AUTHOR'S NOTE: I DO NOT OWN ANYTHING OF SUPERNATURAL BUT I DO OWN ALL OTHER CHARACTERS IN THIS STORY. So I'm sorry that I'm not writing as much. Just to let everyone know I just had major surgery done so I'm not always going be in the mood for writing and plus just writing, reading, walking around or even watching tv just wears me out. Plus I'm on pain meds and they make me really sleepy. So if my work is a little off I'm sorry but it's the meds doing it. I just wanted everyone to know so you wouldn't be confused it I write something wrong or spell something simple wrong. I'm going to do my best, so please don't get mad and stop reading. I'm really glad I've got new people reading my story but I would like some reviews. They make me happy and the happier I am the more you guys get. So please let me know what you think even if it's as simple and 'great chapter'. Thanks for reading and here's the next chapter! ENJOY!

Chapter 10

Blade's POV

Pain...lots of searing hot pain running through my body. That's the best way to describe the pain I feel. Things are getting worse. Each year my vamp half grows stronger and my human half weaker. The pig's blood isn't helping to sustain me anymore. It's to weak for me now. Now I know why I have been craving more and more. My body wants something else. Something much more sweeter and luscious. Human Blood. The thought of it made my mouth water. I could still remember the taste of the blood I drank from my parents. It's a taste a vampire never forgets. I can't help but crave it more and more. Even though I'm downstairs, chained to the wall and sitting on the floor of this iron clad bunker, my sences are very hightened. I can hear Bobby's heart pumping and the blood rushing through his veins, he may be old but his blood would still be sweet.

No, I have to stop thinking like this! I have to stop fantasizing about attacking Bobby and ripping his throat out just to taste that sweet elixir rushing into my mouth and down my throat...mmmmm...NO! I must not think about things like that it's only going to get me into trouble and I can't afford that. That's when he popped into my mind. His angelic face. His cocky, sexy smirk. His soft lips against mine. His genuinely smile when he was with me. Him smelling of leather and sweat mixed with his cologne. My heart began to race at the thought of Dean. He was nothing like Myles, and yet everything like him at the same time. My heart ached at the thought of my beloved Myles. He was truly one of the few to understand and help me get past the horrible pain. Three days of agony and he would stand by me and help me when he could. I know he loved me and yet I still love him. Even though he's gone he still feels like he's here with me. I remembered the day Myles vowed to find a cure for me.

FLASHBACK:

"Myles...no...more..." I panted as he stepped back.

"Blade, you need this it's going to help." He insisted.

"It's not working it's only making the pain worse." I snapped at him.

"Damn it!" he yelled and he slammed the plasic jug down on the table. "Everything I try doesn't work. It either make the pain worse or does nothing at all!"

"Myles don't...blame yourself. You'll find out...the right ingredients to use...and it will work, but it takes...time." I said trying to work up the strength to talk.

"Baby I'm sorry, I'm just frustrated." he said as he turned to look at me. I could see in his eyes that he was worried about coming near me, and I couldn't blame him. 'I am a monster and a freak of nature. I don't belong here.' I thought as I looked back at him. "I don't deserve you." I said looking away from him.

"Hey don't talk like that." He said taking a few steps closer, making sure he was out of arms reach. "I'm the one who is lucky here. I'm the one who doesn't deserve you. Even if you weren't half vampire I still want to be with you."

"And what happens if we can't find a cure for me and I turn into a full blooded vampire. The human half of me would be gone as well as the girl you know. I wouldn't be the same." I closed my eyes in shame and turned toface the wall behind me The chains made it a little difficult but I still managed.

"I would still love you no matter what." he said.
I thought my ears were playing tricks on me. 'Did he just say what I think he just said?' I thought as turned around to face him. "What did you say?"

"I said I would still lover you no matter what, and I mean that. I love you Blade." he said with a smile growing on his face.
I still couldn't believe my ears. 'Yep he said it. He loves me. Oh my lord this can't be true, he doesn't love me. He couldn't love a monster like me.' Tears filled my eyes at his words and my thoughts. I felt so stupid for letting him get this close. 'He should be in love with a normal girl, not me. I'm no good for him! I'm to dangerous. I know I love him to but I can't let him know that.'

Myles's POV

I had just told Blade that I loved her. I couldn't believe that I had just said it. I couldn't help my self. 'I do love her, I just hope she feels the same way. I know I would be heartbroken if she doesn't love me back. God now I'm sounding like a girl. But I can't loose her. I don't feel like myself when I'm not around her. She brings out the best and worse in me. I feel like I'm floating on air whenever I'm around her, and her touch sends fire throughout my whole body. Her kisses send my mind all over the place at once and I can't think about anything else but her. She's the one for me, I know it. But that dreaded question still remains in my head. 'Does she feel the same way about me?' I hope that she does.' I thought as I looked at her. I could see tears in her eyes but sorrow on her face. My heart sank as she said nothing. "Blade please say something." I said as I stared at her.

"How could you ever love a monster like me?'" she asked as the tears began to fall on her face. I hated seeing her like this. It tore at my heart to see her sad and it was unbearable for me. I wanted nothing more for her than to be happy with me.

"Blade you are no monster to me." I said gently.

"I am a monster Myles. I drink blood for god sakes. I killed my parents with my bare hands and enjoy drinking their blood. I am a monster Myles, and there is nothing that can change that. I'm a freak of nature. So how can you sit there and be in love with a freak?" She screamed at me. The tears from her eyes were falling freely now and she was crying her heart out.

"To me you are not a freak. I don't see a freak or monster in this room. I see a beautiful woman in front of me growing up in a hard life. Never knowing what love has ever felt like, scared that she doesn't know how to love back." I said to her as I stepped closer. "Blade I love you and I always will. I can't be without you. I can be myself when I with you. I don't have to hide the fact that I'm a hunter and travel all over and hunt and kill creatures that do harm to others. What happened to you wasn't your fault. You couldn't have stopped your mom from getting attacked. So stop blaming yourself and live your life as best you can Blade." I said to her as I stepped even closer. I could see the worry in her eyes. She wanted to give in but was afraid of getting hurt. I coudn't blame her with the life she's had.

"Myles...I can't." She said as more tears spilled out of her eyes and looked away.

"Blade, you can. Don't hold back." I lifted my hand to her face to make her look me in the eye. "Blade don't hide from me, like you do with everyone else. I've never judge you, and I will always except you no matter what happenes, and I promise that one day I will find a cure. Even if it takes the rest of my life."

We stared at each other for what felt like years but it was only mere minutes. She closed her eyes as she leaned her head into my hand. "Blade..-" I was about to say something when she cut me off by putting a finger to my lips.

"Ssshhh." She had moved her hand to my cheek and was gently rubbing her thumb back and forth across my skin, sending a warm sensation over me. "You're right. You're always right."

I gave her a small smile, and she returned the smile back. She removed her finger only to replace it with her soft lips. Her kisses were addictive to me, but before anything more could happen she pulled away and I rested my forehead against hers. That's when I heard her whispered the sweet words flow from her mouth. "I love you Myles. Always have and always will. Forever."

"Forever." I whispered back.

End of Flashback

"Forever." I whispered to myself as the memory lingered in my mind. I closed my eyes to remeneces that memory. A single tear slipped from my right eye. I missed him so much, it only made my heart ache more. I leaned my head back against the wall behind me. I tried to ignore the pain that was still there but it wasn't as bad now. My head was throbbing along with the rest of my body. It felt like I was sitting there for an eternity, until the door opening caught my attention. Bobby walked in carrying a jar of blood.

"Hey kid. How ya doing?" Bobby asked as he walked over to me.

"It's getting...worse Bobby." I said as I opened my eyes looking at him.

"I'm sorry kid." I could hear the sympathy in his voice. I knew he felt bad for me. He hated to see going through this. He is also searching for a cure, just like Myles. When Myles was alive, he and Bobby would sometimes pull all-nighters to figure out how to save me. "I'm trying to help."

"I know, Bobby, I know."

"I know you hate it when you have to try a new remedy, but I think this one's going to work or at least help slow down the process."

"Well whatever it is you'd better hurry." I said I felt myself regaining my strength quick. Bobby nodded his head. and opened the filled with the liquid. That's when the smell hit my nose, dead man's blood. "Bobby what are you doing?"

"Blade it's going to help." He said looking at me.

"Bobby are you trying to kill me? That much dead man's blood could kill me." I said back away.

"Blade I'm not going to give the whole jar, just about half it's going to help." He said cautiously walking up to me.

"NO! We've tried that before, and you guys almost lost me." I yelled.

"Blade you were younger and we used to much. I'm sorry kid but we've got to try it again." He said as he pulled out a tranquilizer dart gun. I knew the tranq wouldn't last long on me but it would work just enough for Bobby to get the blood down, but I wasn't going to let that happen.

Bobby raised the gun towards me and my reflexs kicked in. I jumped out of the way just as he pulled the trigger. He tried again but again I was to quick. Bobby eyes were wide as he looked at me. He hadn't counted on me rejecting his idea, or me getting pissed for what he was trying to do. I knew that my eyes were turning red and a growl was rising in my throat. Bobby dropped the jar, making it smash and blood flying all over the floor and ran for door. I ran after him only to be stopped by the chains that were attached to the wall. I could feel the anger surging through my veins as the growl that had been building up ripped through my throat and filled the bunker. Bobby slammed the bunker door shut locking it immeaditly after. I could hear his heart racing and him breathing hard.

As I stood there breathing hard myself, I knew something was wrong. The taste of blood filled my mouth and something sharp protrude over my teeth. I walked over to the mirror that was in the bunker and opened my mouth. What I saw made my heart drop and made the breath leave from my lungs. There in the mirror stood my reflection but with another addition...fangs.

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