Princess, I can't believe i have to be the princess! Roxas thought as he snuggled under his blankets not happy at all. Everyone made fun of him after Axel called him princess. The blond asked for a revote but was turned down. He sighed frustrated and left them all laughing at him. Which bring us back to the blond in his bed.

He wasn't up for sleeping out there now. Sora even tried to get him to go back but he just would budge. He was too stubborn to go back. Sora gave up and said that he would save a place for him if he changed his mind. He wasn't mad at them just irritated with them all. If any of them dared to call him princess again there would be hell to pay. He wasn't going to let them get away with it. Not even Axel himself. And speak of the devil, Axel just walked in the room.

"Go away Axel. Sora already tried to get me to go back. What makes you think you can?" Roxas didn't even bother turning around to see the red head standing by his bed.

"I'm not going anywhere princess"

Roxas shivered from the way Axel said purred when he spoke. He gulped knowing the what he wanted to do. Roxas wasn't in the mood but know doubt that Axel would be able to get him into made him a little scared. "D-don't call me that." He hated how his voice got so small.

Axel chuckled and got under the covers, sliding next to the blond. "I thought you liked when I called you that?"

Roxas turned around scowling. "Fuck off Axel."

"That's Duke Axel to you princess." He winked at him.

"Fine whatever, Duke Axel, kinda get the fuck out of my bed." He tried to push him out.

"Such language for such a beautiful princess." Axel laughed moving closer making the blond move to the wall.

"Axel, please I'm not in the mood." Roxas voice became small again. He really didn't like when Axel called him things like beautiful, pretty, gorgeous, or even handsome. He blushed each time and made him really confused whether Axel really meant any of it or if he was just saying that stuff to get him to do things with him.

Axel placed his lips on Roxas neck, licking and sucking the soft skin. Roxas bit back a moan while trying to push the older teen away. "Princess" lick "You know." kiss. "You're really." suck. "Really really," Axel whispered into the blond's ear. "Really sexy." He licked his ear lob and bit it before kissing back to his neck.

Roxas entire body heated up at that point. He lost himself to Axel again. He let him do whatever he wanted. Axel never however, actually took the blond. No matter how much he wanted to, he knew if he did, the blond would hate him forever and he just couldn't live with that. He didn't know why really. All he really knew was that he was addicted to him and never wanted anyone else to touch him or even look at him.

"Axel!" Roxas moaned clawing at his roomy's back.

"Roxas...ha" Axel groaned really wishing he would ignore his conscious for once and just take the teen.

Roxas whimpered from under him when Axel stopped all movement. "What's wrong?" He panted out looking at the older teen.

"Nothing."

"Axel? oh!" He closed his eyes when Axel moved again.

A while later they just laid there on the bed catching their breaths. Roxas was coming to his senses and became pissed that he let him do that again. He was really tired of this happening, he was even thinking of staying with Sora and Riku for the rest of the year.

"I'm sorry."

"Huh" Roxas thought he heard wrong. "I'm sorry what did you say?"

Axel sighed covering his eyes with his hand. "I'm sorry Roxas."

Roxas bit his lip worried. Axel never called him by his name unless he was moaning it out. When he didn't call him princess it worried him. He even forgot he was pissed at him ."Axel, is something wrong?"

The red head stayed quiet for a while. He knew he couldn't keep this up and one of these nights he was going to hurt the blond. He sat up ignoring the blond's calls as he went over to his own bed. He told himself this would the last time they did this.

"Axel say something." Roxas got out of bed and walked over to the other bed. He sat on it and nudged the teen's arm. "Say something damn it!"

"Where done."

"What are talking about?" Roxas frowned.

"No more of this Roxas. I don't think I can take doing just that."

"Axel?"

He sat up taking his wrist, yanking him close to him. Axel kissed the blond roughly and forcefully. "Roxas, I was so close to just...I was going to. Fuck!" He let him go getting angry with himself. "I was going to fuck you into your mattress."

"Y-you already do that." He blushed.

"No Roxas, I mean really fuck you. As in penetration. You know what that is?"

Roxas eyes widen. He nodded his head letting Axel know what he meant. He really never thought of that whenever they were together. He gulped and got off the bed heading to his own. 'No more. Do I really want that?'

Entry 20 day 109

It's the last day of school before we can go home for winter break. I'm really happy to be going home. I've really missed mom and I know Sora can't wait to tell her about Kairi. They really have gotten around the rules with everyone's help. Nobody outside our group of friends knows that they have been dating. I know he'll be sad when he has to say good bye but it really is only for a couple of weeks. Riku and Namine just started dating last week and it really took me by surprise. I guess I missed my chance with her but I'm happy for them. But the really shocker was Xion and Luxord. Who would've guessed that the they would end up together. I had a crush on her to but again I'm happy for her. Xion and Luxord are my best friends here and they deseve to be happy. Zexion is also my best friend but I'm not sure if he like anyone or not. Demyx has been flirting with some of the girls but gets shot down. It never fazes him though. It's like he's doing it just for fun or to make someone jealous. I wonder who though.

We have another project to do over the break. How predictable right? Leon is making me be the singer while Sora is the writer. I don't even like singing. I don't get why Zack wants to hear me sing so badly. He practically made Leon make us do this. Oh well I'm sure we can get it done in a few days. Well it's almost time to go. Don't want to miss that train.

Roxas closed his journal and packed it away in his bag. He sighed looking over to Axel's side of the room. Ever since they stopped doing what they where doing Axel rarely talked to him anymore. He didn't call him beautiful or try to get into his pants. The only time they shared a bed was when Roxas would wake up from a nightmare and that even rarely happened. He was so used to cuddling with the red head at night he was even tempted to fake having a nightmare.

"Hey Roxas." Axel walked into the room going to his dresser to pack his own stuff that he needed to take with him.

"Hey Axel." Roxas looked down. He really couldn't look at him after thinking of those things again.

"Whatcha planing on doing over the break?" Axel asked him with his back facing him.

"Oh just going home with Sora. Work on the project then just hang around town. Nothing speacial. What about you.?"

"Going home to as well. Going to visit some friends back in town." He shrugged.

Roxas bit his lower lip. "Hey um Axel?"

"Hm?"

"D-Do you have a girlfriend..back home I mean."

Axel got up putting his packed stuff on his bed. He looked over to see the blonde blushing and looking nervous. "Actually I don't. I broke up with her before i came here."

"W-why?"

"She just wasn't the right one. That and she slept with my cousin."

"O-oh...Wait. Axel if you had a girlfriend than that would make you straight?"

"Well not really. I guess I'm bi." He shrugged again. "What about you? Girlfriend, boy friend?"

Roxas shook his head. "No never had one before."

"Wait so everything we did-"

"Roxas come on! We're going to miss the train...Oh hey Axel, have a fun break. Roxas come on." Sora grabbed Roxas by the arm and dragged him out of the room.

'See you later Axel'

hey sorry for the lateness i really did have writers block but thanks to two of my readers i was able to come up with this. sorry it's so short though and probably not that good but i do hope you liked it and again i'm sorry for the wait.