(A/N: Hey guys, I think I might end this story soon. I don't know. If you guys want me to continue for about 5-10 more chapters, or something like that. Just tell me, if you think it's a good idea to just end it, let me know also. I'm fine with either one. Thanks!)
***Also! I might be looking for a Beta for my new story called 'Be my Escape' It is a humor and Romance. Regular couples. The summary: "Bella is a social outcast at Forks High school. When the new kids come, Edward starts to have an interest to her; ignoring that she is uncool. As she questions this, she realizes that she can't let Edward be rejected like her. She plays hard to get, hoping that he will lose interest in her. Only dragging him in closer…OOC-AH-AU" If any of you guys are interested, please tell me! I have already written the first chapter. But for you to Beta, you need to update frequently, because I get really anxious and eager to post a chapter. I usually only wait a day, because then I get a little crazy. Though I'm not completely sure if I am going to get one, I just might do my own writing. But I still want to know my options***
(EPOV)
3
Month Later
I found out the day after Bella had her coughing attack that she never had lung cancer, just internal bleeding because of the car accident. The cause of the fainting before was because she was dehydrated. She is extremely pale and skinny because she rarely eats anything. She was misdiagnosed. Carlisle said that he would give Bella some anti-depression pills that would help her stop the cuts. Some specialists took care of Bella's lungs, which is where the bleeding came from. She is now fine, perfectly normal. She still has to have a check up with Carlisle in 2 months, to make sure nothing is still wrong with her lungs.
I still remember the day that Carlisle told me Bella doesn't have lung cancer…
(Flashback-The day after
Bella's coughing attack) I was sitting on the chair near
Bella's bed. I memorized her peaceful face, holding her hand in my
hands. She looked so innocent, fragile and just so…childlike. "I love you," I whispered to her intensely, "Don't worry. You
will make it, I know you will." I kissed her forehead tenderly,
caressing her cheek. Her eyes fluttered open lightly, making
my heart stutter a beat. She managed to smile slightly. "Hi."
She whispered, her voice hoarse and cracking; making us both flinch.
I can't bare this to happen. "Hey," I whispered to
gently, "How are you feeling? Do you need anything?" I asked her
anxiously, rubbing her hand gently; making sure not to touch any of
her stitches. She shook her head, smiling still and
whispered, "I'm great now. My throat hurts a little, but I'll
live," her smile turned into a frown, "I'm…sorry." She told
me miserably, her breath hitched and several tears rolling down her
cheek, a heart-breaking sob escaping her lips. What hurt me the most
is that she doesn't even know that she has lung cancer yet.
Carlisle said that I should be the one tell her; I don't even know
where to begin. I kissed away her tears, pleased to hear her
sobs quieting and her breath coming out calmer, "Don't be. It's
my fault. But first, I need to ask you something. When…you told me
that you l-love me. Before you…f-fainted, did you mean it?" I
asked her hopefully, my eyes glued on her bed sheets. I got fearful
by the second, minutes passed before she answered. "Yes."
She whispered, causing me to look up at her and grin widely at her.
She loves me. I feel…blissful, amazing, fantastic…there are no
words to explain. I leaned toward her slowly; amused by the fact that
I could hear the monitor that was rating her pulse get faster and
faster. I kissed her softly on the lips; her lips soft and
warm, moving in synch with mine, a sweet kiss. I broke the kiss after
a few seconds, grinning at her goofily, and her face mirroring my
expression. My grin faltered once I realized that Bella still had
lung cancer, a small chance that she might…die. She frowned at my
sudden mood change, touching the crease between my eyebrows lightly
with her fingers. "What is it?" She murmured softly,
caressing my cheek. My heart was stammering at her simple touch.
Damn, I'm whipped. I laughed internally at my words, thinking how
Emmett was rubbing off on me. I sighed softly, shaking my
head, "It's just that…I u-uh have some," I gulped, "news."
I finished, my voice cracking slightly. He expression turned
to feat and terror, asking cautiously, "…What type of news?" "Bad…news,"
I told her softly, "Bella you have-" Carlisle came into the room
swiftly and interrupted me before I had a chance to tell her that she
had lung cancer, "Internal bleeding, you have internal bleeding
Bella. Your cuts and all the abuse has lead you to this. You coughing
up blood, how you were feeling faint and weak. But don't worry; it
can be fixed. You will be yourself soon, though there is one
problem." I exhaled deeply, extremely joyful at the news. Bella
doesn't have lung cancer! I felt like I could a happy dance, she
would live! Yes! Yes! I felt like shouting. "What?"
Bella asked calmly, fidgeting in the hospital bed. "The
cuts will have to stop." Carlisle told her sternly. "O-okay…" She said unsurely, in a way lying. "Good.
Oh, and it's nice to finally meet you Bella. Edward has talked
about you known stop since the beginning of school. Bella this, Bella
that." He told her, trying to lighten up the mood. She laughed
carelessly, the sound making my heart skip a beat. She looked at me
with an eyebrow raised; I felt my cheeks warm up. "Yeah,
well. Eddie-Poo here wants to get into my pants." She teased at me,
using Emmett's nickname; smiling sweetly. "I can't
control my hormones." I teased back, not in anyway lying. Her
breathing stopped short, her eyes glazing over with some new emotion.
I looked over to Carlisle, seeing him smiling at me, happy that I
found somebody. "Well, once we get you out of this hospital;
you will have to come over for dinner. Esme will love to meet you as
soon as possible; she is actually in the waiting room with the rest
of them. Which reminds me, I have to tell them the news." With
that, he left. (Flashback over)
I
tried finding the right word, what was the right word in this type of
situation; telling Bella she has lung cancer.
Ever since that, we
have been together non-stop. Doing the stupidest things you could
think of, and the mushiest. Even Emmett said that apparently that our
PDA level is worst then his and 'Rosie's'. I remember Bella's
face, bright red yet looking slightly smug. Right now, we were
cuddled up in my bed. The rest of them doing some R-Rated matters. It
was slightly creeping hearing the noises. Bella took a pillow and
shoved it on her head, covering her ears.
"Make it stop" She whined, moving her legs up and down on the bed.
I chuckled lightly and whispered, " I'll try and make Emmett stop." Before she had a chance to protest, I cut off Rosalie's…moans, " Hey guys! Shut the hell up! We don't want to hear you guys doing," What word should I use to explain it?
"Humpty Dumpty." Bella told me, giggling. I looked at her amused, "Humpty Dumpty?"
She just nodded, smiling brightly. I laughed at her and continued my sentence, "We don't want to hear you guys doing Humpty Dumpty in there"
I heard Emmett's booming laugh; probably guessing it was Bella's idea. Bella blushing a vivid red, I snickered, wrapping my arms around her waist.
"Want to do something?" I whispered to her in her ear, to my delight receiving a shiver from her.
"Hmm…" I laugh at her 'dazed'; as she puts it, mumble.
"I think I know…" I trailed off suggestively, wiggling my eyebrows like Emmett would do. Yet she didn't find this funny, she turned her head towards me; her brown eyes wide. I didn't waste a minute.
My lips crushed down on hers, but they felt soft. I kissed her urgently, our lips moving in synchronization. I broke the kiss after the tip of my tongue traced her lower lip, a scowl on her face, I told happily, "You taste like chocolate."
She laughed at my little kid expression, "Yeah, well Emmett shoved chocolate ice cream in my mouth earlier." She grinned sheepishly.
"Yum." I whispered, closing the distance between us. I didn't realize for how long we kissed for until I heard the door open.
"Jasper! Check this out, Eddie is finally getting laid!" Emmett shouted loudly, I broke away from her kiss, sadly, sitting up straight; hearing the laughter from Jasper, Alice, and Rose.
"Shut up Emmett! I can control my hormones, unlike you. You can't even keep your buddy in your pants for more then 20 minutes." I told him coldly for interrupting my time with Bella, glaring at him.
He didn't seem affected by my expression, just stuck out his tongue at me then left the room, not before winking at Bella. I sighed; he could be so childish sometimes. I looked over at Bella, her face flushed a beautiful scarlet; I put my hand over her cheek, feeling the warmth.
"You are so beautiful." I told her sweetly, ignoring the fact that she was about to make a comment; kissing her again.