Blackmail

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Yay! –jumps- Ok, so I hope you like the recent chapter. I don't know if this one will be long or not… hmm… but I hope it is… I'm not really good with long chapters and all… Ok, on to the next chapter!

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Yuki took a good look at his lover. He smiled at his decision without any regrets at all.

"I'd rather die without you than see you die for me."

I would die happily for your sake. Without any regrets, I'd gladly end my life right here and right now. Although, if I do die, what would you do? Would you be able to live without me? What if someone is hurting you and I am not there to protect you?

"For you, I'd do anything."

I would even kill for you. If someone ever hurts you either physically or mentally, I would end his or her life right away. Without second thoughts, 'BANG' his dead. Just for you, I'd end this world right away. But it would absolutely scare you if you see blood on my hands and a dead body on the floor right at my side. What would be your reaction? What will you think of me? Will if terrify you?

"You're my savior"

You saved me from the darkness I thought I could never escape. I was never calling out for anybody but you heard me. I was hiding myself but you saw me. I was pushing you away, hurting you, calling you names, even avoiding you but were always at my side. I would never say this to anyone, but since this is the last time I'll ever see you, I just wanna say "Thank you, Shuichi." But, were all the things you did to me was worth it? Am I enough for you?

"I love you"

I am pretty sure you know that by now. Those are just words. If I don't say it to you, it doesn't mean I don't love you. But, just to make you happy, why can't I say those words to you? Simple things make you happy, but, for you, why can't I do those things? Maybe I just don't have the courage to say what I feel. But why?

Yuki was pretty sure of what his choice was going to be. But, obviously, he's still in a dilemma. Although, if you put it all together, the majority of his choice is beneficial so he was sure what his choice would be.

Of course, the blackmailer knew that Yuki would choose to leave Shuichi behind. As he/she was looking at them, a grin was shown on his/her face. It was according to plan.

"Hehe! How naïve of Eiri…"

After taking his time to take a last good look on his lover's face, he left his lover. But, before doing that. He wrote a letter on top of Shuichi's computer. A letter to Shuichi assuring him that he was all right. But, he never knew that the letter would only make Shuichi worry more. He gave his pink-haired lover one last kiss on the lips and then, without looking back, he left. It was better this way, if Shuichi saw Yuki leave, it was going to be harder for him.

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Shuichi cuddled nearer to Yuki's side of the bed only to see no one was there. Maybe he's making breakfast. Better greet my Yuki a good morning!

Shuichi jumped out of bed after sleeping for more than 12 hours. He went to the bathroom to freshen up and wash his face. After he was ready, he tiptoed to the kitchen. That's odd, I can't smell anything. He peeked gently to the kitchen and saw nothing. He sighed and walked further inside the kitchen. He scanned it for any food and saw nothing. What! Does he expect me cook my breakfast? Doing that, he's committing suicide! Shuichi thought angrily after seeing to sign of his breakfast at the kitchen.

He then walked to the study, expecting to see his lover there. He was now full of joy since he was going to see his beloved. A smile on his face turned into a frown when he saw no sign of his lover, or his laptop. This made Shuichi worry. He searched around the house to look for any sign of Yuki. He first went to the living room, and then the kitchen, balcony, car park and then hallway. But, no sign of Yuki was seen. He started to worry.

"YUUUUUUUKIIIIIIII!" He shouted while running on the streets. (Just like in episode 12)

He gave up after 10 hours of running around Japan. He walked sadly inside the apartment. He didn't bother to turn on the lights. He then sat on the couch tiredly. He took a good look around the apartment and something caught his eye. It was something on top of his computer. He walked towards his computer and picked that something up. It was a letter.

Shuichi,

Goodbye. I love you.

-Yuki

After reading it, a tear escaped him. Why did he leave me again? He said as he hugged the letter tightly. To make it worse, why did he say 'I love you'?

RING! RING!

Shuichi heard the phone ring.

RING! RING!

"Hello?" Shuichi said while sobbing.

"Shuichi? Are you crying?"

"No… I'm not."

"Really now?"

"Yeah"

"Fine. Whatever you say. Anyway, you'll be going to work tomorrow, right?"

"Oh, yeah. I forgot about that."

"Now, are you feeling Ok already to work?"

"Yeah."

"I'll pick you up tomorrow, Ok?"

"Sure." And then the line went dead.

Shuichi went to the bedroom to sleep. He was very tired running around like that. He slept at Yuki's side of the bed and cried himself to sleep. Morning came and…

Shuichi placed his hand around the other side but felt nothing. He rubbed his eyes and remembered what happened yesterday. He sadly walked towards the bathroom to take a bath.

-With Hiro-

He rode his bike to Shuichi's place. While biking around the streets, he saw a certain blonde-haired man eight blocks away from the place were Shuichi and Yuki lived.

That's odd. Is he cheating on Shuichi?

Hiro didn't bother to ask and continued his way to Shuichi. Shuichi was already outside waiting for Hiro. He had a wry smile on his face.

"Shuichi!" Hiro shouted.

"Hey!" Shuichi shouted back.

"Is Yuki cheating in you?"

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There! I've been lazy lately so sorry for the late update. I don't have time to proofread it so sorry for any mistakes!

-bakazaruaddict-