Warning: Slight references. You have been warned.
Ali's eyes widened when she came to realize what happened. She stretched herself and slowly sat up. There was still a pulse in between her legs and a rippling sensation coursing through her system. She flinched. She was too nervous, too confused, and too shy to look at Donnie, hoping she will never have to go through with that again.
"I-I-I'm sorry I made you feel uncomfortable, but... you were asking me to make it better, to help you so I..." Donnie unlocked his bedroom door and opened it for her. "I understand if you hate me."
She stood up on her wobbly legs. Still not making eye contact with him, she slowly walked out, her mind racing.
Donnie closed the door behind her. Ugh, he was so stupid! Why did he do it? Would she tell on him? Donnie felt like he would get a serious beating from Raphael later... but she just looked… so helpless and lost.
Ali stumbled her way to the bathroom. (Perfect, it was empty.) She turned on the shower as quickly as she could. As she waited for it to heat up, she looked at herself in the mirror. Her face was still a bit red and her eyes were lazy, but with shock. She shook her head as if trying to forget and got in the shower.
The water felt good on her head. There was still a pulse between her legs, sending a pleasurable ripple up her body. She paused to think for a moment. Did she… actually… enjoy that? Did she… enjoy what Donnie did to her? Did it… pleasure her? Snapping out of it, she nervously held in between her legs, practically begging the feeling to stop.
Once she cleaned herself up, she debated what she should do. She wanted to see Raph. She wanted him to help her feel better, but she couldn't face him right now. She couldn't face anyone. She was still so flushed. After she dried herself off and got dressed, she quietly moved through the hall and through the empty common area. Without thinking, she walked out the door and into the sewer tunnels.
Ali wandered the tunnels to try to clear her head. She was far less dazed and upset, but she still couldn't get it out of her head. She was feeling better, of course, but... what happened that made her feel better...
She never was one to hold a grudge (she only did with her brothers) but could she forgive Donnie for this? He didn't do "it," which was the biggest relief of all, but still, he made "contact." She was so confused. 'What would Raph think if he found out? Will he understand this all happened because of an accident?' she nervously thought. 'This all happened because of my ignorance? Am I really that stupid?' Of course she won't tell on Donnie... but... but…
After traveling some distance down the tunnels, Ali surfaced when she reached a manhole. She climbed up sat down in the shadows of the alleyway and rested her head on her knees. I was a quiet night which made it easier for her to think. Never in her life had she experienced anything like that. Chills ran back up her spine just at the thought of it.
'Donnie? Donnie, what's the matter?' she thought. If what Raph said is true and Donnie did have a thing for her… 'He told me I am his responsibility. That he would never leave me. That means I have to respect that, right? I was with him first. You're a great guy, but I have to respect Raph.'
"Raph..." she whispered in a whine."Raph, where are you?"