More Than A Brother Should
Chapter 10
Mokuba was going over his notes. Both mice were doing great. And so were all of Yuki's babies. So now all he had to do was test it on himself.
Once he mixed everything up he then fill the syringe. Once he got done prepping his arm he injects himself with the stuff. From all his testing he knew he wouldn't fill anything for a while. He figured that it might take longer from then it had for Yuki and the other mouse.
And he was right. When as for Yuki it seem to take only a few days for Mokuba it look like it would take a week if not longer.
It also hurt like hell. He thought he got rid of the pain but then again he had given himself a higher dose.
During this time Seto had been trying to talk to him. Seto tried the night Mokuba gave himself the injection. The night after his talk to his friend Riko but Mokuba hadn't been up for it. He could his big brother had something important to tell him. Now normally Mokuba would be all ears but not that night or any night since.
His school work was also paying the price. Because of all the pain he was in he normally wouldn't even get up and go to school. And if he did he couldn't pay attention or had to leave early.
Then there was his big brother Seto. Seto was not stupid by any means of the word. He was a genius when it came to book smarts and common sense. He was also very aware of his surroundings. He had to be to have gotten where he was today.
So he knew something was wrong with Mokuba from the beginning. More so than normal at least.
Seto kept asking what was wrong and Mokuba kept saying it was nothing or he was fine. Mokuba did want to tell Seto but was scare to.
But then again there was nothing Seto could do about it. The changes were taken affect and nothing could stop it.
It was start of the second week when Mokuba woke up in a lot of pain. It felt like part of his body was being ripped in two. The pain was coming from between his legs. Mokuba put a pillow over his face to muffle the screams that were coming out. At one point he even put another one on top of the first one. He didn't want his brother come running into his room. Still scared to tell him the truth.
Two hours later the pain started to slowly go away. For Mokuba it felt like the pain lasted longer than that and at times he didn't think it would ever stop. The fourteen year old boy slowly sat up in bed. It hurt to move but Mokuba need to see what caused all that pain.
When he stood up and looked at his bed he noticed some blood. It was right in the area of where his lower half was. To the fourteen year old it looked like a lot of blood. In reality it wasn't that much. About the size of a small hand.
It was then he could feel something wet and sticky running down the inside of his legs. When looked down he noticed dark spots on his black pajama pants. With wide eyes he ran to his bathroom. Well moved as fast as his sore body would let him.
Mokuba stripped down as he stared at blood running down his legs. Turning the shower on and setting the temperature Mokuba got in and started to clean his body. He had to admit that the hot water felt wonderful and easy more of the pain away.
Still wonder what had cause the pain and were the blood came from Mokuba started to look his body over. At first he found nothing wrong. He seems to have all his parts. He then remembers Yuki and what that mouse gotten. So he slowly started to lower one hand down and reach and behind his penis. He's hand froze as his eyes widen again. There was something new. Something that should not have been there. That wasn't there yesterday.
Bring his hand to his face he stared at his fingers. On the tips was some blood.
Mokuba stared at it for a moment before he let out a very loud scream. He couldn't help but scream.
He wasn't sure how long he stared at his fingers because the next think he knew Seto was in his bathroom and flung his shower curtain open. Seto stood there seeing a naked Mokuba with a small amount of blood on his fingertips.
"Are you ok Mokuba?" Seto asked.
At first Mokuba wanted to say no. That he was far from being ok. That he would never be ok again. That he had a a a…. Hell even in his mind he couldn't say the word. But he didn't say any of that.
"I'm ok. Can you please close the curtain?" That was what Mokuba said.
Seto stood there for only a moment before doing as Mokuba asked. "Are you sure you are ok? What's with the blood and screaming?" He asked.
Mokuba wasn't sure what to say. He couldn't tell his big brother the truth. But Seto normally could see through any lie he told. "It's nothing Seto." He said.
Mokuba looked over and saw the shadow of his brother. Seto was standing there with his arms crossed. "Then why is there blood on your clothes and sheets?" he then asked.
Mokuba's eyes widen yet again as he stared at his brother's shadow. He had forgotten all about the sheets and his clothes. "I've must have scratched myself in my sleep." Mokuba lied. It was the worst lie ever but it was all he could come up with.
"You scratched yourself?" Seto repeated. Mokuba could hear it in Seto's voice that he didn't believe Mokuba.
"You haven't done that since before our aunt and uncle used us then dumped us at the orphanage." Seto went on to say with a sigh. "Look Mokuba if there is something you need to tell me you know you can. I'll listen no matter what it is." Seto said.
Mokuba froze at those words. He pushed the curtain back and looked up at his brother. Oh how he wanted to tell him. He really did but he just couldn't. He was too much of a coward to say so. He then smiled at him. "I know you will. Now I'm going to finish." He said before closing the curtain again.
Mokuba stayed in the shower as he could hear his brother walk away and close his bedroom door. He lean his head on his the shower wall as he closed his eyes as a few tears started to fall. He was so close to telling him. So damn close but he was too much of a coward. "I'll never be able to tell Seto how I really feel." He cried softly to himself.
Once he was done and dressed Mokuba slowly left his room. He was glad that it was a Sunday as he knew he was unable and in no mood to go to school today. He was unable to because he was to sore and was walking slowly.
He was also grateful that his brother was at work. If Seto saw how much pain he was in there would be more question and there was the chance Seto would make him go see a doctor. That was the last thing he needed right now. He just wanted to sit down and numb his mind with some TV and or video games. He wasn't in any mood for life today.
February 24th
I think the experiment is a complete success. I was able to chance part of me. It was more painful than I thought it to be but it worked. I won't know if I can have babies like Yuki but one day I hope to try. One day soon and I know with whom.
But that person almost found out to soon. Seto almost found out what is going on. Luckily he didn't pry to much this morning. But he did say something that almost made me tell him how much I love him.
Why can't I just tell him? Why am I such a coward?
I know that Seto is going to want answers about everything and I will have to tell him. But I just hope that when that time comes to tell him that I can. I also hope he doesn't reject me and or get rid of me. I don't know what will happen if I couldn't be with him every day even if that means just staying brothers.
Mokuba looked at the last few lines he wrote in his journal before he put it way and went to bed. He didn't know what the next few days would bring or the truths that would soon come out.
A/N There is the next chapter. I have the next two chapters planed out and will have them out soon. I hope you all liked this one and I will see you all with the next one.
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