Chapter Nine

Standing around, feeling like the ground is going to fall from beneath you is never any way to move forward.

It was as though I was leaning into a cold rock, which was bigger than my head. But the rock had moved itself to fit perfectly around my body and hold me up. Nessie's cold hand was still silently resting on my throat. I smiled, seeing images flashing on the inside of my eyelids.

Everything made no sense, the pictures in my head, they seemed to be placed there by her, by Nessie and her fingertips. They came with feelings, I felt angry, hurt, sad, happy, ecstatic, everything that would be possible to feel, I had felt it. It was as though she was putting her memories, her feelings into my head by her hands.

From the pictures, and feelings, the ones I thought were memories, everything was piecing themselves together. I was trying to keep an open mind about everything, trying to 'not look at it through human eyes'. But if I used my thoughts which were being placed there, they were different. They were vampires.

Although they only drank the blood of animals, this, was why their eyes were golden coloured.

Jake, the tanned guy, he was a shapeshifter, not a vampire, and Nessie was half vampire, half human.

And they all wanted to drink my blood.

Including Kyle. The guy I seemed to be able to trust without even knowing him, might not be the guy that I actually thought I was getting involved in.

I awoke. Cold hands were on my waist, holding me somewhere.

When I opened my eyes, his longish curly brown hair was tickling my neck. This made me smile, having him so close. I inhaled, and he smiled at me, obviously noticing that I never instantly backed away.

"Are you scared now?" he said in a mocking tone, obviously pointed at Edward.

"What, now that I know you want to kill me?" I said sarcastically, laughing quietly to myself. He sighed lightly, and looked down. I thought about it, but if he were human, he would have been blushing, i think. "No. Im not scared of you. I never have been. Just ask your little mind reader. Im not scared of you. Im scared of losing you. Although I dont know why."

He smiled lightly to himself. Which made me blush, although I instantly wished I hadnt when an amused smirk was splattered across his face.

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