[AN] Sorry for the long wait! And, sorry for this one being so short. I promise the next one will be longer! I'll try to get postings on a regular, and maybe twice a week. I'll figure out the days, but they'd probably be Wednesdays and Sundays. Anyhow, enjoy! Please leave a review!
Three weeks. THREE. WEEKS. That was how long you had been stuck in Levi's home. Three weeks. How was I possibly there that long!? Mikasa rubs your shoulder as you come down from your panic attack. "M-Mikasa! H-how was I-I there that long!?" Mikasa's dark eyes are laced with worry as she tells you; "We tried to get you. Multiple times. But we didn't know you were in the basement. We searched all over the castle numerous times and were almost killed every time. We think he had you drugged to keep you there."
Your body shakes as the thought comes over you. Levi had drugged you... He attacked you... And you were somehow... Fine with it... Fine with it all... You aren't mad... In fact... You want to see him again. "Mikasa," you suddenly call, beckoning your worried ravenette's attention. "What happened to Levi?" She looks at you with utter shock. "Why do you want to know?" She asks, very shocked and suspicious. "I-I..." You try to think of something believable to make her think you want Levi dead. "I wanted to know if he was put in jail..." you say quietly.
Mikasa shakes her head. "No, sadly, he controls everything the police brigade does, and he wouldn't order them to capture him... That'd just be stupid..." You look at her with a questioning look, again asking; "Where is he? What happened?" Mikasa stays silent for a long moment. The silence bothers you. It bothers you a lot. You frown, and say; "Mikasa, what happened. Tell me." Mikasa is still silent as she makes eye contact with you. "He ran. We didn't even get anywhere close to catching him. I don't even know if he's in the castle. He could be anywhere for all we know."
You feel disappointed upon learning of Levi's anonymity, but you want to find him for yourself. You suddenly jump up, leaving Mikasa on the bed. "[F/N], what're you-" You interrupt her with a shrill shout of "I need some air!" You run toward the bedroom door but Mikasa jumps up to stop you. She grabs your arm, keeping you in place. "[F/N], wait. You shouldn't go out. Levi could be out there."
You tug your arm away, defending "I can fend for myself." You stomp out of the room, leaving bewildered Mikasa in your wake. "That girl worries me sometimes…" she whispers under her breath.
You run out the front doors, taking a big gulp of much needed fresh air. "This is what I needed…" you mumble, trying to convince even yourself of this lie of not caring to see Levi. You don't want to want to see him. You want to see him, but you know you can't. If you do, there's a possibility of him kidnapping you again… But is it kidnapping if you consent…?
Before you can think much into it, a car pulls up in front of the house. Jean and Marco step out, Marco instantly yelling "[F/N]! What're you doing out!? Mikasa said you needed to rest!" You ignore him. Your attention is set intently on a raven-haired figure across the road, standing in front of a book shop.
Levi's blue-clad eyes lock with your [E/C] ones. The intensity of his stare has you stock still as Jean and Marco try to speak sanity into you. Levi blinks a few times as recognition sinks in. You still can't manage to move as Jean and Marco grab you by the arm and turn you around. All you do is twist your head to stare at Levi longer. As the front door are closing in front of you, you show the first sign of movement since you saw Levi.
You give him a large smile, and that is accentuated by the loud slam of the doors behind you.
...Is there something wrong with me? Why do I feel this way? Why am I attracted to a man who attempted to inflict harm upon me. Shouldn't that be an immediate turn off?