A/N: Hey amazing people who actually read my story. I've decided that I won't update until I get to 65 reviews, that shouldn't be hard :) I hope you like this chapter. Special thanks to:
Katie the Bookworm
and
RangerApprentice21
Chapter 9
Tris' POV
This is a mistake. Then why am I still kissing him? I debate with my inner self. I hastily pull away and he looks shocked.
'I, I'm sorry, Tobias I can't do this. I can't trust that you're not going hurt me again' I look down as I say this, I don't want too see his face. He pulls my face up to see his anyway and pleads,
'Tris, will you ever be able to understand that I am sorry?'.
'You don't understand. You've given your reasons but I've put up too many walls around my heart to block you out, so letting you in won't be easy' as soon as I say this I regret it, I don't forgive him and I did put up walls but I like him and I felt the walls crumble when we kissed.
'Tell me you don't feel anything and it would be a lie!' he starts raising his voice, I feel the anger and sadness in it.
'You're right, it would be a lie' I softly whisper.
'Then why can't you trust me?'
I don't answer him, I just look away, I want to trust him. Then just try to forget what he did, try to trust him for him.
'I trust you, just don't make me regret this'. His mouth turns up in the biggest grin and he hugs me. I have this gut feeling I will regret this but I don't let it show.
'You won't'.
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I groan as my alarm sings the song of its people and fall off the side of my bed. I slowly sit up and notice Tobias sleeping through the stupid alarm on the other side of my bed. What?! Why is he in my bed?! I quickly try to recall the events of last night. I forgave him, we talked for ages and we fell asleep on my bed. Oh thank God. We didn't do 'that'.
I slowly stand up off the floor and grab some clothes to get changed into, I go in the bathroom and take a quick shower, not bothering to wash my hair, then I speedily get changed into black shorts and a black tank top then brush my teeth. I put my toothbrush away and pull my hair into a low ponytail. Just as I am applying make up the bathroom door opens and someone steps in.
Tobias' POV
I open the bathroom door and watch Tris put make up on. I can tell that she knew I was in there but she didn't seem to mind. She turns around after putting her make up away and I throw her over my shoulder.
'My turn now!' I laugh and drop her on the bed and run into the bathroom.
'TOBIAS! IF YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN YOU CAN WALK TO SCHOOL', I gasp loudly and try to pull my voice into one that sounds like a damsel in distress,
'Oh no! Not walking to school! The whole 20 blocks!' I hear her laugh and it sounds like the most beautiful thing I've ever heard. I jump into the shower after stripping and as I get out remember that I have no clean clothes and I groan. I wrap a towel around my waist and look in the cupboards for a clean toothbrush. Bingo. I finish brushing my teeth and open the bathroom door.
'Hey Tris, you think Caleb will have any black clothes I could borrow?' I flash a grin and she looks at me, a full blush appearing on her cheeks.
Tris' POV
I feel the blush rising on my cheeks but I can't control it. He looks so hot right now. I try speaking but I come out stuttering,
'A-ah, um, I, I think so' I look away quickly and walk to Caleb's room, I pick out some boxers, black jeans and a black T-shirt that look about right. Weird. Why would Caleb have black stuff?
'Here you go' I pass them to him without looking but I can feel his smirking face burn holes in my back. I hear the bathroom door shut and I sigh.
I write a note saying meet me in the kitchen and leave my room barrelling down the stairs 3 at a time. I check the time and see were going to be late.
'HURRY UP WE'RE LATE' I scream, as soon as I go to breathe again I hear what sounds like an elephant thundering down the stairs, 'TRY NOT TO BREAK MY HOUSE'.
'yeah, yeah. I'm coming' he tells me and I glare at him. He stops my glaring by kissing me, I fall shocked but then melt into the kiss, before I can tell what he's doing he pulls my keys out of my hand and runs to the car. 'Hey! No fair!' I yell at him as he jumps into the driving seat. I calmly get into the passenger seat to face him and I say quietly but fiercely,
'If you hurt my baby in anyway this will be the last time you see the sun'. He just chuckles and I glare at him. We arrive at school and get out of car, I inspect it for damage and smile when their isn't any,
'Is my beautiful girlfriend happy that her baby's okay?' Tobias asks me smirking. Girlfriend? Since when? I like it.
'Girlfriend aye? When were you going to ask? I guess my baby is okay although you were just lucky' I smirk back at him and laugh.
His faces turns dead serious, 'Would you like to be my girlfriend?' I notice that everyone around us is watching, most of the girls glaring at me and the boys shocked. I start blushing but whisper yes. He picks me up and hugs me and I can't help but think of Ryan, I shut off that thought completely and get down out of Tobias grip.
Lunch
'So it's true?' Christina asks me.
'What's true?' I mumble around a mouthful of cake.
'You and Four! Duh!'
'Oh yeah right'
'What happened to hating him?' Marlene asks
'I forgave him' I say like its the most obvious thing in the world. Which it kind of is.
'Okay good for you! I hope he doesn't make you regret it' Lauren sarcastically mumbles. I have a feeling she's up too something but I don't question it, instead I ask something else.
'Why are you even sitting with us? Go sit with your freak brother'
'Back off bitch' I start fuming with anger, we've never been friends and hopefully never will be before I can insult her back Shauna jumps in,
'Lauren get your whore ass out of here'. She screams in frustration and walks off just as the boys join us.
'Guys, Marlene and I have some news', I look over at Marlene and shes smiling like crazy, 'we're dating!' Uriah exclaims and kisses Marlene. Christina 'aww's' and I just laugh,
'I so knew you guys had a thing for each other' I say while smiling.
Next thing I know is that someone is covering my eyes and everythings black, just as a reflex I jam my elbow into what feels like a stomach and I hear a groan. I know that groan, dammit, I just elbowed Tobias, 'Sorry, you scared me' I laugh.
'Remind me too never do that to you again' he says while stealing a piece of my cake.
'Hey! You can't just steal my cake!' I yell at him, he grins and I snarl at him. He grabs the rest of my cake and I stand up to leave.
'I can't deal with you stealing all of my stuff all the time Four!' I melodramatically cry out and stomp away from the table. I hear the sound of my friends falling into a fit of hysterics and I turn around to bow, 'Thank you, thank you everybody'. I sit back down but then have to stand up and get Christina to the bathroom, her mascara is now running from crying.
Three days later: Friday
I jump out my car and start running, I'm already 15 minutes late and I know Mrs Matthews is going to flip. My stupid alarm didn't go off and I woke up 5 minutes before I was supposed to leave. I'm in the worst mood, Caleb didn't wake me up either and I have no idea why he didn't and mum and dad basically forgot about me! I stomp down the hall and turn the corner but then pull back, I see Lauren and it's obvious she saw me because she's smirking. I look around edge a little more and see Tobias? Talking to her. What? Then I see him lean in and kiss her. Tears of anger appear at my eyes and threaten to spill out but I don't let them. WHY DID I EVER TRUST HIM?! I scream to myself, we've been dating for less then a week but we got so close.
I dry my now leaking eyes and walk over to them, Lauren sees me approaching and pulls back feigning shock, Tobias follows her gaze and sees me he looks at me with shock and surprise and then sorrow. I keep calm and say 'Enjoying yourself Four?' but I know my eyes are betraying my voice.
'Tris, I can explain' he starts but I cut him off.
'I shouldn't of trusted you, I had this feeling in my gut you know, to not trust you but I went against me and look at where we are now' I storm off out of the school tears spilling over my cheeks. I feel the walls that didn't exist 5 minutes ago start to be built again. I hate everyone. I hate Tobias.
Tobias' POV
'Four, I know all about you and Tris, all about your past and what you did. Now, Peter my brother you know he doesn't like her or maybe he does but he knows I want you and so he's going to help me get you and if I don't he will hurt Tris to hurt you. Think about this' I start getting pissed off. I know what Peter can and will do, I can't risk that. I see her look at something over my shoulder and smirk but I don't turn around.
'What do you want me to do?' I say through gritted teeth.
'Kiss me' and so I do, I don't like this kiss it makes me feel disgusting. She pulls back and looks at something over my shoulder and fakes surprise, I have a gut feeling that it's Tris and it is.
'Enjoying yourself Four?' she asks calmly but her eyes are betraying her.
'Tris, I can explain' I starts but she cuts me off.
'I shouldn't of trusted you, I had this feeling in my gut you know, to not trust you but I went against me and look at where we are now' She storms out of the school and I know I've lost her. I know that she won't forgive me again.
A/N: I feel like this chapter sucked am I going to fast? I have huge writers block and having trouble with ideas. Not writing another chapter until I get 65 reviews. I would really appreciate feedback and ideas for later in the story or next chapter! Thank you lovely people.