Chapter Ten: Reunion
A/N: First offLight and love to all of you who took the time to review as you know your thoughts and feelings on the story make our day. Also thanks to those who have added the story to their alerts and favourites.
Special Note from Cinnamon Twist101: I would like to dedicate this chapter to my daughter who skydived from 8,000 ft for her 13th birthday yesterday,(I assure you she will not be reading any further than the A/N...), I am in awe of your fearlessness and your ability to step outside the square and challenge your limits...So proud of you my baby girl...
Disclaimer: S Meyer owns Twilight, Greenaway & myself own An Angel at my Table. All songs used in this chapter are owned by the respective artists and writers.
Playlist: Joan Jett: do you want to touch me, Guns n Roses: Patience, Madonna: Crazy for you, Duran Duran: Save a prayer...
It's been a long painful process getting these two back in the same City and now that they are the fun, games and frustrations really start :)....
Bella POV
Saturday morning dawn bright and clear, I kissed the twins goodbye and tried to keep the tears from spilling down my cheeks. Jake gave me and hug and kissed my cheek, "it's going to be fine Bells, we'll be back in a couple of days you'll barely have time to miss us."
"I miss you all already." I said in a voice thick with tears.
"Bells just go out and have a good time and we'll see you on Monday night."
"That's ages away, maybe I should just flag going to the party."
"I don't think so Isabella Marie Swan. Look it's only tonight and tomorrow night and then we'll be home. Go to your party and have a good time. I'm taking the twins with me regardless if you go to the party or not and it will only be worse for you rattling around that empty house with even more time on your hands. At least if you go out and have a few drinks maybe acquire a hangover you'll be able to sleep all day Sunday and then it won't seem as long."
I laughed at his logic, "Ok...And thanks again Jake and say hi to Renee and Charlie for me and tell them I'll call them tomorrow sometime."
"No worries now hurry up and get into party mode, Alice and Rose will be here soon and they'll be wanting to start getting on it early. They're really excited about getting to take you out so don't ruin it for them by moping around. Oh and don't do anything I wouldn't do."
I laughed harder, "you goody two shoes? Mate you have nothing on me sweetie. Years of experience here." I said pointing at myself.
Jake rolled his eyes, "Ok I'll see you Monday." I kissed the twins again closed the car door and hurried inside so Jake wouldn't see my cry.
As soon as I got into the empty house I wanted to call Jakes cellphone and tell him to come home, I eyed my cell phone on the bench and quickly scrolled down to Jakes number. I hesitated for a moment before calling.
I groaned when it went staright to voice mail and rolled my eyes when Jakes answer phone message came over the line.
"No Bella I will not turn around and bring the kids home, for god's sake put on your party dress and go to the ball Cinderella. Have a good time, don't lose your slippers or kiss any frogs they don't turn into princes. and be sure to be home by Monday or you'll turn into a pumpkin." Jakes laughter rung out in my ear.
"Fuck you Jake." I hissed, "and thanks my fairy god mother, I owe you." I hung up with a sigh and looked around the empty kitchen, my mood gloomy. When I could bear it no longer bear it I headed for the shower.
I used the cinnamon products the beauty salon ordered for me and I revelled in the concentrated cinnamon scent it left on my skin. I quickly applied a thick layer of black mascara to my upper and lower lash line and a slash of red lipstick on my lips.
Alice and Rose turned up sporting costumes and a bottle of tequila just as I was finishing painting my fingernails black. Alice smiled approvingly at my colour choice.
She set down the costumes while Rose headed for the kitchen in search of shot glasses, "are you ready to party belly bear?" Alice smirked at me and I laughed.
" Hell yeah," I said with more enthusiasm than what I was feeling.
"Yay Bells this going to be so much fun. Have you rehearsed your song?"
"Yeah a few times, I know the lyrics but I'm not looking forward to having to sing in front of a crowd," Lauren had text me to tell me that everyone who was at the party that night had to get up and perform a song by the artist they represented.
Rose returned with the shot glasses and we set about consuming most of the bottle as we talked about who would be there at the party tonight. I was starting to really feel the effects of the alcohol, it had been such a long time since I'd consumed any.
"Jazz and Emmett will be there for sure. You know those two they love nothing better than a good party." Alice gave me a sideways glance to see how I was going to react to that.
"Hey I never thought of that. Yay it will be good to party with Jasper and Emmett again. it's been so long and I'll be able to find out if Edward got married."
"And if he did?" Rose looked at me sympathetically.
"if he did I'll be happy for him but it won't change how I feel about him."
"So you love him even after all of this time."
"Yes I've tried so hard to purge him from my heart but I can't he's the father of my children and…"
"He might be the father of your children Bells but you're never going to tell him that! So don't you think you should move on?" Rose's voice had a tiny edge of impatience and I knew she hated the fact that I would pine after a man, not to mention a man that treated me so appallingly.
Alice passed me my costume and ordered me into it effectively ending my conversation with Rose. I stripped off my sweat pants and poured myself into the skin tight black leather pants Alice had found for me.
The damn pants were so tight I had to lie on the couch to get them done up. When I finally had them on and had walked around the room in them for a moment they felt extremely comfortable. I threw on the black leather top Alice had chosen for me it zipped up at the front and it left my mid drift bare. She finished the look off with a pair of black and silver studded boots she'd brought for me.
I wasn't too keen on the top, I felt exposed and a little slutty but Alice and Rose refused to let me change into the sex pistols T-shirt I had planned on wearing.
"Bella Joan Jett wore sexy leather outfits not T shirts and you're one hot looking Momma so why not flaunt it. Your stomach is flat and thanks to my recommendation of using Bio Oil you have no stretch marks. So let's have no more arguments or tantrums. Besides that song you chose screams slutty so don't play coy let your bad girl out of her cage and live a little." Alice gave me a threatening look and I sighed in defeat.
"Here Bells I've got something that will help you relax." Rose headed for the sideboard draw and pulled out a little tin, she pulled out a joint and waved it in the air.
"Where did that come from and how did you know it was there? I didn't know it was there."
Rose laughed, "Jake left it for us. He said he wanted you to have fun while you could." I silently thanked Jake and took the joint and lighter from Rose.
I put it to my lips and took a couple of big tokes passing it to Rose with a grin. The effects were instantaneous and I was beginning to feel comfortably numb thanks to the combination with the tequila and I even got over what I was wearing.
We smoked the rest of the joint and then another and I was feeling at peace with the world. I packed another couple of the herbal cigarettes in my bag for later and followed Rose and Alice out the door.
When we arrived at the venue the place was packed and the party was in full swing, we registered at the door and I was pleased to see I was the only Joan Jett on the list at least I was original.
We made our way inside and fought through the throng of people to the bar. I checked the cocktail list deciding on a flirtini a delicious mix of champagne, vodka and pineapple juice I ordered two so I wouldn't have to come back so soon. I grabbed my glasses and followed Rose and Alice into the crowd.
I kept my head down cast watching my feet as I pushed my way through the mass of people. I was surprised when I was grabbed from behind by a massive set of hands, "Bells how the fuck are you? I didn't know you'd be here tonight."
I recognised Emmett's booming voice at once and spun around to face him. I couldn't help but laugh when I saw him in his costume, "let me guess, Meat loaf. Am I right?"
"Don't you know it Joan Jett?" I laughed and was stoked that Emmett knew who I was trying to portray."
"Touché, It's really good to see you Emm, is Jazz with you?"
"Yeah he's floating around somewhere. Hey babe are you keen for a bit of Christmas cheer?" Emmett flashed me a mischievous grin.
I thought about what Alice and Jake said about making the most of my free time. I grinned at Emmett, "Why the fuck not. Christmas is only a few weeks away after all."
"That's my girl. You don't mind if a couple of mates join us do you?"
"Nah I guess not."
"Cool babe let's go." Emmett grabbed my hand and pulled me through the crowd toward the back of the venue.
I smiled shyly at the two men Emmett had invited to come with us. We made our way down a small corridor and emerged in an empty office.
Emmett locked the door behind us and headed for the desk, "Bella this is Felix and Demetri from our French division they work with fucktard. Felix, Demetri this is the beautiful Bella my ex P.A. and good friend."
"Hi, it's nice to meet you both." My heartbeat began to accelerate, what were Edward's work colleagues doing here in New Zealand and was Edward with them?
"It's nice to meet you Bella." Demetri said his English thick with his French accent. He smiled at me and Felix nodded his head in agreement.
"Here Bells." Emmett passed me the rolled up note and I snorted a couple of rails up each nostril with a satisfied moan. I passed the rolled up hundred dollar bill to Felix and moved over to stand with Emmett.
"Fuck Bells you're looking fucking hot tonight. Are those pants painted on?"
I blushed scarlet and snorted, "Hardly Emm. But these pants fucking feel like it. You know Alice." I said in way of an explanation.
"I do," Emmett laughed and pulled me into his arms, "so as tradition has it Bells we need to have a little make out session."
I looked at him in surprise, "Oh yeah I forgot about that." The tradition of me having to kiss Emmett to thank him for the blow. There was nothing in the kiss it meant nothing to either of us it was just Emmetts idea of a laugh.
Luckily I was so wasted or I would never have kissed him in front of Edward's work colleagues. But the alcohol and drugs had robbed me of my sensibility chip.
I pulled away from him after a few minutes and returned to the desk to have a couple more rails before we made our way back to the party.
I left Emmett with Demetri and Felix and went to look for Alice and Rose. I was starting to feel the effects of the coke and I half danced through the crowd. I stopped to watch the poor person who was on stage performing their number and I sincerely hoped the list with my name on it got lost or burnt or had some other type of unfortunate bad luck bestowed on it
I couldn't find Alice or Rose anywhere so I made my way to the bar and ordered another couple of cocktails. I looked toward the stage when I heard Laurens voice ring out over the PA system.
"Next up is Joan Jett can we please have Joan Jett on stage now." My knees began to tremble and I considered doing a runner, but just as the idea formed Alice came up behind me and grabbed my arm.
"Come on Bells that's you." I resisted Alice and grabbed my cocktail from the bar, downing it in one. I grabbed the other glass and allowed Alice to pull me toward the stage. I chugged my cocktail and handed the empty glass to Alice.
Though I was petrified, the drugs and alcohol I had consumed had given me Dutch courage and I let Alice push me onto the stage. I looked out over the crowd and was pleased to see that I couldn't see anyone directly due to the brightness of the light.
I grabbed the microphone and took a deep breath as the first bars of my song rung out around the room.
We've been here too long
Tryin to get along
Pretendin that you're oh so shy
I'm a natural ma'am
Doin all I can
My temperature is runnin high
Cry at night
No one in sight
An we got so much to share
Talking's fine
If you got the time
But I ain't got the time to spare
Yeah
I was starting to get really amped up from the coke and I seemed to let my inhibitions go as I took a leaf out of the book of two 80's music icons, Madonna and Michael Jackson, and ran my hand over my breasts and across my stomach, letting it rub over my mound.
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Dou wanna touch me there, where
There, yeah
Yeah oh yeah, oh yeah
Every girl an boy
Needs a little joy
All you do is sit and stare
Beggin on my knees
Baby, won't you please
Run your fingers through my hair
My, my, my,
Whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong
Don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wasting time, yeah
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Dou wanna touch me there, where
There, yeah
I waited until the music stopped then rushed off stage to a deafening roar of cheers and wolf whistles. I was grateful to see Rosalie standing at the bottom of the stage with a drink in her out stretched hand and gulped it down gratefully.
"Bella that was awesome, fuck you were just smoking, you little ninx." She hugged me tightly.
"Whatever. if I hadn't been so totally fucked up I would never have gotten on that stage."
"Well it's over now and you can just enjoy the rest of the night." We moved off into the crowd as Lauren called for the next person to make their way to the stage.
The next performer was Axl Rose from guns and Roses, one of my favourite bands. I was surprised when Jasper sidled up beside me and threw his arm around my waist.
"Jesus Bella if you were anymore hotter in that performance you would have set the place on fire. That my darling was an inspired performance."
I rolled my eyes and I could feel the blush creeping across my cheeks, "whatever Jazz. If it wasn't for Emmett's Christmas cheer I would have never haven even got up there."
"Well I'll be sure to thank Emmett for that later. Now speaking of inspired performances, I've got a surprise for you." He grabbed my hand and pulled me back toward the stage.
He walked us up so we standing front row centre and kept hold of my hand as someone began to whistle into the microphone.
I looked up and my heart skipped a beat and my legs began to shake uncontrollably. Edward was standing there dressed in white leather and it seemed like he was looking directly at me.
I looked at Jazz in confusion and horror, he just smiled at me reassuringly and mouthed "listen."
I turned my attention back to the Stage as Edward began to sing. My breath caught it my throat when his velvety voice reached me.
Shed a tear cause missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said woman take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just little patience
Said sugar make it slow
And we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
Patience
Sit here on the stairs
Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, never break it
Cause I can't take it
…little patience, mm yeah, ooh yeah,
Need a little patience, yeah
Just a little patience
Some more patience, yeah
I've been walkin these streets tonight
Just tryin to get it right
It's so hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like being stuck in crowd
And the streets don't change but maybe the names
I ain't got time for the game,
Cause I need you (patience, yeah
Yeah, yeah well I need you
Oh, I need you (take some patience)
Whoa, I need you (just a little patience is all we need
Ooh, this time
I stood rooted to the spot. I was aware that my sympathetic nervous system was going into overdrive causing my flight, fight, fright response to go to war with itself and I didn't know if I should turn and run, stay and punch Edward in the face, or just melt into his arms.
I turned to Jazz in confusion, "what the fuck Jazz?"
"He's home Bella and he doesn't have a wife." I looked at Jazz as his words washed over me and I tried to fight the rising fear threatening to engulf me.
Edward was back in Wellington for good and he hadn't married what's her ugly face.
"And what's that got to do with me? I was nothing but a stupid fucking mistake to him." Anger was coming to my defence and now that I had seen Edward I couldn't stop all the hurt from flooding through me as the memories came rushing back.
"Why would you say that Bella?" Jasper was looking at me pensively a frown marring his face.
"Because that's what he told your Daddy that night before he walked out the door without a backward glance." I hissed venomously.
"Nah fuck off Bells he wouldn't have said that about you." Jasper was shaking his head.
"Yeah he did. And you can tell him from me thanks a fucking lot." I stormed away into the crowd. I needed to get outside and give myself time to think.
I sat down on the edge of the rock wall and took one of the joints from my purse and sparked it up taking a long drag. My head was spinning with confused thoughts. Was Edward trying to tell me something with the song? How was I going to avoid him now he was back in the city?
I thought about running into him on the street when I had Apple and Louis with me and the thought made me shudder violently. Images of Edward as he sung that song danced across my mind. He looked beautiful and I felt that familiar ache of longing.
I toked on the last of the joint and I considered my options. I thought about leaving the party and going home which would have been the sensible thing to do but my body seemed to have other ideas.
I stood up though I tried to resist, it was as if I was caught in the gravitational pull of the super massive black hole that was Edward and I found myself making my way back inside, my body was tingling with that inexplicable electricity and I knew I must be getting closer to where he was when the voltage began to increase until it hit fever pitch. I hated my body for betraying me.
I stood a little way behind him and waited for him to turn around; I smiled to myself as I heard the song that started playing.
Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers make the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one
As if Edward could feel me behind him, he slowly turned around and looked directly into my eyes, a beautiful smile broke over his angel face and I was lost.
I see you through the Smokey air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that
I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you
He moved toward me and took me in his arms and I felt like I was home. Current surged through me, I felt like I'd been electrocuted when his skin came into contact with mine and all rational thought left me.
"Bella." Was all he said as he began to sway us to the music.
Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we need no words at all
Slowly now we begin move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
And if you read my mind you'll see
I'm crazy for you
I didn't really take notice that the song had changed all I cared about was for this moment I was back in the arms of the man I loved.
Feel the breeze deep on the inside look down into the well
If you can you'll see the world and all his fire
Take a chance like all dreamers can't find another way
You don't have to dream it all, just live a day.
Don't say a prayer for me now
Save it til the morning after
No don't say a prayer for me now
Save it til the morning after
Pretty looking road I try to hold the rising floods that fill my skin
Don't ask me why I'll keep my promise I'll melt the ice
And you wanted to dance, so I asked you to dance
But fear is in your soul
Some people call it a one stand but, we can call it paradise
Don't say a prayer for me now
Save it til the morning after
Edward pulled his face from my hair and stared into my eyes, I was mesmerised like a bird caught in the hypnotic stare of a snake.
He smiled at me again and brought his lips to mine and the world stopped, everyone around us melted away and it was just the two of us alone in this moment in time.
The magic of the moment was shattered by Emmett's loud voice clearly audible even over the music, "oh thank fuck for that, I hope you two don't fuck it up this time. You belong together." I pulled my lips from Edward's as I registered Emmett's words.
He obviously thought we were going to have some sort of relationship and I instantly felt uneasy. I had no plans to be with Edward again after tonight. I just wanted to wash away the memory of being called a mistake.
Edward led me to the bar and got me a drink, his hand encircled my waist and he held me tightly as we moved toward Jasper. He was standing with Demetri and Felix, his eyes lit up when he saw Edward with his arm around me.
Demetri and Felix looked surprised and were both looking at Edward questioningly. I turned to look at Edward and my heart stuttered when I saw the beatific smile playing on his lips. His eyes sparkled and he tightened his grip around my waist, his face moved to my hair and he inhaled deeply.
His lips moved to my ear and he whispered, "I'm sorry Bella." I looked at him full in the face and I could see hurt and the sincerity in his eyes and I gave him a small smile.
"Let's not do this tonight Edward, we'll talk tomorrow." He smiled even wider and brought his mouth back to mine. The uneasy feeling intensified, I was being stupid, selfish and reckless and I setting us both up for heart ache. And while I knew all of this I still couldn't stop myself.
I don't know how long we stood there kissing it could have been minutes or hours, all I knew was that I was melting further into Edward the longer our lips stayed together.
It was Jazz who interrupted us this time, "fuck you two get a room." Edward pulled his lips from mine and growled at his brother. Jasper laughed and rolled his eyes, "so who's up for a more private party?"
Edward's face lit up in anticipation, "what did you have in mind bro?"
"How about we book a couple of Room's at the Bolton Hotel."
Edward looked at me and I could see a hint of fear in his eyes, "do you want to join us Bella."
Stupid mouth spoke the words before my brain registered the question or the consequences," Sure why not."
Edward kissed the top of my head and I could tell he was both relieved and happy. I was confused; he was acting like he did that night in his office before we were caught, like he wanted me, like he needed me like I needed him.
We were soon holed up in one of the two penthouse suites of the Bolton. Edward introduced me to Irina and Kate and explained who they all were. Kate seemed standoffish and she almost seemed bored as she clung to Felix's side. Irina on the other hand was very warm toward me and she seemed genuinely interested in making conversation.
She asked me how I knew Edward and I blushed, "I was his P.A." I mumbled.
I asked her how she'd met Edward and she smiled radiantly, "I'm his P.A. He's such a cool boss and my best friend." She beamed at Edward who mussed her hair and gave her a dazzling smile
I noticed their ease and familiarity with each other at once and I felt a tiny twinge of jealousy realising they had the kind of working relationship we never did.
We partied on with the others for a couple of hours; Edward dragged me off to the bathroom with Jazz to do a few more rails before we retreated to the other penthouse, which Edward had hired for us.
As soon as he shut the door behind us we threw ourselves at each other and began to pull our clothes as fast as we could in our haste to be naked in each other's arms. Edward laughed when I couldn't peel off my pants; the sound was like the sweetest melody as it rang out and broke the silence. He bent down to help me.
"Oh god Bella you are so exquisite, you have no idea how much I want you." He sighed deeply as he carried me to the large couch and laid me down against the cool leather.
I closed my eyes as his lips sort mine and his hands roamed hungrily over my body, a soft moan escaped his lips as his hand slid over my breast and down along the curve of my waist.
My skin felt like it was on fire and I felt like I was going to combust with the red hot intensity of Edward's kiss, His lips slid from mine and moved along my cheek trailing slowly down my neck. I twined my fingers in his hair as his lips moved down over my collar bone and over the soft swelling of my breast.
I sighed as he took my nipple between his lips, teasing and sucking it into a hard point before moving to the next one, "Mmm Bella I love the way you feel. your skins so soft and smooth and you're smell-cinnamon, it smells like home."
I tried not to think about Edward's words there would be plenty of time to torture myself with them tomorrow when I was alone again. The thought had me tightening my grip in his hair as he kissed a trail down my stomach inching ever closer to my aching sex, it was desperate to feel him.
We both moaned in unison as his tongue found my swollen clit, his tongue ran along my slit before disappearing into my wet core, "god Bella you taste like heaven. Edward's tongue slid back to my clit and he drew it between his lips as his fingers slipped into my core and pumped me gently.
"Edward I want to taste you too." He lifted his head and his eyes sought mine. There was no mistaking the lust in them, a low growl escaped his lips.
I scrambled into a sitting position and pulled him onto the couch.
I kissed him passionately as I pushed back into the soft leather. I pulled my lips from his and straddled his stomach using my knees to hold my weight, my fingers curled around his cock and slid the length of it slowly before I leaned down and licked it with my tongue.
Edward's moan was like of pure lust and my core throbbed for him, I kissed his tip and let my tongue tickle his slit before I slid him into my mouth. I gasped around him as he gripped my hips and pulled me back toward him, he slid underneath me and brought his tongue back to my sex.
I sighed as my tongue ran over his slit and tasted the salty precum gathered there, I drew him deeper into my throat with every bob of my head and I revelled in sucking his beautiful hardness.
I could feel the electricity beginning to intensify in my core and I knew my orgasm was only moments away, I desperately wanted Edward to cum with me so I increased my tempo and sucked him harder, while my free hand slid to cup his balls, I felt him harden in my mouth and my name escaped his lips as he spilt himself down my throat.
I revelled in the feeling and the taste of Edward as his essence slid down my throat and I cried out his name as I let my orgasm wash over me.
I slid him from my mouth with a sigh. Turning quickly I sat on his stomach and looked into his sparkling green eyes, there was something there that I couldn't decipher.
He smiled at me as his hands slid up and down my waist, "Bella…I…"
I cut him off, "Ssh Edward let's not speak tonight, let's just feel and leave the talking for the daylight."
I leaned forward and kissed him hungrily before he could protest. I squealed into his mouth when he suddenly lifted me off the couch and carried me to the bedroom and the colossal bed in contained.
I looked around the room and I was stunned by the beauty of the city lights that twinkled around us from the continuous glass walls.
Edward laid me in the centre of the bed and slid his body up the entire length of mine until our lips me in a searing kiss. I could feel his hard cock pressing against me and I was desperate to feel him inside me, "I want you inside me Edward."
He moaned into my mouth as his knee moved in between my legs parting them, I guided him into my warmth, sighing as he slid into me, I wrapped my legs around his waist pulling him deeper into me.
I could sense that same feeling of desperation and need in the way Edward buried himself into me that was present the first time we were together. I studied his face as he rocked above me, his eyes were closed and he was wearing an expression of pure unadulterated ecstasy and it made him even more beautiful.
I closed my eyes when his face dropped to my neck and his lips caressed the delicate skin there, his breath felt warm against my flesh and I shivered in pleasure. I opened my eyes and I noticed the room beginning to lighten with the approaching dawn, I clung to Edward desperate to hold him close to me for as long as I could before I ran.
Intense pleasure was once again beginning to build in me and my breathing became more rapid, Edward noticed and whispered in my ear, "cum for me my Bella, call my name my love…"
I couldn't hold back or think about what Edward had just called me. I called his name repeatedly as I let myself fall over the edge. I held him close as he let himself go, his body shuddering violently against mine.
He pulled his face from my neck; he looked down at me and gave me a breathtaking smile. That same emotion was back in his eyes, "Bella."
"Please Edward don't say anything just hold me tight...Let's get some sleep and we'll talk in the morning ok…"
He pulled me against his chest and buried his face in my hair inhaling deeply. I lay against the pillow and tried not to let myself think about anything else than how I needed to get out of here as soon as Edward was asleep.
I waited until I heard his breathing deepen and become slow and even. I carefully extricated myself from his arms and tiptoed from the room. I didn't bother trying to find my underwear I just picked up my clothes off the floor and got dressed quickly.
I tiptoed to the doorway and watched Edward sleeping for a moment, committing the vision to memory before I turned and crept out the door.
I kept my head down as I made my way out of the lobby and into the cool spring air.
Edward POV
Saturday morning I awoke bright and early and with a new frame of mind. I wasn't going to settle for second best and I wasn't going to wait for fate to drop a family in my lap. I was going to go out and fucking take it.
I was going to track Bella down and beg her forgiveness and plead with her to give me a chance. I was going to tell Carlisle to go fuck himself if he thought Bella wasn't good enough for the Cullens. She was good enough for me and that's all that fucking mattered. I was going to go down fighting.
I walked out into my kitchen to find it completely full. Everyone was there. Emmett and Felix were sitting on the other side of the island across from the cook top where Irina stood flipping bacon and looking warily at the two of them. I couldn't blame her they looked ravenous, like they might take her hand off at a moments notice.
Jasper and Demetri stood outside on the deck each holding a mug of coffee and having a cigarette. It looked a good choice to me.
Irina glanced up as I walked in and gave me a welcoming smile.
"See you all like to make yourselves at home." I teased as I walked around and kissed her on the cheek. I reached down and snagged a perfectly cooked piece of bacon out of the pan and jumped back quickly before Irina could take it back.
"Hey, that's not fucking fair!" Emmett sulked.
"It's my fucking house and my fucking bacon." I countered and took a large bite, rubbing my stomach in exaggerated appreciation. Emmett growled at me
"You're about to cross a line that even brotherhood can't save you from Edward. Don't fuck with me and my food. I mean it." Emmett said and Felix nodded in agreement.
"Yeah, what he said. You don't pay me enough to be able to afford bacon." Felix said.
I rolled my eyes, Felix was overpaid if anything.
I poured myself a coffee and went out to the deck, nodding a greeting to Demetri and Jasper.
"Demetri was just telling me how much he's been enjoying New Zealand." Jasper said to me conversationally. I nodded and took a sip of coffee.
"Of course he does, what's not to fucking like?" I said. Jasper rolled his eyes and Demetri laughed before going inside to rescue Irina from Emmett and Felix.
It was feeding time at the zoo.
"So are you ready for this party tonight Edward?" Jasper asked me seriously. I looked at him in confusion
"Uh, yeah it's an 80's party, no big deal. We have to sing a song of the musician we go as or some shit, but it's no big deal. Well, it's going to be when Felix and Demetri get up and sing 'Blame it on the Rain'. Those two can't sing for shit." I said shaking my head. They were horrible.
"You know that Bella knows Lauren right? Emmett introduced them ages ago. She could be there tonight, are you ready for that possibility?" Jasper said and took a large mouthful of his coffee.
I hadn't considered it actually. I hadn't known that Lauren and Bella knew each other, but I suppose I should have guessed. Bella had probably met most of Emmett's friends over the years as his P.A..
Was I ready to see her yet? I had this new found resolution but did I have the mettle to test it?
" If she's there I'll deal with it." I said firmly. I would, I would tell her I was sorry and ask her to listen to me. I would explain all my actions and beg her forgiveness. I would even tell her all about Tanya, I wanted us to have no secrets. There should be nothing we couldn't tell each other, I couldn't handle any more lies to be honest, I'd had my fill of being manipulated with Tanya. From here on out, everything was out in the open. It couldn't be any other way.
"How are you going to deal with it Edward? Are you going to make some quasi polite comment like you always do and brush her off? Or are you really going to do something this time. She's not going to respect you unless you earn it and she's not going to want you unless you show her how much you want her first."
I thought about what he had said. He was right, I needed to step up and show her how much I wanted her instead of just hoping she'd see it all on her own.
What if she has a boyfriend?
Well then I guess I'd just have to fight that much harder.
"I'm going to tell her I love her Jasper. I'm going to tell her I never stopped thinking about her while I was away, I'm going to ask her to give us a chance." I said determined.
Jasper just nodded in approval.
"About fucking time bro." Jasper said.
Every one just spent the day at my house relaxing and having a few drinks. And for once, I was drinking at the same rate as everybody else, not triple it.
Irina was an absolute riot, she had decided to go the party as Toni Basil and was dressed up in the cheerleader outfit from the music video. She even had the shoes with the fluffy pom poms on them. She spent the early evening before we left doing cartwheels left right and centre, much to Jasper and Emmett's delight. Demetri wasn't so impressed, but he didn't seem upset by it either. Felix didn't notice, Irina was like a sister to him and even if she wasn't everyone knew Felix only had eyes for his Kate.
Jazz decked himself out in 80's glamour trash punk, and sang into his beer bottles about "White Weddings" and how it was "A nice day to start again". The fool loved Billy Idol.
Felix and Demetri went as Milli Vanilli just like they said they would complete with long dredlock wigs.
Kate went as Kate Bush, dressed as she was in the Wuthering Heights video. She looked beautiful, but she knew it and it dulled some of her shine I thought.
Emmett clearly stole the show though, he was Meat Loaf. Right down to the ruffle shirt and red scarf thing he used to hold.
Me I was dressed as Axl Rose from the Paradise City video. White pants, black t shirt and a white leather jacket. Irina grabbed me just as we were all making our way out the door to go to the party
"Wait! You need this." She said and wrapped a blue bandana around my head
"Now you're Axl Rose." She dragged me out to the Taxi van.
We got to the party and immediately Emmett broke off from us dragging Demetri and Felix with him, claiming they couldn't go anywhere without each other tonight, or they would ruin the whole look.
Jasper and I took Kate and Irina to the bar and got them a cosmopolitan while Jasper and I just got a Whiskey Neat each.
"Where did Emmett run off to with Felix and Demetri?" Irina asked sipping on her drink and looking around. I shrugged, who knew when it came to Emmett?
Jasper took Irina and Kate off to have a dance and I checked my cellphone. Thirteen missed calls. All from Tanya. Fuck, I was going to have to change my number at this rate. I cleared the call list, hoping that if I ignored her long enough, she would get the message and leave me alone.
Demetri found me a little while later, grinning his pupils dilated. He was fucking flying.I chuckled in amusement.
"Hey Demetri how you enjoying the party?" He sniffed and looked at me, nodding quickly.
"It's fucken awesome, I've just been out the back doing lines with Emmett and this gorgeous chic who was poured into the tightest leather pants I've ever seen."
"Really?" I asked only half listening. I was scanning the crowd for Bella and I had been since Jazz and the girls had taken off to dance. So far, no sign of Bella, but I wasn't giving up. There would be no more giving up where she was concerned.
"Yeah they seemed pretty chummy the way they were making out and joking around with each other. Yeah she was saying she used to work for him." Making out? Joking around? Used to work for him? It certainly sounded like Bella, her and Emmett used to pull that kissing shit all the time, it made my blood boil and usually I would storm off in a big tantrum. I'm sure he must have done it sometimes just to piss me off.
"What was her name?" I asked in a voice that sounded foreign to me. I had to be sure..
"Um…Bridget...no…Bianca, no hang on it was Bella. Yeah Bella." Demetri answered me with a grin, pleased he had remembered her name. He had no idea who Bella was to me, what I had been through for her, what I would go through for her again.
"Bella, did you say Bella was here doing lines with you and making out with Emmett?" I said unconsciously. My mind was a whirl.
"Yeah why do you know that Bella chick?" Demetri asked looking at me with a frown. He noticed my demeanour and was becoming suspicious. I didn't have time to go into it with him.
If Bella was here I needed to find her.
"Yeah though I haven't seen her in a while, did you say they were making out, look do you know where they went?" I tried to play it cool, so he would let it go. I could tell him all about her later.
Demetri looked around.
"I don't know about Emmett but there's that Bella chic up on the stage and yeah they were kissing and saying something about a Christmas tradition."
I whipped around to face the stage and my heart stopped beating in my chest, and I took the first real breath I had since that Christmas long ago.
She was there. My Bella, looking like Joan Jett. A flash of anger ran through me at the thought of Emmett kissing those sweet tempting lips, but I fought it back. There were bigger things to think about at the moment.
Bella picked up the microphone and took a deep breath. I took one right along with her. I was frozen to the spot unable to move. I could hear Demetri ask me what was wrong, but I couldn't respond. All my focus was on the magnificent woman on stage.
I had waited so long to see her again.
We've been here too long
Tryin to get along
Pretendin that you're oh so shy
I'm a natural ma'am
Doin all I can
My temperature is runnin high
Her voice was beautiful, though she seemed a little tense until she got to the chorus and then she really let go. Much to my painful, throbbing discomfort.
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Dou wanna touch me there, where
There, yeah
Yeah oh yeah, oh yeah
She was practically fucking herself on stage, and my cock grew uncomfortably in my white leather pants. I grimaced and moved awkwardly, trying to adjust myself.
My, my, my,
Whiskey and rye
Don't it make you feel so fine
Right or wrong
Don't it turn you on
Can't you see we're wasting time, yeah
She was fucking turning me on alright, in the middle of a fucking party no less. I was officially adding Do you Wanna Touch to my all time favourite songs, along with If U Seek Amy.
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch me there, where
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Do you wanna touch (Yeah)
Dou wanna touch me there, where
There, yeah
She practically bolted off the stage when the music stopped to a variety of cat-calls and wolf-whistles. I struggled to see where she had gone. I tried to follow, but the throngs of people separated us and I lost her.
I began scanning the crowd frantically, I couldn't loose her again, not now, not after everything that's happened! Damn it, I need my chance!
They began calling for Axl Rose to take the stage and an idea popped into my head. I couldn't tell Bella everything I wanted to here, but maybe there was still a way to tell her how I felt about her. I knew the perfect song.
"Ready to rock it out Axl?" Jasper asked coming up to me at the side of the stage.
"Jazz, I need you to do me a favour. Bella's here, find her and bring her to the front of the audience and keep her there." I begged him with my eyes to help me. He looked at me for a second before breaking out into a huge smile.
"I can do you one better, I already know where she is! What are you going to sing for her?" He guessed handing me the guitar I motioned to.
"Patience." I yelled as I climbed on the stage.
I waited until I could see Jazz's blond head coming back towards the stage through the crowd, then I began to whistle into the microphone. I spotted Bella and she was staring at me in shock. I hoped it was the good kind.
She looked at Jazz confused, and he said something to her and she turned back to the stage as I began to sing
Shed a tear cause missing you
I'm still alright to smile
Girl, I think about you every day now
Was a time when I wasn't sure
But you set my mind at ease
There is no doubt you're in my heart now
Said woman take it slow
It'll work itself out fine
All we need is just little patience
Said sugar make it slow
And we'll come together fine
All we need is just a little patience
Patience
I poured every ounce of feeling I had into the song, and it wasn't Axl Rose singing to his Joan Jett, it was Edward Cullen singing to Isabella Swan. He was telling her about his initial doubts, about the loneliness he felt away from her. He sung to her from his heart, his first step towards a future with the beautiful woman before him.
Sit here on the stairs
Cause I'd rather be alone
If I can't have you right now, I'll wait dear
Sometimes I get so tense
But I can't speed up the time
But you know there's one more thing to consider
Said woman take it slow
Things will be just fine
You and I'll just use a little patience
Said sugar take the time
Cause the lights are shining bright
You and I've got what it takes to make it
We won't fake it, never break it
Cause I can't take it
I had waited, I had waited so fucking long, the living dead in France. I had tried to live without her and it hadn't worked. Wether Isabella Swan would have me or not, I knew there would be no other for me.
I've been walkin these streets tonight
Just tryin to get it right
It's so hard to see with so many around
You know I don't like being stuck in crowd
And the streets don't change but maybe the names
I ain't got time for the game,
Cause I need you (patience, yeah
Yeah, yeah well I need you
Oh, I need you (take some patience)
Whoa, I need you (just a little patience is all we need
Ooh, this time
I belted out the end verse Axl Rose style and hoped Bella understood my message. No the streets hadn't changed in Wellington, but the people had moved on, the names had changed. Had Bella?
I looked into the crowd and I could see her arguing with Jasper. I felt my stomach drop, she didn't look like she was ready to fall into my waiting arms. I made my way off the stage my eyes never leaving her, as I watched her storm off from Jasper.
Speaking of Jasper, he was making his way over to me with a frown on his face
"Did you call Bella a mistake you fucking piece of shit? After you fucked her no less?" Jasper snarled at me. I stepped back automatically, after Irina's reaction to my comment, I was a little more gun shy.
"She pissed man and I don't blame her. How could you? Do you have any idea how that would have made her feel Edward? In front of Dad no less." Jasper was pissed.
"I didn't mean it Jasper. I thought if Dad didn't think there was much attachment, he might have let Bella keep her job. He didn't of course, but I would have done anything at the time to help her." I said quietly. Jasper's face had softened throughout my speech and he looked at me in frustration.
"you just make everything so fucking difficult Edward, you know that? Why you have to…." I tuned Jasper out, as my body began tingling strangely.
'Crazy for you' by Madonna came on, but I didn't really hear it, nor was I listening to Jazz. Instead it felt as if my body where alive with electricity.
I turned around, though I had no choice in the matter, my body was moving of its own mind, and I came face to face with Bella. I smiled and took her into my arms. She felt so right there, like finally I was complete, she had been the missing piece all along.
I didn't bother dwelling on the fact that after my very public declaration, she had ran away from me, it didn't matter that she hadn't forgiven me for my cruel and untrue remarks that Christmas. All that mattered was she was here with me, and I felt human again.
"Bella". I breathed and began to move us to the music. The song changed before I knew it, but I couldn't have cared less, I just buried my face in her hair and breathed in deep that spicy cinnamon smell that my pitiful memory had not done justice enough.
I pulled away and looked into those deep brown depths, that had been my companion and solace during my time in France. They had kept me sane, they had kept me whole. God, I loved this woman with everything I had. She was my world.
I smiled at her, and gently pressed my lips to hers. There was no choice involved, my body ran on pure instinct around Bella and right now it was telling me to kiss her. I wasn't going to argue.
"Oh thank fuck for that, I hope you two don't fuck it up this time. You belong together." Emmett's crass and loud voice cut through the music, destroying what had been one of the best moments of my life. Bella broke our kiss, and she had a look on her face that I just couldn't decipher.
I decided to ignore it for now, and led Bella towards the bar for a drink. I felt proud, as I walked through the crowds of people with my hand on the small of her back, for the moment, she was with me and was mine. We got to the bar and I ordered her a drink, wrapping my hand possessively around her waist and leading her towards Jasper, Demetri and Felix.
Jasper looked at both of us, his eyes lighting up with happiness. He was the best kind of brother a man could ask for, both him and Emmett. Felix and Demetri were looking at me with raised eyebrows, and Felix mouthed 'What the fuck?'. I just smiled and buried my face into her hair and that intoxicating fragrance, tightening my grip around her waist at the same time. They were my best friends, and still I was trying to pull the Alpha-male, 'stay away from my mate' game. It was beyond ridicouls, but completely involuntary. She was mine, and I wanted everyone to know.
She's not yours, not yet and in fact, she's been giving out some pretty strong signals to the contrary. You're setting yourself up for a fall.
Maybe I was, maybe I wasn't. She still hadn't heard me out yet. I decided that I had better get onto that quickly.
I moved my mouth to her ear and whispered "I'm sorry Bella". She looked me in the eye, and I wished I could read her mind, her face was changing emotions by the minute and I couldn't keep up. Finally she gave me a small smile.
"Let's not do this tonight Edward, we'll talk tomorrow." she said.
My heart soared. She didn't want to get into a deep talk tonight, and that was fair enough. She said we could talk about it tomorrow. Tomorrow meaning she wanted to see me tomorrow. I thought I might actually fucking burst with happiness and they'd be picking up little Edward Cullen chunks from around the room.
I crashed my lips into hers, and lost myself in the kiss.
"Fuck you two, get a room." Jasper called. I pulled myself away from the heaven of Bella's lips and growled at Jasper. My brother's constant fucking cock-blocking was going to get them both killed. He just laughed at my bravado and rolled his eyes, I knew he was happy for me.
"so who's up for a more private party?" He asked. My ears perked up immediately. A private party sounded good.
"What did you have in mind bro?" I asked eagerly.
"How about we book the penthouse suite and the residence sweet at the Bolton hotel?" He suggested with a raised eyebrow.
I looked down at Bella in worry. Would she want to go?
Please say yes. Please.
"Do you want to join us Bella?" I asked, I was not ready for our time to be over yet.
"Sure why not." She answered.
I breathed a sigh of relief and kissed the top of her head.
Before I knew it we were in the penthouse of the Bolton. I felt the same pride I had at the party when I got to introduce Bella to the rest of my friends. Kate was Kate, polite, but only barely, holding onto Felix for dear life. Which he loved.
When I introduced Bella to Irina though I felt a strange warmth at my best friend meeting the woman I loved.
Irina was Irina, and began talking to Bella as if they were old friends. She asked how we knew each other and shot me a quick look. She already knew all about Bella, but she was wise enough not to bring it up. I loved her just that much more right then. Bella responded that she used to be my P.A.. When Irina bubbled that she was now my P.A. and best friend, Bella and cast a sad look between Irina and myself . I wondered what that was about, surely she didn't miss being my P.A., I hadn't been very pleasant to work for.
Everybody got along really well and the atmosphere was light and easy. I felt like myself, only better and I wished this night would never end. Everybody I loved was surrounding me at that moment and I felt very blessed.
Jazz insisted I do a few lines with him for 'old times sake' and I practically hauled Bella along with me. I wasn't going to let go of her for a second.
The night dragged on and I began to get impatient. While I was loving having Bella so close to me again after all this time, it was also torturous not being able to have all of her. After a while I couldn't take it any more and I dragged her off to our own penthouse.
I shut the door (and locked it this time.) and turned around to find Bella launch herself at me and begin tearing at my clothes. I did not have to be told twice. Bella got trapped in her unpractically erotic pants and I couldn't help but laugh, as I helped her to remove them.
I picked her up reverently, feeling our naked skin pressed against each other and committing it to my memory. As if I would ever forget.
"Oh god Bella you are so exquisite, you have no idea how much I want you." I took her to the couch and lay her down gently. She was so beautiful, could such a creature really be meant for me?
I leaned down and kissed her, I had to, her lips were slightly pouted from her heavy breathing and they caused her lips to look just a little fuller. They were irrestible.
I allowed my hands to finally feel the perfection that was Bella's naked flesh. Her full breasts (they were full. A little fuller than they had been before actually. Oh, well, bonus I guess.), and down to her waist. Wait, that was different too. Her hips were a little rounder. It was nothing noticeable, but I had memorised every bit of Bella's body from our first encounter. Then I had replayed it repeatedly, sometimes several times a day, in my head, so lets just say, I am an expert when it comes to Bella's body. I have literally studied it so to speak.
I wanted to kick my own ass when I realised that I was focusing on the whys rather than just enjoying the fact that Bella's breasts were a little bigger. What the fuck was wrong with me?
I kissed a trail from her cheek all the way down to those lucious fuller breasts and I felt her fingers go into my hair. It was like a fucking switch to my dick, the minute she tugged on my hair, I was as hard as a fucking rock.
I took one of her beautiful pink nipples into my mouth and sucked, loving the way she tasted. She was like the best fucking drug I had ever tried in my life. Fuck, heroin, nothing was more addictive than Bella. I moved across to the other nipple, not wanting it to feel neglected and lavished attention upon it.
She smelt so damn good, and it was if that sweet, spicy scent that was Bella was concentrated between her breasts. I felt like I had been alone for so long, drifting with no real direction with nothing to look forward to. But here with Bella now? It felt like I was where I belonged.
"Mmm Bella I love the way you feel your skins so soft and smooth and you're smell-cinnamon, it smells like home." I murmured against her enticing body.
I had to taste her. It was not a question of want, it was genuine fucking need. I kissed her all the way down her body, loving the way she would grip my hair in anticipation. She wanted this just as much as I did, and that thought alone had me ready to fucking explode.
I trailed my tongue down her folds and Bella's moan echoed mine, as my tongue touched her throbbing clit. I was so fucking hard, it literally hurt.
I moved my tongue down further to her entrance and dipped it inside her, curling it, trying to get every drop of her juices, evidence of her desire for me, I wanted it all. None was to be wasted.
"God Bella, you taste like heaven." I moaned and attacked her clit with my tongue. I slid my fingers inside her and began fucking her with them gently.
I loved the feeling of her tight walls clamping around my fingers, her juices running down my fingers. I was so fucking turned on that when Bella told me she wanted to taste me I had to fight the urge to throw her down and just fucking take her. Lucky for me, Bella took charge, kissing me and pulling me down onto the couch. She then straddled me so her back was facing me, her tight little ass spread across my stomach. I didn't mind the view of that hot fucking ass, I was loving imagining all the things I could do to it.
Her tiny hand wrapped around my throbbing cock and she caressed the length of it, then proceeded to lick it slowly. I thought I was going to fucking come from that alone. She teased me a little before taking me into her hot little mouth and I couldn't help the moan that escaped me as I grabbed her hips roughly and pulled that sweet pussy to my eager mouth. I teased her clit with my tongue drawing little patterns before I would fuck her with my tongue. She was so warm and so fucking wet, I felt like I was drunk from her.
But my pleasure was two fold, not only was I intensely aroused from fucking Bella with my mouth, Bella's mouth was also doing incredible things to my cock. She took the entire length of me into her mouth and I bit back a groan as I felt myself hit the back of her throat. She picked up her pace and I could feel my release speeding towards me like a freight train. When her hand cupped my balls I came undone and I moaned her name as she swallowed everything I gave her.
I curled my tongue lightly around her clit, and then firmly flicked it and I felt her body shake above me as she came. None of my dreams could compare to this, and I knew I couldn't let her go, not now. I loved her.
She turned around and put her adorable hands on my chest and looked into my eyes, I didn't know what she was searching for, but I hoped whatever it was she would find it. I would do anything to keep her.
I slid my hands over her waist "Bella…I…" I began. I wasn't exactly sure what I was going to say, but I recognised the fact that we needed to talk.
"Sssh Edward let's not speak tonight, let's just make love and leave the talking for the daylight." Bella stopped me. I didn't know why she wanted to keep avoiding the subject, and I was going to ask her when she kissed me with such a passion, literally all thoughts other than her went out the window.
I picked her up and carried to the bed, eliciting the most delicious squeal from her.
I lay us down on the bed kissing her deeply and enjoying the feel of my hard cock against her soft skin.
"I need you inside me Edward." Bella whispered and I was lost to the lust again. Whatever my Bella wanted, I would give to her. I spread her legs with my knee and slid inside her. Every memory from our first night washed upon me and intensified the moment for me. She wrapped her legs around my waist and locked her ankles, urging me deeper with each thrust, pushing me for more.
I closed my eyes and let myself feel. I let go of all the hurt and pain, all the mistakes and lack of communication. I let myself feel whole again, as I moved inside her warmth.
Suddenly Bella, clutched at me and held onto me like I might disappear. Silly Bella, I couldn't live without her. I had tried and failed.
Bella's breathing sped up and I knew she was close again
"Cum for me my Bella, call my name my love…" I whispered into her ear. I needed to hear her moan my name the way she did as she let go. No sound in the world could rival it.
We came together and she did call my name, over and over in fact.
We lay there together in each other's arms and I looked at her all the love I felt for her channelled into that stare. Her name tumbled from my lips.
"Please Edward don't say anything just hold me tight, let's get some sleep and we'll talk in the morning ok…"
I wanted to know why she was avoiding talking to me, but I couldn't deny her, not now. I pulled her into my arms, because that is where she belonged, where she had always belonged. I pressed ,my face into her hair and breathed in deeply.
No, we wouldn't talk tonight, but in the morning I would insist. She was hiding something from me and I wanted to know what it was.
But not tonight. Tonight was about breathing again.
I'm finally alive again.
I thought as I drifted off to sleep.
Greenaway: Now stop being mean to Edward! LOL just kidding
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