go away,"

"Is that all you do Naruto? Push everyone who cares away?" The man seemed to be serious for once.

"Don't start your shit you live for my pain, you enjoy it when I fuck up, you hate me like everyone else," snaps Naruto, he was tired and didn't need this right now; he had enough on his plate.

"Oh it's true I take my pleasure from your suffering and Harry's too, I do find it ever so fun, but don't be fooled in to thinking I don't like you and it saddens me to see the guilt eat you slowly. You're starting to go mad, it can't continue, you'll kill yourself if it does, you need help," Kyuubi said sounding slightly concerned.

"Yes I agree you should go and see Dumbledore," Hermione said and then asked "so what are you going to do about Harry?"

"Nothing, I will leave Harry alone, like I should of done to begin with but I let my eyes decide my actions, rather than my head. Look don't worry about it Hermione, he only has to live it doesn't matter if he's happy. There'll be plenty of time after the Dark Lord is dead," said Naruto who had seemed to accept defeat for the time being.

"And what about now? Doesn't he deserve to be happy now?"

"Life sucks," "life sucks" Both human and demon said this together.

"This is not the end of this, but I'll be late for class if I stay any longer. You better do something to please Harry and fast," said Hermione as she left.

"God don't you just love women with fire in them, well then again a little puffer like you, maybe not hey? Anyway she's right, make it up to Harry," the man said as he faded away.

"What do you care anyway," Naruto said as he let his head full back to the pillow.

"I don't much but hey, better to be fucking two then one no, hmm?"

"Fuck you bastard."


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