Allison Dawson is the most amazing person in the world. Last night was the best night I've ever experienced.

As you may have guessed, I spent the night with her. She and I never had sex; we made love.

My eyes opened to the sun's brightness from the window. Ally was still asleep comfortably resting her head on my chest.

Everything about her just overwhelms me. Her eyes, her smile, her curly hair, her scent, and her mind. Nothing else could matter more than her.

I carefully got up and laid her on the bed. I quickly got dressed.

"Austin?" yawned Ally. I had on my boxers, my undershirt, and my button up shit. "What time is it?"

"Nine in the morning," I answered.

I crawled back on the bed and leaned back on her wall. Ally curled up next to me and I wrapped my arm around her.

"How was it?" I asked her.

"I'm just so scared," she sighed.

"About what, love?"

"That you didn't enjoy it."

"That's what you're afraid of?" I chuckled. "That I didn't enjoy it?"

"Yeah."

I kissed her on the forehead and said, "This night was the greatest night of my entire life."

"Really?"

"Yes."

I sang, "And I guess that just the woman in you that brings out the man in me! I know I can't help myself. You're all in the world to me! It feels like the first time."

Ally laughed as I sang. She literally is all the world to me. I wished I saved myself for Ally.


School just started the next day. As I got out of my car, everybody was looking at me in a strange way. A few people were murmuring to each other while looking at me.

"Slut," coughed a guy.

I walked up to my locker. My locker was covered in graffiti. The writings on my wall had words like "Skank," or "Tramp," or "Whore." Who did all of this?

Dallas, Trent, and Elliot came up to me. "Who did this," I demanded.

"Everyone," answered Dallas. "We know what you did, Austin. That was just sick."

"Well, could somebody tell me what the fuck I did because I don't," I said.

"Cassidy got back from the hospital," Elliot explained. "She has gonorhea…from you."

"What?" I shrieked. "Gonorhea?"

"You could've checked out what you have before spreading your disease all over," said Elliot.

"I never had sex with Cassidy. She's lying! Somebody else must've given it to her. It wasn't me!"

"What about your gigolo stuff?" asked Trent.

"That was different."

"Gigolo?" said a voice behind me. I turned back and Ally was standing there.

"Ally?" I gasped.

"Austin, what is he talking about?"

"This is not what it looks like."

"What was he talking about?"

"Oh, Ally, didn't you hear?" Trent interrupted. "Austin has a job…as a prostitute."

My girlfriend's jaw dropped. "Is this true?"

No, I don't want to lie to her. I can't. "Yes." I sighed. "Ally, I was a man-whore."

"So I wasn't actually your first. I was just…one of your many first ones? Was that it? I was just another fuckin' sex slave?!"

"You had to know the truth."

"Stay the fuck away from me!"

Ally took off. I yelled, "Ally!"

I stopped. The only thing I did was let her go. How can I go after her after what I did?

"Sorry about her, dude," said Trent. "Just to let you know. When you're crying and cutting up all of your pictures, Ally might getting out of bed to make me a sandwich like the rest of them."

His little comment released a rage of anger inside of me. I yanked Trent back by the arm and threw my fist at his face.

Then, I forcefully tackled Trent to the ground. A crowd of students surrounded us yelling, "Fight! Fight! Fight!"

Trent attempted to push me on his back, but I somehow got him on his back. Once I was on top of him, I angrily punched him in the face numerously. I felt unstoppable and untamed at the moment. He forced me to tell the truth to Ally and he's gonna pay for it.

Suddenly, two pair of arms grabbed both of my arms. Two male teachers yanked me off of Trent.

"Break it up, you two!" yelled Mr. Jackman, who yanked me back. "That's enough!"

Trent was pulled back by one teacher. Blood was dripping from Trent's nose.

"You go anywhere near her, I swear to God I'll beat the fucking shit out of you!" I screamed at Trent.

Fighting was one of the many things I don't like to do. This was the first time I had ever gotten in a fight. Trent could've gotten it much worse. Although I didn't think I would make his nose bleed.

In the front office, I sat there in one of the chairs. Nothing else mattered anymore. How could I cause all of this? All I did was get paid for taking girls out on dates and look where I am now. I get in a fight, I broke Ally's heart, and the entire school sees me as the school STDs slut.

Prinicpal Wolfe's door opened. Trent walked out of there covering his bloody nose with a tissue.

I walked into Prinicpal Wolfe's office. I sat down in the chairs.

Principal Wolfe just stood there and looked down.

"Mr. Wolfe, is something wrong?" I asked him.

"I am just a fucking idiot," he said. "I am just one disgusting, sick, fucking idiot!"

Prinicpal Wolfe grabbed a photo from his desk and threw it on the floor. Smash! A few pieces of glass from the frame were on the floor.

"Prinicpal Wolfe, I don't think you should be doing that," I said.

"Austin, I'm so sorry. I am so, so sorry for what I did. Cassidy was freaking out. She didn't know what to say. She didn't want me to lose my job and she didn't want to get in trouble!"

For a minute there, I didn't understand him. Suddenly, it popped into my head.

"It was you?" I gasped. "You gave Cassidy gonorhea?"

"Yes."

"How could you do this? One of your own students!"

"You don't know what it's like for me, Austin! My wife ignores me and we haven't had sex in two years. Then, I meet this young, smart, beautiful girl and her age didn't mattered to me. I gave her gonorhea and she told everybody it was you."

"Why me?"

"We've seen your record. We've seen all of your favorite girls, especially Dawson."

"Don't bring her into this. I lost her because of you! Ally was the first girl I ever went on a date with and that I ever made actual love to. I had sex with a lot of girls, but it was different with Ally."

"Oh, really? How?"

"I didn't bang her. I didn't fuck her up. I sure as hell did not have sex with Ally. She and I made beautiful, passionate, and good love."

"Austin, I'm gonna make things right. I'll tell everyone the truth. I'll loose my job, my wife, and my kids. This was my fault."

He was actually going to risk everything for this? I'm going to have to do the right thing here.

"Call Cassidy," I sighed. "Tell her she's a bitch, I hate her, and she owes me big time for this."

"You don't have to do this for me, Austin," said Principal Wolfe.

"Who said it was for you? I doing it for your job and your family. They're the ones I feel sorry for the most."

"Thank you. You only have detention for this week. Bye."

"Bye."