AN: I am SOOOOO sorry this has taken so long. And the truth is I have no valid reason as to why it has taken me so long to update excpet that I have an extrem case of lazyassness. I have a feeling that Tay0720 is gonna kick my butt.Not sure if this is the end. Tell me if you think I should end it now or continue. PLEASE REVIEW. I am now begging. I love them. Especially long ones (nudge nudge wink wink). As usual I own nothing . here you go:

Suddenly the door flew open. Ashley gazed at Spencer for about a fraction of a second before feeling a great force hit her. She stumbled backwards a few steps before falling backwards on the grass. She was immedietley aware that Spencer was on top of her before she felt lips hit hers. Ashley felt the familiar feeling of lightheadness as she kissed her back. Spencer,who was still sitting on her lifted her head up.

Ashley opened her mouth"I am so so-" she fell silent as Spencer's finger touched her lips.

"Shh. I know you are. I understand now. I had a while to sit and think about what happened. About you. About us." she said. Every word slowly melted Ashley's heart."But," Spencer started again with a slight smirk on her face" do it again, and I'll kill you."

Ashley smiled at her"Never" she muttered leaning back up into Spencer. They kissed for a few seconds before Spencer pulled back." you know its pouring raining out right now right?" she asked.

"uh huh" whispered Ashley into her neck. Spencer laughed at her lack of concern. "Why dont we go inside to my house?"she said slowly pulling Ashley up from her posistion underneath her. Ashley sighed and got up.

"I love you." she said giving Spencer one last kiss outside before they entered the house. Ashley finally noticed how cold she was the second the heat from the Carlin house reached her.Spencer wordlessly gestured her upstairs. They silently went upstairs,sitting on Spencers bed. Spencer looked up to see tears in Ashley's eyes.

"Ashley whats wrong?"she said touching the other girls cheek.

Ashley looked away trying to hide her face."Nothing I just...Im-sorry. I still feel like the worlds worst person. How can you forgive me? I just don't understand."she said feeling the most guilty she had ever felt.

Spencer took her face in her hands."I am going to tell you what I told my mother. My love for you is unconditional. Ashley,"she said trying to meet Ashley's eyes who were looking away." nothing you could do could make me stop. Nothing. Even when I was so mad with you, I missed you. I love you. Forever."

Ashley blinked a few times wiping her eys." Spencer how did I get you? I dont deserve you. I will never hurt you like that ever again. I promise. Thank you so much for giving me a second chance." They shared a sweet kiss nefore Ashley lifted her head and smiled.

"And I thought buying you a stuffed bear was hallmark and cheesy. This takes the cake for all cheesiness. And I meant every word of it." Spencer smiled at her before laying her head on Ashley's stomach.

"When did you realise that you wanted me?I always wanted to know when." She asked glancing at Ashley.

Ashley thought for a moment before answering," I've wanted you ever since you asked me if I was on medication." Spencer snorted with laughter."I'm not even kidding!" Ashley exclaimed. "I wanted you at that moment. But, I realised I wanted to be with you at a different time. When you came home from your "not date". Thats when I realised it. As soon as we hugged."

Spencer looked at her smiling slowly before saying"Thats the same time I realised it too." she said. They both looked at eachother for a minute before breaking off into laughter.

"You mean we could have spared all that akwardness right then and there and saved time?" said Ashley between fits of giggles.

"Guess so"said Spencer. Both girls calmed down and layed in eachothers arms. Never before had either felt so happy.