"Dee I am here. Come back to me baby." I hear his voice calling out to me and it turns me from the light. Edward. He is here, I can feel his influence over me. It calms me at once and then as I struggle to swallow his warm blood I focus on fighting hard the demons that are threatening to take me away from him. I will be with him, I am not going to die today as I hear him battle for me. Knowing I am safe my body relaxes as I let the blackness take me.
Hours later I fully wake up to stare around confused. The hospital? When did I leave it? "Rest easy, you are safe here with me."
"Where are we?" My voice is weak and my head still feels fuzzy but the nightmares have finally stopped.
"One of my houses. You scared me. I thought I was never going to see you again."
"I know, I thought the same thing."
He shushes me with a soft kiss to the forehead then sits down to stare at me. I can tell that he has something serious to tell me but nothing scares me now I am with him. He tells me his story of past without sparing any details and as I watch the illusion I wonder how he managed to become the one I see now. He is not a monster, he is so far from it. He is the most caring man I have ever known and I know how much it means that he showed me the whole ugly story but he shocks me more with his words. "Do you want to be like me, do you want to be with me? Bound to me as your lover and your maker?"
"Edward how could I ever be like you?" Then it connects what he is asking me. He wants me to die today, well to die but then to life forever with him. I think back on all the things he just showed me. Could I be a vampire? Could I live like that and take other's lives for my own? I lie back and stare at him as my mind races.
Can I be bad? A sudden thought of attacking Christian or Damon comes to mind and I know in a heartbeat that the answer is yes, I could be so bad if given the chance. I see a smirk play over Ed's face and I know he is reading my mind. "There is more than just being bad."
"Like what?"
"You are worrying too much, most of it is instinct that comes naturally. Like you breathe, you will hunt and you will never be the same."
"Will I still feel things?" I struggled with my question for him not sure how to word it.
"Yes but what are you wanting to feel?"
"Well you, I want to feel you. I want to kiss you and not have you hold back with me."
"That can be done. The only reason I have not done that yet is I do not want to hurt you. In the heat of passion I could kill you."
"So if we do that now." I blush furiously as I try to ask what I really want. "And you kill me now it won't matter."
"Dee what are you saying?"
"I am saying I want you to kiss me. That vision you showed me, I want that."
"You remember that?"
"YES! Since you showed me I have been dying to kiss you."
"You don't want to wait till you are changed?"
"NO! I want to end this life and start my new one tangled with you."
"Tangled? Are you hinting?" His green eyes twinkled at me as I blushed.
"You know what I mean."
"Maybe but I want you to say it."
"I want you to take me before you change me."
"And if I say no?"
I pouted at him, "Please."
"You are not fully healed, I will hurt you."
"You might not and why wait till I am healed if you are going to change me?"
He sighed, "you have a point, so is that your answer?"
"Is that yours?"
"Dee I love you and I was going to wait to be with you like that. Out of respect and love but if that is what you want love just say so."
I sat up in his bed nodding my head, "that is what I want."
Suddenly he is on the bed next to me and our lips are mere inches apart. If I lean forward just an inch I could kiss him but he is too quick for that. "I warned you that I was Wicked, did you think I came by that nickname by accident? I have killed many in my immortal lifetime some deserving and many innocent who did not have fate on their side but now I feel changed. It is you, you came into my life at a time when I was not looking for anything then you gazed at me with those eyes of yours and now….I would stop time for you. So I ask you again, do you want to be like me? Do you want to be mine?" His eyes met mine waiting for my final answer.
Taking in a deep breath I nod to him, "Yes you are all I wanted since the day we met. Make me yours and then make me like you."
"Mine." I heard him whisper to me.
Those words were like magic and all I needed to hear. I leaned forward brushing my lips against his softly but as I started to move back he came with me. Our lips meeting over and over starting off softly and exploring then growing bolder and craving the heat that was starting to grow between us. I knew that I loved him and the way I felt when he touched but nothing prepared me for his kisses. A slow heat started to rise in me awakening a passion that I had locked away. Nothing Christian did ever brought out this side in me but Ed's kisses did. The heat started to grow making me moan softly again his lips as I felt the first rush of it tingles its way up my back. It ran up my spine then started moving down the front of me. My breasts started to tingle and swell aching to be touched. My nipples grew hard as our tongues started to entertwine and his hands tangled in my hair as he gently pushed me back on the bed. The weight of his body pressed against mine made an instant warm wetness occur between my legs as I locked my arms tightly around his neck. His name echoed in my mind and then an image came to me. In his thoughts he was loving me as his body was too. I heard a song play as he started running his hands down my cheeks then down to my neck. Each moment I was falling deeper and deeper in love with this man and each second my body was aching for him more and more. I felt like I would explode with desire. He had every part of me on fire so when his fingers brushed over my breasts for the first time even with clothing in the way I gasped.
"Is this okay?" I heard him whisper but I didn't need to answer as I just kissed him back letting him feel my answer. It was evident in each kiss, I wanted him now. My body was begging to be claimed but yet he did not move quickly, he took his time seducing me body and mind. In my mind I would see images of what he wanted to do to me then I would feel his touch. My clothing was torn off but I was so lost in him I barely noticed till the first time his hands brushed over my bare flesh. I moaned softly as he ran his hands over my breasts touching, teasing and cupping them.
"Edward." My voice was laced heavy with desire and need but he only continued on his seduction of me. In my mind I could see more of the love. His hands moved lower and lower till finally he reached my core. A soft brush over my clit made me shiver and beg for more. His touch grew slowly, first he traced over it and then around it till I thought I would scream at him to stop teasing then I felt him enter me for the first time with his fingers. Softly, expertly and taunting his fingers explored me moving slowly then they started to pound as he fucked me hard with them. Eyes closed I did not have to look to see what he was going to me, I could see it as he kept my mind filled with images of him loving me. Never did I expect this and the first time I came I screamed out his name as the heat from it all took me over and as my body started to convulse in pleasure I heard his whisper, "are you ready for me?"
"Yes." I whispered softly then opened my eyes to stare up at him. "I want this to be the last thing I remember from this life. You."
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"I love you." He whispered after he finished sharing the memory with her. He leaned down, as his cock penetrated her cunt, a slight hiss slipped passed his lips. "You are mine!" He snarled as he began to fuck her senseless. He could feel his balls slapping her ass as his pumped harder into her. He knew he'd hurt her. But he was going to turn her. He'd make her better. Stronger. His other half. He loved her moans, and her squirms. He could feel her moving her hips to meet his every thrust.
"Harder." Were her whispered words as she screamed out her climax, her walls clamping on his cock.
Letting out a growl that would leave anyone deaf, his release tore through him as he pushed his cock harder into her, wincing at the sound of the bones breaking. He lifted her up as he tore into his wrist, "Drink." He whispered and watched as she drank deeply of his blood. He knew it would settle fast within her system. "I love you." He whispered again,
"And I you." She replied. He felt the tears prickle at his eyes as he sank his fangs into her neck and began to drink from her to taste her. So she could drink once he... he killed her.
Lifting his head back, her blood dripped down his chin, to his bare chest. He grabbed her chin, then back of his neck, seeing her pain in her violet eyes. "I am so sorry.." He told her as he gave her neck a hard twist, snapping her neck. Laying her down, he pulled from her. Then set about to clean her up, licking her wounds so they healed first. Then he waited. Oh the wait. It pained him. So he let the tears fall from his eyes.
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His words were still in her mind as she felt him enter her for the first time and the feeling of being one overwhelmed her. She felt him stretching her full and claiming her fully as the tip of him brushed her back walls. Then he started to move. She knew that he was strong but she never fully realized how strong till he was pounding into her. Each thrust was deep and hard but there was not as much pain as she feared instead it was the most intense pleasure. She could not help but urge him on harder and deeper as her body held onto his cock tightly. He made her come over and over without trying from just being inside her.
Then he growled and something strange happened. As his growl she felt it run over her as if he had another extra hand that was caressing her. It was so intense that she cried out not noticing the sound of her very bones being crushed. There was only a little pain as he continued thrusting over and over deeper and hard then soft and lingering so she moaned rocking her hips wanting more till he pulled her up. His wrist was at her mouth again and without a second thought she clamped her lips over it drinking in the sweet taste of him. Then he bit into her neck again where he had marked her before. It didn't hurt, it strangely felt good but then something changed, she could feel it. The moment was nearing. Time to die. She gazed into his eyes wanting that to be the last thing she saw and as she lie there still one with him she felt it. Then it went black.
In the darkness she saw every memory she had ever had run through her mind. "Bella." She heard called out as she watched her life run past. All the painful memories she had, the ex husband and family she lost to Christian and all that. "Bella." Over and over she heard her name and then she saw a light ahead. "Bella! Bella! BELLA!" She heard over and over but she turned her back on that name looking towards her future. She ran towards it and then slowly opened her eyes.
Gazing around the world was so bright, each detail of it all was clear to her and strangely she felt exactly the same as she had before she had died. Was she dead? Looking at Ed sitting quietly next to her she knew the answer as she softly touched his arm. The look in his eyes was pure relief that she was still with him. She gazed at him in wonder taking in every detail of his face that she could see now. There was no need for him to seduce her through images this time. As she emerged as a vamp her body was calling out for him, caving him more than blood. The connection from dying as one she woke needing to be one with him again. Every part of her being was aching for him. He had become all that mattered, he was her life now. All that mattered as she called out for him.
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Two hours later, he felt soft hands on his shoulders and a hushed, "Edward?" Her voice so soft, harmonic, sweet.
"Bella." He replied as he turned to see her. Her eyes, oh fuck her eyes. They were more violet then when she was human.
"Its Dee. I want no connection to my human self." She told him to which he nodded his head and smiled softly to her.
"Dee then." He told her, then kissed her hard on the lips. She moaned against his, pushing her tongue past his lips tangling it with his. She moved to sit on top of him, impaling her marbled body onto his harden cock.
She threw her head back and screamed a moan, "Fuck yes!" She cried as she began to move on him, harder and harder. Faster and faster. Her pussy grew wetter as his cock hit her walls right.
"Fuck, Dee!" He growled. That growl. Oh fuck his growl. It spurred her on, sinking her fangs into his neck as she rode him.
"Oh baby. You taste good." She whispered as she threw her head back again.
Gripping her hips he thrust harder up into her. Growling his moans. "Oh baby." He drawled, "I'm... I'm coming." She whimpered her moan, as she exploded around his cock, just as he released his load deep into her. Jet after jet after jet. Filling her cunt with his hot seed.
"Yes!" She hissed out before slumping against him.
Ed turned her look at her as she laid sprawled across his chest. "So better before or after?"
Her voice was so melodic now, it was beatiful to listen to and then she laughed softly. It made him smile for the first time in a long time. She whispered to him, "both but after because now I can bite you."
His laughter joined hers, "I think now I have created a monster of my own."
"Perhaps." Was her answer with a giggle.
"You are no monster but you are a vampire now, my vamp."
"Your vamp as you are my Wicked."
"Dee do you have any idea how much I love you?"
She turned on her side to look up at him and Ed took in again her eyes. The violet in them now made them glow as she spoke, "You found me, you came for me and you saved me. I think I know and if I do not will you show me?"
Her tone was flirty making him chuckle, "we have eternity for that my lusty vamp but there is something that I want to take care of."
"Which is?"
"First you need to feed and then Christian." Feeling her body bristle against his Edward wrapped his arms around her. "And that other. They need to pay." Her eyes started to change as he watched her, they were darkening up but instead of going red they were becoming black. He felt it in her body and saw it in her thoughts. They were going to pay sooner than later. "Feed first."
"I plan to feed."
"Dee you are a newborn. Remember you will have a whole new set of emotions and strength to control. You and I will take care of them but in time. Now it's time for us to enjoy, we waited a long time for this." Edward pulled her close wanting to get lost in her again when she kept thinking about revenge Edward let out a long, low growl then smirked at her response.
"How do you do that?"
"Do what?" He teased her. "This." He growled against louder this time and watched her shiver in response. "There is a bond between a marker and his progeny. We are now linked through my blood. I can feel you and you can feel me but my love I have a power over you and this." He growled again. "Is it." Dee closed her eyes and in her mind he heard her beg for more. Never one to deny a lady he growled again as he pulled her into his arms to lose themselves all over again and again.